Reflection
By: Brittany Marie
"Keep reading,
keep reading!" Fallon’s voice anxiously sounded through the reciever,
"Get to my part." Jasmine stared at the letter, trying to make out
the words scribbled on the paper.
"I’m trying!
Seriously, have you TRIED to read Faith’s handwriting? Honestly, it’s
impossible!" Jasmine exclaimed. Fallon laughed loudly on the other end,
"All right, here it is….." Jasmine trailed off concentrating on
Fallon’s section of the letter and read it out loud:
Dear Jazz,
How’s it going out
there in sunny California? New York’s pretty boring without ya, but the weather
is nice so lots of tanning and going to the beach. How’s the singing and
dancing coming along? You haven’t talked about it in such a long time. It was
all you ever talked about in New York. What happened? Anyways, how’s the
boyfriend? Next time he comes over, call me. I want to talk to him. We got your
pictures and I’m sorry to say, but Billy…yeah, he’s hot. You guys look so cute
together. I’m going to start calling you more. I miss you so much! Ahhh. Well,
I’ll talk to you soon hopefully. Love ya lots and Always,
Fallon
Jasmine smiled in
response to the sincere letter, although she knew Fallon could not see her
expression. "So, how IS everything going?" Fallon asked Jasmine when
she heard her friend finish reading the letter.
"It’s great here.
I miss home so much, but like, Angel Grove really does feel like my home now.
Everyone has done so much to help me fit in, it’s incredible." Jasmine
answered.
"How long have
you been there for already?" Fallon questioned.
"Six months! I
can’t even believe it’s been that long. I feel like I’ve been here for a
week." Jasmine stated. Fallon chuckled.
"Guess you really
did fit in nicely." Jasmine stared back down at the letter and a single
tear escaped from her.
"I really do miss
you guys. More than I miss anything else. Are you ever gonna visit or
what?" Jasmine impatiently asked.
"This
summer," Fallon answered, "I promise." Suddenly, Jasmine heard
her call waiting and took it as a sign to hang up.
"Hey, that’s my
other line. I’ll give you a call next week okay?" she said to Fallon.
"Sure thing. Bye
hun." The two girls hung up with each other and Jasmine switched on to the
other line.
"Hello?"
"Hey, Hey. How’s
it going?" the voice on the other end responded. Jasmine smiled at the
sound of her boyfriend’s friendly tone.
"All right.
Having a good day I see." Jasmine concluded.
"Actually,
despite all the rain and gloomy weather…yeah." Billy agreed, "I want
to see you today."
"Oh really? Well,
we can’t always get what we want now can we?" Jasmine teased him.
"Must you do
this?" Billy asked a little annoyed. He took every moment he spent with
Jasmine very seriously. She was very close to him.
"Oh hush babe,
you know I’m kidding." She assured him, "Wanna come over? My parents
went away for the weekend and Owen is spending the night at a friends."
"You mean you and
I at your house alone for the night?" Billy asked, slightly confused.
Jasmine frowned.
"Yeah, why? Is
that not a good idea?" She questioned, a bit puzzled at his strange
reaction.
"Your parents
wouldn’t mind this?" Billy tried to get some answers, "I mean, I
don’t think I would feel comfortable if they would."
"Your making this
into a bigger deal then it really is. Go to Blockbuster or something, pick us
up a few good movies and I’ll order a pizza. I really don’t feel like going out
tonight, but I want to see you." Jasmine explained. Billy sighed. A night
alone with Jasmine sounded great to him, however, he would hate to go against
her parents’ wishes. She reassured him everything was okay so he agreed.
"I’ll be there in
a half an hour." He told her and they both hung up. Jasmine dialed the
number to the pizza place and placed her order to be delivered.
* * *
Jasmine was already
undressed and into a comfy pair of plaid pajama pants and a tight white tank
top. Her and Billy had been dating for half a year already, so as time passed,
she cared less and less about how she looked. It felt good to know that she
could be dressed down, with sloppy hair and no make-up and Billy would still
think that she looked beautiful. Today, her long brown hair was blow-dried pin
straight and she left it down. One of her favorite things was when Billy played
with her hair. He happened to like it too. She washed her face quickly and the
soap left her flawless skin glowing. She walked over to the family sound system
and picked out one of her favorite CD’s and popped it into the player. She
turned the volume up and listened to the smooth sounds of Mariah Carey. She
sang along to the lyrics of "Love Takes Time" and surprised herself
at how much she sounded like the multi talented Diva. She started to really get
into the song and put her all into it. She belted out every note carefully and perfectly,
trying to match Mariah’s voice. The song ended and she lowered the music. She
turned around and let out a high pitched scream.
"Oh my god! What
are you trying to do, give me a heart attack?!" She shouted to Billy,
trying to catch her breath. When she had turned around, she saw Billy, no more
than six feet behind her, staring at her.
"I’m sorry, but
your door was open. I walked in and, I just….heard you singing and it totally
shocked me." Billy explained to her apologetically.
"Well, that’s
embarrassing. This is why I don’t sing in front of crowds." She murmured,
taking Billy’s statement as a negative one. Billy started to walk towards her.
"What are you
talking about? Jasmine, that was amazing. You sounded just like her. I never
knew you could even sing! Let alone like her!" He paused, "Who was
that anyway?" Jasmine couldn’t help but laugh.
"Mariah
Carey." She said in a low tone. Billy’s eyes widened.
"You’re kidding?
I know I don’t know much about music, but I know of Mariah Carey and I know
that if my girlfriend sings just like her, then she’s gotta be great!"
Jasmine looked away and tried to ignore his compliments. She didn’t want to
talk about singing what so ever. Billy got the message. He dropped the bag he
was carrying onto the couch and walked around to Jasmine. He gave her a warm
hug and held her face in his hands. He gave her a soft and gentle kiss on her
lips and pressed his forehead against hers. "So anyway, what’s up?"
Jasmine giggled and looked up at him.
"Nothing at
all." She gave him a quick kiss back then broke away from him, "So
what did you get me? Anything good?" she asked, looking through the bag of
videos as she sat on the couch. Billy sat down next to her.
