I can't see what i refuse to believe
My lack of faith is like a disease
Always searching for the answer
Only came up with pain depression and cancer
Eating me up from the inside
Can't you see I'm only barely alive?

I said "Nothing plus nothing can't equal one."
You told me "Why not? It sounds like fun."
Then you held out your hand
Couldn't cope so I ran
Please don't put me on trial
Excuse me if this all sounds juvinile

It can't be me
I'll never be free
Trapped in my mind
With no sense of time
Do you understand
I'll never be your friend