Lucky 13

I’m down right out of my mind
Spiraling toward nothingness
A black hole in the centre of my mind
A blank piece of paper blown across
the sky
I’m depressed
I’ve fallen
My knees are scrapped and bruised
My hands and body cut by the words
you never said
My heart torn by the emotions for me
you never showed
Here I go again
Another young man down the drain
No matter how mature or how
satisfying he may be
He will never cure the pain
He will never totally be what I want
He is almost dead to me forever
I don’t know what could possibly make
me feel better
I feel like he lead me on, Giving me
dreams to dream upon
Wings that won’t fly, A boat that won’t
sail
Hope is lost to me now
No more trying, No more searching
I sit and wait in my empty head in an
empty room
With nothing left to live for