"I hope so."
Jasmine pulled out three videos and nodded as she read their titles.
"Do you know me
or what? I’ve been dying to see all of these," she stated to him. Just
then, the doorbell rang. "Good, pizza. I’m starving."
"What did you get
on it?" Billy asked her.
"Nothing. You
like yours plain." She answered. He smiled at her.
"Very good."
He got up and went to answer the door.
"What are you
doing?" She asked him.
"Getting the
pizza. What does it look like I’m doing?" He wisecracked back.
"Well, then here.
Take my money." She said, handing him a twenty.
"I don’t think
so." He called back to her.
"Billy!" She
screamed, racing him to the door. He beat her to it, and quickly opened the
door, grabbed the pizza and threw his money at the delivery boy.
"Keep the
change." Billy replied, as he closed the door swiftly before the boy could
say anything in return.
"Thanks
Mister!" came from the other side of the door and Billy grinned. An angry
Jasmine was standing right before him.
"That wasn’t
right Billy. You paid for the movies. You should let me pay every now and
then." She said to him, annoyed.
"Okay. You’ll pay
next time." He told her as he walked passed her and carried the pizza to
the table.
"You always say
that." Jasmine replied, shaking her head. She walked over to him, money
still in hand and hugged him. She let her hands slide down his pants and tried
to slip the bill in his pocket. He grabbed a hold of her hand before she
succeeded and pulled away.
"Nice try
though." Billy remarked with a sly grin. Jasmine sighed and grabbed a
slice of pizza.
When they finished
eating, Jasmine threw out the paper plates and napkins as Billy closed the
cardboard cover of the remaining pizza and put it in the refrigerator.
"Well, what now?" he asked. Jasmine scrunched her face and stated in
an over-dramatic whisper:
"Movie
time." Billy couldn’t help but laugh as Jasmine walked towards the couch,
picked up the movies and asked, "Which one do you want to watch first?"
"Doesn’t matter
to me," Billy replied, "Pick whichever one you want." Jasmine
sighed. She hated making little decisions. Especially when she couldn’t get a
second opinion. It was a little pet peeve of hers. She wished Billy would tell
her what he really wanted sometimes.
"Alright, lemme
see… We’ve got three different types of movies. Romance, horror and comedy. I
say we start the night off with a little fun, a.k.a. comedy, take a little
break, continue it with some romance and I mean the film, then, take a LONG
break…" she cut off her sentence with a sly smile, looking directly at
Billy, "then end the night with the horror, because let’s face it, horrors
are just not scary unless they’re at the latest time possible in the
night." Billy looked impressed.
"And a very good
conclusion my dear." He stated. Jasmine giggled and slipped the first tape
in the VCR.
The night started to
turn to early morning. The couple cuddled on the couch for the three movies and
at 2am, they both grew tired. "Maybe I should go," Billy said as
Jasmine got up to eject the movie, "Unless, of course, you want me to
stay." Jasmine nodded as she stretched.
"I just finished
watching a movie where a young girl makes the mistake of staying home alone and
gets hacked up by a psycho with a chain saw. You’re staying." Jasmine
stated, in more of a demand, to her boyfriend.
"I think I’ll do
that."
"Come on. Let’s
go get settled for bed," she said as she walked to Owen’s bedroom. She
went through his drawers and pulled out a pair of comfortable shorts. She threw
them in Billy’s direction. "There, wear those." She said to him,
"They’re too big for him and I keep telling him that. You can change in
the bathroom." Billy walked into the bathroom as Jasmine walked to her
room. When he finished changing, he made his way to Jasmine’s room and stood in
the door frame, not quite sure about the sleeping arrangements. Jasmine pulled
down the sheets to her bed and looked up to see Billy staring back at her.
"One pillow or two?" She asked him.
"One’s
fine." He told her. Jasmine glared at him.
"Stop being Mr.
Nice Guy. If you want two, I want you to say ‘Give me two pillows!’ You know
what your problem is? Your overly sweet." Jasmine shouted. Billy was a
little shocked by Jasmine’s outburst, but he tried to lighten her up.
"Overly sweet
huh? Like those Sour Patch candies?" Billy joked. Jasmine didn’t laugh,
but rather smiled, shaking her head.
"I’m serious
Billy. Put your foot down once in awhile. Lay down the law, demand things YOUR
way for once. Stop being so….considerate." Billy could not understand her
reasons.
"Wait, you’d
rather me be one of those trash talking, leather wearing, motorcycle riding air
heads? The ones that parents hate? The ones that abuse and cheat on their
girlfriends?" He asked, still curious.
"I didn’t say
that. I just want you to do what YOU want. Don’t let people walk all over
you." Jasmine said back to him, feeling bad.
"I don’t let
people walk all over me. Where would you get that idea?" Billy questioned.
"Not yet. But,
Billy, the time is going to come when people are just going to use you. And if
your super nice, your more prone to it. I’m just saying. I’ve been there. I
want you to tell me what you want. Don’t hide from me. Especially not me!"
Jasmine replied.
"Jasmine, with
all due respect, it seems as if you’re the one hiding things from me."
Billy spoke slowly.
"What are you
talking about?" She demanded.
"Something isn’t
right with you. There’s more to you than any of us know, but for some reason,
you’re too scared to show it." He answered.
"You know
everything about me." Jasmine said to him in denial.
"Oh really? Do I?
Jasmine, I walked into this house today and heard the most beautiful singing
I’ve ever heard in my life. I’m not even into music, yet I knew that you have
what’s considered ‘talent’ and that you must have had training." Billy
told her.
"I don’t know
what you’re talking about." Jasmine replied as she continued to pull the
sheets down and make the bed down for sleeping. Billy walked towards the
opposite side of the bed and looked at her from across.
