This One's For Billy

The fire and brimstone in my heart
Still rage with burning hate
My life still lacks a certain sense of Peace
A sense of Peace that I have yearned for all my life
And it pains me to watch others feel the same way

I yearn for a love that I cannot have
That yearning grows and grows within me
I place myself in positions in which I should not be in
Save me God from my own wrath
For I have been blinded by my own pain
I do not see things for what they really are
Help me and guide me
Teach me to be who you made me to be