You

Erased from eternity,
No future in store.
You once lived a mortal,
But your past is...
No more.

You're choosing, deciding,
Subconciousness rules.
You aren't aware but you
Subconciously choose.
So how does death work?
Is it all true?
Who tells the truth?
If it's all made by you?
You choose existance,
You choose whats real,
A real good illusion,
For it's what you can feel.
Your mind controls,
And nobody else.
Make up your friends,
Make up yourself.
Make up the science.
Make up Creation.
Make up Death.
Make up Salvation.
Make up everything,
For everything you see,
It's all just your make up,
For what you can't be.
These poems are all written by ME, so don't take them, OKAY? MINE, MINE, MINE,
NYAH HA HA HA HA HA                       ~Himiko
Stars

Stars are falling,
Hear me calling,
"I won't give up this night!"
The sun appears,
I hear the cheers,
I run away in fright.
My night is gone,
So sad, you've won.
I'll stand here by and by.

Now, night is near,
I've nothing to fear,
As colors fade from the sky...
I Hide

I have my shield,
And behind it I hide.
No one can hurt me,
People have tried.
You can't make me join your side.
Not in my shield,
My shield of lies.

I'm alone in the world,
There's no one to trust.
I don't know the truth,
So I'll do what I must.
I'll do what I want,
I'll say what I say.
Those are my rights,
'Can't take them away.
Fight with my shield,
My sheild of lies.

I used to beleive that people were right.
But "war" starts to happen,
And people fight.
My shield of lies is where I'll hide,
It's for my own good,
I've said, as I cried.
Here in my shield,
My shield of lies.

My shield of lies will keep the world out.
No one can reach me,
I'm away from all doubt.
It's safer this way,
To just stand still.
I'll know for sure,
'Won't bend to your will.
In my own shield,
My shield of lies.

Hope for me lost,
I won't bow to you.
And because of these lies,
I don' know what's true.
There will be the day,
When YOU'LL bow to me,
When truth has a toll,
When I've broken free.
Away from my shield,
My shield of lies.

But I'll never give in,
With fear at my side,
I'll never back down from victory; pride.
I'll be crowned as a rebel,
I'll be crowned with my fears.
King of the Angry,
Queen of all Tears.
Still blocked in my shield,
My shield of lies.
Undead

I watch, I wait.
Is this my fate?
I stand here by an open door.
What will come?
For now I'm done.
Finished, through, no more.

Once I pass those pearly walls,
I will rise, for no one falls.
What's to see and what's to hear?
All is lost to me, I fear.
But who will care and who will tell,
Whether in heaven, or if I'm in hell?
A trap behind, a door ahead.
Do I stand up, or fall down, instead?

Or do I just stand, in this middle room?
Away from loss, away from doom?
Here and away, away from time,
Away from chaos, In here, I'm fine.
Trapped alone, in this middle room.
Not in heaven, but here, in a tomb.
In this tomb, I stand, to choose.
Another chance, that I might loose.
In this room, I'll state my will,
To live in heaven or hell, to kill.
But again, a choice, stands still, stands by.
What if, it wasn't, my intention, to die?
Another chance, I'll make a choice,
Unless I choose, so says a voice:

"Unless you choose, this 'eternal day,'
There is for you, I'm sorry to say,
The screaming, the fire, the will of terror,
,All that's there, the other way."

"Unless of course, there is a third choice,
The one that marks your soul.
For now you know,
There is a toll,
If you choose THIS way to go.
To loose your life,
Is it worth the strife?
To loose...eternity.
To be born again,
On Earth, my friend,
Is that your destiny?"
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