"Yes. You do. And
if I didn’t even know that about you, then I wonder what else it is your
keeping from me." There was a moment of absolute silence as Billy saw
Jasmine look down and hug herself. She started to tear and cursed herself for
it. Billy suddenly felt bad about the way he was talking to his girlfriend and
apologized. "Look, I’m sorry. I don’t mean to offend you in any way. I
just wish we didn’t keep secrets from each other. I want you to trust me. I
know I trust you and Jasmine, I care about you so much…I love you."
Jasmine looked up with wide-eyes and stared at Billy in disbelief.
"What?" she
asked, wondering if she had heard him correctly. Billy looked down briefly,
then back up again to Jasmine’s eyes.
"I said I love
you." He reassured her. Jasmine looked around her, not quite sure what to
do. She knew she loved Billy back and was debating on whether or not she should
say it back. She looked up at him, teary-eyed.
"I love you too
Billy" she said in a voice a little lower than a whisper. Billy treated
her with a smile, followed by a yawn. "I’m sorry. There are some things
I’m not telling you. And I will, but not now, tomorrow. I can see we’re both
exhausted right now." Jasmine admitted. Billy nodded.
"I agree."
They both climbed into bed and Jasmine turned the bedroom light off.
"Goodnight Jazz." He said to her, as he reached over and gave her a
small, gentle kiss on the lips.
"Night." She
answered. She curled up with the blankets, getting comfortable and closed her
eyes. As soon as she felt she was about to drift off to sleep, Billy tapped her
shoulder.
"You know what? I
want two pillows. Get me two please!"
* * *
"So Tanya, are
you entering that competition Angel Grove High is throwing for the musically
gifted seniors?" Adam asked his girlfriend during a friendly get together
in the park. Adam, along with Tanya, Billy, Rocky and Tommy sat around a large
picnic table, located in the center of Angel Grove Park. They all had been so
busy with testing and schoolwork, they rarely got to spend some carefree time
together to shoot the breeze. Therefore, they savored moments like these and
never took them for granted.
"Of course. I
signed up last week when I first heard about it. The winner gets to perform at
graduation. That’s so exciting, I’ll do anything to win!" said the bubbly
eighteen-year-old. The guys smiled. They all knew how serious Tanya was about
her vocal ability and how she took pride in it. Whatever it was she wanted, she
worked for it and most of the time, succeeded.
"Well, we know
you deserve to win." Rocky said to his friend. Tanya smiled in thanks and
looked around her curiously.
"Where’s Kat and
Jasmine? How come they didn’t come with the rest of you?" She asked, just
realizing the two other females of the group were missing.
"Kat said
something about getting some help from Jasmine. Whatever that means.
Personally, I think it’s a cover up." Tommy stated. Billy looked at him
puzzled.
"What do you
mean?" He asked, wanting to know. Tommy took a sip of his soda and
responded to Billy’s curious question.
"It just doesn’t
make sense to me. Something’s not right. Those two are hiding something and
it’s blatantly obvious." Tommy concurred.
"Hiding
something? What could they possibly be hiding? And why?" Rocky added in.
Tanya cocked her head and squinted her eyes.
"I don’t know.
But I intend to find out." She said.
* * *
"Kat, I want to
thank you for practicing with me. I haven’t been dancing for so long, I got
scared I might have lost my moves." Jasmine said to her new friend. They
had driven a few miles out of Angel Grove to a small dance studio in Stone
Canyon. Jasmine had confessed to Kat a couple of weeks beforehand that she was
a dancer when Kat accidentally had spotted her practicing in the park. The
others had been attending a martial arts match at the Youth Center. Kat hadn’t
been interested and decided to go for a walk. The park was usually isolated on
Sunday nights, so she was surprised to find Jasmine there, dancing by herself
with so much grace.
"It’s not a
problem at all. I had fun today. I never though jazz would be my thing, but it
was a lot of fun. I surprisingly caught on very well." Kat admitted.
Jasmine smiled.
"You’re a
ballerina. Once you have ballet down-packed, you can do anything." Jasmine
replied, then added, "So how long have you been dancing for?
Professionally speaking?"
"Well, as far
back as I can remember, I always wanted to be a ballerina. What little girl
didn’t really? Anyway, when I was eight, they built a tiny dance studio for
young children right near my home in Sydney. After that, I pursued it. It was
so much fun and I got praise for actually being good at something."
Jasmine nodded.
"Yeah, I know
what you mean. So what happened after that? Were you in any shows or anything
in Australia?"
"A few, up until
I was fourteen. See, when I was seven I had taken up swimming lessons. I didn’t
like them very much, my parents felt strongly about me doing that. Actually, in
order to take ballet, I had to promise to keep up with my swimming. Swimming
then got boring so I took it one step higher. At ten, I began improving my
diving techniques and made it pretty far with that. The rest of my diving has
been a painful memory. I try not to think of it much." Kat put her head
down and remembered the tragic day she hit her head on the diving board at the
Pan Global Games. She lost all hope for Australia winning the gold. She has
since then moved on, but the memories never escaped her fully. Jasmine looked
up at Kat sympathetically.
"I don’t blame
you. No one is forcing you to talk. Just be happy your alive and well today,
dancing, saving the world and stealing Tommy’s heart." Jasmine replied
with a sly grin. Kat looked up at her startled.
"What are you
talking about?!" She exclaimed. Jasmine giggled.
"Nothing. Nothing
at all." She responded. Kat looked up at Jasmine sternly.
"Jasmine, I have
a question for you." She said. Jasmine looked at Kat’s serious expression
a bit puzzled.
"Shoot." She
answered.
"How come you
don’t want anyone to know about your dancing? You’re incredible. I couldn’t
keep up with you at all." Kat complimented her. Jasmine sighed.
"When I got to
Angel Grove, everyone had these talents right? Like, you were the dancer, Rocky
was the comedian, Billy was the smart guy, Tommy was the heartthrob, Adam was
the martial artist and Tanya was the singer. Those were and still are your
titles. The last thing I wanted to do is take that from you. I’m the new girl
and I don’t care where you go, no one likes the new person taking his or her
place. So with this whole, ‘trying-to-fit-in’ phase, I guess I kinda just kept
my talents to myself." Jasmine admitted.
