A Silken Cloak
I must shut my eyes
in order to see.
I must hear, remember, know
in order to understand.
Who am I?
Who are you?
Am I truly seeing you?
Or is this just a façade?
How can I trust you
If I don't know you?
If I don't know myself?
What is this façade
That I show you?
I give you a glimpse of the steel of my soul.
Then I shroud it with
Silken words
and Velvet promises.
Promises I will keep,
Though not in the way that you expect.
I don't belong now.
I am a fish out of water, here.
This façade is my cloak, my dagger, my protection, my disguise.
Should I come, un-armed, un-cloaked, un-protected, into your presence?
What will you see?
What will you feel, remember, know?
Will you understand?
I don't understand.
So how could you?
August 31, 1998