Unwanted Reflection

Feeling sick, Down and gloomy
Even good looks couldn’t cure me
I look in the mirror and see something bad
Standing beside my own reflection
I unwillingly shake my own hand
And watch myself melt away

My soul has left my body
And chooses to fulfill someone else
Without a conscience
I have no feelings left to show
And without my soul
I have no where to go

It’s getting hard to breathe
And rays of sunlight burn tiny holes in my skin
As I dance, burn, and twirl
I watch my shadow blend in with the darkness
Blood runs from my eyes like tears
And drips from the crevices of my lips

I feel like I’m in a tight space
My head is being crushed by non-existing pressure
I close my eyes and observe the blueprints of my life
As my creations and feelings spiral recklessly out of control
I crash on the floor in a pile of broken glass
And let my cuts bleed out
Until I am livid and smiling.