"Why would you go
and do a thing like that?" Kat questioned, "We’d love you to share
your talents. Jasmine, we are so open to that. We’re your friends now and we
don’t let jealousy or competition get into the way of friendship." Jasmine
smiled as Kat embraced her in a warm, friendly hug. She also added, "In
case you haven’t noticed, Tommy is a martial artist too. As well as Rocky
is." Jasmine nodded.
"True, very
true." Jasmine agreed. Kat smiled widely.
"And uh, in case
you failed to notice, your boy is quite a heart throb as well." Kat
concurred with a grin. Jasmine laughed.
"Oh so very
true." She replied again with another laugh, "Come on, we better
start heading for the park before the others grow suspicious to our
whereabouts."
* * *
"How exactly do
you plan on finding out what their up to?" Adam asked Tanya back in the
park.
"Easy," She
replied, "I’ll ask them." Billy shook his head.
"What makes you
so sure they’ll confess to you so easily, when Jasmine won’t even tell me, her
own boyfriend, her secrets?" He added, a little annoyed. Four heads turned
and stared in his direction. Billy suddenly regretted what he had just said.
"So, Jasmine’s
been keeping secrets from you?" Tommy said, trying to hold back laughter.
Billy took on to his humorous reaction.
"I really don’t
see what’s so funny." He replied, "I don’t know what’s up with her.
Why does she feel the need to keep things from me?" Tanya reached her hand
across the table and placed it over her worried friend’s forearm.
"Billy, come on, your
blowing this way out of proportion. What makes you think Jasmine’s hiding
anything from you anyway?" She asked, trying to comfort him. Billy sighed
and looked up at his friends.
"Last weekend I
slept over Jasmine’s. Well, she wasn’t expecting me so early and I walked
inside her house, not prepared to see or hear what I did." Billy told them.
"She was with
another guy?!" Rocky shrieked. Startled, Billy shook his head.
"No, No, God no,
nothing like that. Please Rocky." Billy answered. The thought of Jasmine
ever leaving him or cheating on him was such a painful one. He cared about her
too much to think about losing her.
"Well then what
is it bro?" Tommy asked curiously.
"She was
singing." Everyone looked up at Billy and frowned, "It wasn’t just
ANY singing, it was…amazing. She has such a range and just such a beautiful
sound. Not only that, but she looked so happy. Like, singing has to be her
favorite thing to do in the world. I can’t even explain the smile or the look
that was on her face. She looked like she escaped into a different world for
that single minute I saw her. When I confronted her, she denied everything and
didn’t want to talk to me about it at all. Like she was ashamed of it. It just
really aroused my curiosity." Billy finished.
"Well, how good
was she? Better than Tanya?" Adam asked. Tanya looked at Adam briefly,
then right back at Billy, awaiting his answer.
"Please don’t
make me answer that, this isn’t a competition." Billy begged.
"And noone’s
making it into one. I can deal with the fact that someone out there is better
than I am." Tanya assured him. Billy sighed.
"I don’t know.
I’ve never heard you do the things she was doing. Incredibly high notes…..as
well as extremely low notes…mixed with the sadness in the song she was singing.
I can’t compare." Tanya smirked, finding it quite humorous how Billy knew
absolutely nothing about music. His explanation had almost made no sense to her
at all. But where people excel in some things, they lack knowledge in others.
"Besides," He continued, "I know nothing about music or vocal
training. I know what’s good when I hear it and that’s about it." Billy
confessed. Tanya looked confused.
"Why on earth, if
she’s as good as you say she is, would she be hiding it? It makes no
sense." She stated. The five teens nodded their head in agreement.
"Well, did you
try to get her to talk?" Rocky asked Billy. Billy nodded.
"I did, but she
didn’t want to talk to me about it. She had said that night she would in the
morning, but she never did. I don’t want to bug her or aggravate her. Maybe she
doesn’t like to be noticed for personal reasons." Everyone looked at Billy
with ‘Oh come on!’ expressions on their faces, "Well I don’t know!"
"You think Kat
knows?" Tommy wondered.
"I bet she
does." Adam responded. Suddenly, the five of them heard footsteps coming
their way. They turned their heads to find Katherine and Jasmine walking in
their general direction.
"Hey!" They
both said brightly in unison. Billy, Tommy, Tanya, Adam and Rocky all looked at
each other and mumbled a ‘hey’ together.
"Whoa, what
pissed off this crowd?" Jasmine asked as she plopped down right beside
Billy. He turned his head and stared at her.
"Where were
you?" He asked. Jasmine was a bit taken back, taking his question more as
an accusation.
"Out with
Kat." She answered, feeling she didn’t need to reveal what she didn’t want
to. Billy shook his head.
"That doesn’t
answer my question." He told her.
"Well, I’m sorry,
but that’s all your getting out of me." She said to him. The rest of the
group looked away, sensing that a fight was most likely about to take place at
that exact moment.
"Why can’t you
just tell me where you were? I don’t see what the big deal is." Billy
asked her, growing angry. Jasmine looked directly into his green eyes and
sternly replied back to him.
"The big deal is,
I don’t need to have you knowing where I am every second. I was out with Kat,
and personally, I don’t feel like telling you where, exactly I was." She
said calmly, yet angrily. Billy rose from his seat and looked down at her.
"What’s with you
huh? You think it’s good for our relationship if you keep secrets? Or are you
purposely trying to end it with me?" He questioned loudly, demanding
answers. Jasmine stood up as well and looked at him right back.
"What the hell
are you talking about Billy?! It’s not my fault you’re getting overly dramatic
just because you didn’t know where I was for a few brief hours! I have a life
and I’m going to live it! You don’t need to know everything about me you know.
There are a lot of things I don’t want to tell you and I since I don’t want to,
I’m not going to. That’s just something you have to deal with and if you want
to sacrifice our relationship solely on the fact that you can’t handle not
knowing EVERYTHING, for once, then fine!" Jasmine shouted back. Billy took
a deep breath, shook his head and looked deep into her eyes.
"I can handle not
knowing everything. However, I can’t handle not knowing anything."
