What Do You Want Me to Say?

What do you want me to say?

That I'm head over heals for you?

That I'm falling all over myself for you?

That I'm standing outside your bedroom window

Looking for a place to rest my head?

That I'm walking across broken glass

Following my illusions?

What do you want me to say?

That my heart is on fire?

My brain has turned to ashes

And my soul is left in shambles?

What do you want me to say?

That I cut myself over you?

That the freshest marks on my wrist

Are because of you?

How do you want me to express myself?

By wearing a cardboard sign around my neck

That says, "I've fallen for you!"

By bleeding green lizards from under my fingernails

And then tossing them into a blender?

How do you want me to feel?

How do you want me to cry?

What is the best way for me to get through to you?

Do I have to paint your name in blood on my mirror?

And choke on my own bloody black marbles?

Dance in acid rain until my skin begins to melt?

Eat a thousand thumbtacks?

What do you want me to say?

That I love you?