Death's Juice

Death's juice sinks down into the horizon

My beloved goes with it

Everything is cruel and unusual

Nothing is the same

Everything is boring and old

Rotten to the core

The whole world is rotten

Death's juice has come for me

Death's juice is here to stain my satin sheets

Make me feel dirty

I feel dirty

Death's tongue licks my bones

Chews my liver

Tells me I'm dirty

I feel dirty

Spiders shimmy down my leg

And into my shoes

My shoes fill with blood

I feel like the spiders are eating me alive

In the same way life is eating me

Slowly from the inside, out

My eye has become a plastic cube

And my brain a small cubical

A cell for all my locked up memories

Letters unwritten

Letters unsent

Filed away in a tomb of memories

Memories of love and hate

Hate and love

Fade in and out

It all sounds the same now

"Blah, blah, blah."

That's how everything sounds now

Muffled and under joyed

Out of tune, out of sync

"Blah, blah, blah."

Is all I ever hear