He looked away from her and started to walk away, "Looks like there’s
nothing left to discuss here. Only the fact that it’s over between you and
me." Jasmine stared in disbelief as he walked away. Could it be? Had Billy
really just broken up with her? After six months of what she thought to be the
best relationship ever? She sat back down on the picnic table bench and closed
her eyes. She placed her hands over her eyes and tried hard not to cry. She
felt her heart literally break into a thousand pieces inside of her. She didn’t
know what to do or how to handle it. She started to cry hard now and she
crossed her arms on the table and lay her head down. She felt a hand rubbing
her back and heard Tanya sit down next to her. She didn’t look up. She couldn’t
face anyone right now. She hated fighting with people. This was the first fight
she had been in since living in Angel Grove. Right now, she wanted a friend.
She wanted Fallon, Faith, Shannon, Devin, Ashley or Kristina. And it pained her
even more to realize she couldn’t be with any of them. She got up from the bench
and raced home, ignoring Tanya, Kat, Adam, Rocky and Tommy’s pleas for her to
stay.
* * *
Three days had gone by
since the breakup. The tragic day had happened on a Friday and Jasmine didn’t
have to go back into school until Wednesday. The juniors at Angel Grove High
had testing on Monday and Tuesday and seniors, freshman and sophomores had a
few extra days off. Jasmine woke up Monday afternoon to her mother sitting at
her bedside. She kissed her forehead and played with her hair. Jasmine
remembered how Billy loved playing with her hair. The thought upset her even
more.
"Baby, please get
up. You haven’t gotten out of bed for three days. You’ve hardly eaten anything
and your miserable. It kills me to see you this way mija." Her mother
pleaded. Jasmine opened her swollen eyes and looked up at her mother’s sincere,
Spanish gaze.
"Has he
called?" she asked in a voice as low as a whisper. Her mother shook her
head.
"Jasmine, give
him time to cool off. I’m almost positive it’s not over between you two. You guys
had a fight. Things like this happen. You’ll both apologize after a week and
you’ll be back together in no time. This moping is just a waste of precious
time." Her mother reassured her.
"Ma!
Telephone!" Owen’s voice was heard from the kitchen. Maria looked at
Jasmine.
"Promise me
you’ll get up." She said as she walked out of Jasmine’s room. After five
minutes Jasmine rose from her bed. She walked over to the wide mirror above her
dresser and looked herself over. She looked horrible. Her hair was tangled, her
face was pale and she looked noticeably thinner. In fact, she looked horribly
skinny. Jasmine hugged herself and fell to the floor. She began another crying
phase and wondered how long it would be until this treacherous feeling inside
her would surpass.
* * *
Billy had been sitting
at the kitchen table, pretending to read the newspaper as his father chatted
away on the telephone. The past three days had been agony for him. But he had
managed to try and get his mind off Jasmine every once and awhile and
concentrate on schoolwork. It actually worked, but only for about fifteen
minutes each time. He never meant to invade on her privacy. But he couldn’t
stand the fact that she kept things from him. Important things that he liked to
have in a relationship. Sharing was always something he was all for. He missed
her. He missed her smile, her laugh, the way she felt in his arms. He missed
kissing her and spending time with her. It was so hard to overcome. Sometimes,
he would take a walk to clear his head. When he passed her house, he fought the
urges to go there and knock on her door and tell her everything could be fixed,
that they could work it all out. He hadn’t cried. He was never much of a crier
at all. Billy was more of the stereotypical ‘male’ then most people sought him
out to be.
"Uh huh, yes, I
see…up! Larry, that’s my call waiting. I gotta get back to you on that. Talk to
ya soon. Bye now….Hello?….Yes, whose calling please?…Okay, just a second.
Billy, someone named Owen is on the phone for you." Billy got up from his
chair and walked over towards the phone. Owen was never a bad kid. He and Billy
had actually always gotten along. He was only thirteen, but he knew a lot for
his age. Billy had gotten to really like Owen. He hoped this call was not going
to be full of threats and hurtful words in defending his older sister. Besides,
Billy never meant to intentionally hurt Jasmine. He just needed to break away
in case their relationship would become an empty one. Well actually, he had
never meant to break away. He had done that out of anger and hated himself for
his heartless action.
"Hello?"
Billy said into the phone.
"Hi, Billy, it’s
Owen." Billy felt a little uncomfortable.
"What’s up
Owen?" He asked, trying to break the obvious tension that was going on between
the two.
"Billy, you need
to come over and see Jasmine. Please. She’s not doing so well and it’s scaring
all of us. My mother asked me to call you." Owen begged over the phone.
Billy looked down at the newspaper that was still in his hand.
"Look, Jasmine’s
going to be fine. She’s just having a hard time right now. So am I. Time apart
is exactly what we need. I’m sorry." Billy replied back to Owen.
"That’s such a
bunch of bull Billy. Maybe you’re doing all right, but she’s not! Don’t you
even care anything about her?!" Owen demanded an answer.
"Of course I care
Owen! I just….don’t need to see her right now. Please, don’t make this harder
than it already is." Billy pleaded.
"God Billy. Your
such an as—" Owen started to say, but heard his mother scream at him
before he could finish his statement. Billy put his head down in shame,
perfectly aware of what Owen was about to say to him. At that moment, another
voice came onto the line. Billy noticed, from the Latino accent, it was
Jasmine’s mother.
"Please Billy.
You don’t need to stay," Maria’s voice sounded through the receiver,
"Just for a few minutes. Just come see her. I can’t take to see my
daughter like this any longer." Billy thought long and hard. He sighed
loudly.
"Give me twenty
minutes."
* * *
Jasmine didn’t know
how long she was crying, wrapped in a ball in the center of her floor for, but
she heard knocking on her bedroom door and did absolutely nothing but stay put.
The knocking continued and she still did nothing, but proceeded to cry, hugging
herself tightly. The door opened and she heard someone walk into her room. She
didn’t even care about who it was. Nothing mattered to her anymore. The only
thing that mattered was getting rid of the hole that was in her heart.
Billy looked down and
saw Jasmine curled up in the middle of the room. He felt his guilty conscience
kick in. He never thought it would be this bad. He looked her over and took in
the image right before his eyes. Her knotted brown hair lost its shine. She
wore tiny, little violet shorts and a small tank top. Her beautiful tan had
faded and she got so much thinner. The radiant glow she usually carried no
longer existed. He walked over to her and knelt down right beside her. He
reached for his love and caressed her back, hoping she was going to be all
right. A shocked Jasmine quickly looked up and saw the man that had broken her
heart staring right back at her. Before she could do anything, he embraced her
in a tight hug and kissed the top of her head. Jasmine reached for him and held
him tightly, not wanting to let go. She started to cry harder and all she could
feel and hear were Billy’s arms wrapped around her fragile body, his hand
stroking her hair and him whispering words of confidence in her ear. "It’s
going to be alright Jasmine, shhh." He said to her. All Billy could hear
were her muffled cries. He felt horrible. He never knew he could hurt someone
so bad. He was Billy. He made everyone feel good about themselves.
"I don’t want to
be fighting." Jasmine managed to say, while still within Billy’s strong
hold. Billy broke apart from her and looked directly into her eyes.
"We don’t need to
be fighting. I don’t want to fight with you either." He told her. She
looked down and he lifted her chin up with his fingers.
"I don’t want to
be broken up either," She confessed between sobs, "I don’t want this
to be the end." Billy smiled at her. He knew he didn’t want to be apart
from her any longer either.
"We just need to
fix some things in our relationship." Billy explained to her. She looked up
at him. He could see the pain in her eyes.
"I seriously
thought I was in control of everything. That we were doing fine and everything
was picture perfect. In the meantime, I couldn’t tell you, my own boyfriend,
everything about me. God Billy, I hate hiding. It’s not fun for me you know!
And I don’t want to do it. I just wanted you and everyone else to like me.
Sometimes I still feel that if I slip, everything’s over. Just like that. That
you’ll leave me, and the group won’t want to have anything to do with me, and
I’m sorry but it scares me so much. You don’t understand, but you’re all I have
here." The tears rolled down her cheeks, as she spoke, "I don’t want
anyone to feel that I’m replacing them the way I felt when new people came into
my life in New York. I didn’t tell you everything because I know how
cold-hearted I was. If only I knew what it felt like. I never would have
judged anyone." She looked up towards the ceiling and tried to shake the
tears. "Oh god, and that day at the park. I never knew that I could hurt
so badly. Just the thought of losing you. It was just too much."
Billy looked down at
the dark blue rug, then back up, only to lock eyes with the girl that had
stolen his heart just six short months ago. He never meant to hurt her. He never
meant to hurt himself. He wanted to improve things. The way William James
Cranston always tried to do. He hated seeing her so heartbroken and sad. I
can’t believe I did this. He thought. I made someone this upset. "I
apologize completely for putting you through this stage of depression. I not
only exaggerated, but completely invaded your privacy. And as your boyfriend, I
never should have put you on the spot like that. Or made a scene in front of
our friends. It was rude and naïve of me and I’ll do anything to have you back.
I hate living without you Jasmine." Billy told her as he grasped both of
her hands within his. Jasmine smiled and interlocked fingers with him. He
leaned forward and kissed her simply on the lips, "Man I missed doing
that."
"I’ll never keep
anything from you again. I’ll tell you everything about me. I don’t want to
lose your trust." Jasmine stated.
"Take your
time," Billy told her, "I can wait till you’re ready and comfortable
to tell me and all the others the little things about you. I know enough of the
person Jasmine, it doesn’t really matter what kind of special talents she holds
and hides."
"So, everything’s
back to normal again?" She asked as she calmed down. Billy smiled.
"Everything’s
back to normal again." He reassured her, "Promise me you’ll never get
this upset over a stupid mistake I do again." Billy ordered her. Jasmine
nodded and he helped her up.
"How was I
supposed to know you didn’t really want to end things?" She asked
Billy, "I’ve never fought with you before."
"Because I love
you and I’m never going to leave you. And I’m an idiot for even considering
ending things with you." He said to her.
"I know."
She answered meekly with a playful grin. He hugged her again. How he missed her
child-like sense of humor.
"We have another
day off tomorrow. Stay home today with your family. I’ll come pick you up at
around eleven tomorrow. We’ll get lunch," He looked her over, "And
dinner for your sake." Jasmine looked at herself and thought he was being
a little mean. Billy caught on. "I’m sorry. You’ve just lost some weight.
A surprising amount due to the fact that it’s only been three days. Although I
shouldn’t talk. I don’t look like a great prize either. " Jasmine knew he
didn’t mean to hurt her feelings. She smiled inside as she noticed his messy
dark blonde hair and sleepless eyes. He wore baggy clothing for once too.
Instead of his normal wide-leg blue jeans, stylish boots and a fitting shirt,
he wore Adidas sweat pants, sneakers and a white T-shirt that was two sizes too
big. Billy kissed her softly on the cheek and made his way out the door.
"I’ll see you tomorrow." He said. Before he left Jasmine called out
to him. "What is it?" He answered.
"Were you feeling
as horrible as I was? Even close?" She asked him. Billy played with the
doorknob.
"I was feeling
wretched Jasmine. Completely empty. I felt like I lost a part of myself that I
can’t live without. I’m not as strong as you think." He answered as he
walked out of the room and closed the door. Jasmine walked back in front of her
mirror. She did a once over at herself again and made a disgusted face,
"Girl, you look sickly. I need to get myself back on track."
* * *
Three weeks later
Jasmine and the group had planned to take a trip to the mountains for the
weekend. If they liked it, they would spend each weekend there, up to the time
of their graduation, like they planned. Billy’s uncle owned four cabins there
and wasn’t planning on using them. The gang had thought it was a great idea as
well. While she was in her room packing the night before, her phone rang.
"Owen! Get that!" She yelled out. When the phone rang two more times,
an aggravated Jasmine answered the noisy device. "Hello?" She asked,
a bit annoyed.
"Guess where I
am." She heard the voice on the other end say to her. Jasmine frowned, a
bit puzzled.
"Who is
this?" She asked, surprised about the anonymous call.
"You don’t even
know your B.F.F.’s own voice?" The other person questioned her. Jasmine
could tell the call was coming from a cell phone, because the service wasn’t
clear at all. She had however, heard the B.F.F. statement and although the
voice wasn’t clear, knew who it had to be.
"Oh my god,
Faith," She laughed, "I’m sorry, it’s just that all I really hear is
static. Where are you and why are you calling me from a cell?" She asked
one of her best friends from New York.
"Well, I’ve been
trying to call you forever, but I could never get in touch with you. Did Owen
tell you about my calls?" Faith asked Jasmine. Jasmine grew angry.
"Of course not.
Wow, Faith, I’m so sorry." Jasmine apologized, "What’s up?"
"Oh nothing. But
guess where I am." She asked again. Jasmine let her mind wander and
thought about what Faith wanted her to answer with. She had no idea.
"I don’t know.
Why don’t we end the twenty questions and just tell me?" Jasmine said.
Faith laughed, or it sounded to Jasmine as a laugh. She couldn’t really tell.
"I’m in L.A.
Jasmine." Faith answered. Jasmine’s eyes widened. Could this be?
"Wait, wait. L.A.
California?" Jasmine asked.
"Yes!" Faith
exclaimed excitedly, "You know how my family and I go to Florida every
spring vacation? Well, my parents have been growing sick of each other lately
and my father went off to Florida with my brother and sister while my mother came
here to Cali to stay with my grandmother. I figured if I came with her, I’d rid
myself the annoyance that is my siblings." Jasmine giggled. Sometimes, the
family hardly ever got along. It never seemed to bother Faith though. Faith
continued to talk, "So, how long is L.A. from Angel Grove?" She
asked. Jasmine’s face lit up.
"Are you
serious?! Your going to come here and visit?!" Jasmine shrieked.
"Of course. I’m
not gonna leave my best friend hanging forever. Besides, Fallon and the others
are planning to visit in the summer. You shouldn’t have to wait that long. I
miss you so much. My mother said she’d drive me down there tonight. If that’s
all right?" Faith wondered. Jasmine thought about the trip to the
mountains. It shouldn’t matter or make a difference if Faith came. And if it
did, she’d cancel and spend the time at her house in Angel Grove with Faith.
She didn’t care. She was just so happy she could finally see her best friend
again.
"It’s perfect. We
may go on a trip to the mountains tomorrow with my new friends, so be
prepared." Jasmine warned her. Faith agreed.
"Well, I’m out
shopping right now. When I get home I’ll call you from my grandmother’s house.
You’ll be able to hear me better on her phone. Then you can give me directions
and I’ll see you tonight. How long does it take to get from here to
there?" Faith asked.
"A few
hours," Jasmine stated, "It’s not that bad." When Jasmine hung
up the phone with Faith, she not only felt extremely thrilled and excited, but
relieved. Things between her and Billy had been awkward for awhile since their
breakup. They definitely still showed lots of love and affection towards one
another, but they seemed so careful with their words. Neither one wanting to
say anything to upset the other. This made them uncomfortable, for neither of
them felt they could say exactly what was on their minds at all times. However,
they warmed up a little each day. They were almost back to the way they were
before. Billy said they needed some time alone to be together. The trip to the
mountains would be just what they needed he had said. Just in case things do
get weird, I have Faith. She said to herself. Immediately after she hung up
with Faith, she picked up the phone and called Billy to tell him about the new
arrangements. He said it would be no problem if she joined them for the weekend
and that he and the group would love to meet her. Jasmine hung up the phone and
floated around her room for the next couple of hours.
* * *
The reunion between
Jasmine and Faith had been a happy, loud and emotional one. When Faith walked
out of the black station wagon, Jasmine ran right into her arms, both almost
knocking each other down. They screamed, laughed and cried all that the same
time. Jasmine gave Faith the tour of her new home and helped her get settled
down in her room. They grabbed a late night snack and got prepared for bed soon
after. They sat on Jasmine’s bed in their pajamas and just started talking
about all the things that had happened since Jasmine moved. "So how are
these people?" Faith asked Jasmine about her new friends.
"Extremely kind
and sweet. They welcomed me with open arms since day one." Jasmine
answered with a smile.
"How are you and
Billy doing?" Faith questioned her about the boyfriend she knew so little
about.
"We had a fight
about three weeks ago. Things haven’t really been the same since then."
Jasmine stated sadly, but openly. Faith was the one of her friends she had to
tell everything to. They had no secrets from each other. She always knew when
Jasmine was hiding something from her. She’d get right up into Jasmine’s face
and stare at her with oval-shaped honey colored eyes. She’d scrunch up her
face, drawing attention to the small light brown freckles that were only
visible on her nose. She was always very pretty. Her pale skin and brown hair,
included with thick blonde highlights, added to her beauty.
"Oh Jazz, don’t
worry, that always happens. You’re just really sensitive and take things a
little too far. You were definitely the drama queen of the group…Along with
Ashley." Faith told her as she chowed down on Doritos. Jasmine looked away.
"So everyone’s
been telling me…I just really thought it was going to be over. And it upset me.
How was I supposed to know it was just a fight and not a real breakup? I’ve
never been in that position with him before." Jasmine admitted. Faith
sighed and looked up at her.
"Jazz, seriously,
you need to calm down. Starting from tomorrow you guys are gonna be alone for a
whole weekend. Just relax when you’re around him. That way you’ll both feel
comfortable. Then you’ll be able to build up what you’ve lost from there."
Faith advised her. Jasmine smiled. What she missed the most was Faith’s
valuable advice. She always knew the right things to say and had helped her out
through a lot of her crises’. Faith was what Jasmine liked to think of as a
tough friend. One that shows tough love because they care so much. If something
was wrong with Jasmine and it was bothering Faith, she would come straight out
and say it. No regrets.
"Your absolutely
right." Jasmine agreed. She looked up at the clock, "Oh wow, it’s
late. We should get some sleep." She said.
"What time are
they coming to pick us up tomorrow?" Faith asked.
"Eleven. So
remember to be ready by then." Jasmine told her friend sternly.
"Ohh dear…"
she sighed.
* * *
Two cars pulled up in
the Romero driveway the following morning while Faith and Jasmine were carrying
their bags out of the house. Faith tried to get a look at the people in the
cars. She saw in one of the cars, a red jeep, a young cute guy with long brown
hair in the driver’s seat. Next to him, in the passenger’s seat was a beautiful
milky skinned blonde, with piercing blue eyes. As her eyes focused on the
couple in the back of the seat, she made out a pretty dark-skinned female with
dark hair that matched her eyes. She wore bright clothing as well. The male
next to her appeared to be Asian, with soft puppy-like brown eyes and an
adorable smile. She then looked at the shiny black Honda, the other car that
pulled up and saw a gorgeous male in the driver’s seat. He had dirty blonde
hair and she could make out that he had light eyes. He wore a black short
sleeved shirt and had a great muscular frame. His skin was light and very
little tanned but seemed to match his other light features perfectly. Jasmine
saw her best friend staring at her man.
"That’s
Billy." Jasmine told her. Faith looked at her in disbelief.
"He is
gorgeous!" She explained to her giving her the thumbs up sign. Jasmine
giggled.
"I think so
too." Faith let out her infamous laugh, where she throws her head back and
gives a quick yell. Jasmine started laughing harder. She missed that laugh so
much. Suddenly, Faith saw another male get out of the black car.
"Whose
that?" She whispered to Jasmine. Jasmine held back a smile. Faith was
completely boy crazy. The first thing she had asked Jasmine to do was hook her
up with one of her friends. "Are they cute?" She’d ask.
"That’s
Rocky." Jasmine told her, taking in the eye Faith was giving to Rocky.
Rocky wore a blue sleeveless shirt with khaki shorts. His hair was really short
and nicely cut. He had warm brown eyes as well as a great smile, which revealed
a slightly crooked tooth in the front.
"He’s
adorable." Faith responded as Rocky walked in their direction, "Is he
seeing anyone?" She managed to get out before Rocky could get as close as
to hear her. Jasmine just shook her head.
"Hi, I’m
Rocky." Rocky said to Faith, reaching out his hand. Faith reached into his
hand for a friendly handshake. He had a really firm grip.
"I’m Faith."
She said with a smile.
"I’ve heard so
much about you." He said staring into her light brown eyes. All Faith did
was smile. They looked into each other’s eyes for a few moments, until the
sound of the horn from Billy’s car sounded. "Oh yeah, we’re running late.
Billy asked me to help you ladies with your bags so we can just get
going." Rocky grabbed the three bags and loaded them into the trunk as
Jasmine said goodbye to her parents.
"Jasmine, I don’t
like this idea at all, but you’re an adult now and I trust you to make the
right decisions." Her mother said to her. Jasmine knew exactly what her
mother was hinting at.
"I will Mama. I
always do." She said to her mother as she planted a kiss on her cheek and
walked towards Billy’s car. Her mother followed her. Uh-oh. Jasmine
thought. She slid into the passenger’s seat. At the same time, Rocky and Faith
got into the back seat. She watched her mother walk around to Billy’s side.
Billy rolled down the window and greeted Mrs. Romero.
"I just want to
make sure you have all you need." She said to him. Jasmine covered her
face in her hands.
"I’m pretty sure
we didn’t forget anything. We don’t need a lot. We’re only going away for a
weekend." Billy answered.
"That’s not what
I meant." Maria said to Billy. Jasmine groaned and Billy turned his head
in her direction.
"Mom, don’t worry
about that!" Jasmine assured her mother, becoming embarrassed.
"It’s better to
be safe than sorry Jazz." Maria said to her. She reached into her pocket
and pulled out three square shaped plastic wrappers. She handed them to Billy.
Billy tried hard to hold back his laughter as Faith and Rocky were already
hysterical in the back seat. Jasmine hit her head on the dashboard completely
humiliated over her mother’s actions. "Have fun kids." She said to
them as Billy pulled out of the driveway. When he made it to the road he burst
into laughter.
"Is she
serious???" He asked as he began tearing from laughing so hard. Jasmine
got a little defensive.
"Come on Billy.
My mother had me when she was seventeen. She’s just making sure I don’t follow
in her footsteps." Jasmine replied to him. Faith tapped her on the
shoulder from the back seat. She mouthed a ‘relax’ to her and Jasmine
remembered her words from the previous night. She started to smile and lighten
up as she added, "But my god is she embarrassing."
"Yeah, I’ve never
seen you turn so red before." Rocky said to her. He looked at Billy who
still held the tiny packages in his hand, "Can I see ‘em?" He asked.
Billy shot him a quick ‘what’s wrong with you?’ look and thrust the condoms in
his direction.
"Knock yourself
out." He joked as the four of them drove off to the mountains in a
laughing frenzy that lasted two hours straight.
* * *
"You’re joking
right?" Faith said to Jasmine as they made their way to their cabin like
rooms.
"Come on Faith.
It’s only for two nights. Besides, Rocky’s mature. And fun too. It’ll give you
guys time to get to know each other." Jasmine said to her friend who was
uncomfortable with the fact that she had to room with a male.
"I totally
thought that you and I were going to be bunking together Jasmine!" Faith
said to her, "You never told me I had to spend the night with a guy I
don’t even know!"
"Faith, calm
down. I know him and he’ll make the whole scenario feel a lot less awkward.
Besides, you guys are just going to be in your cabins to sleep. We’ll be
together the rest of the time. Promise." Jasmine told her worried friend.
Faith groaned in disappointment and made her way to the room Rocky went into.
Jasmine walked towards the room right next to Rocky and Faith’s and peeked in.
There was one king-sized bed, two night tables and one large dresser. Jasmine
looked into Faith and Rocky’s room and saw the same exact thing, but instead of
one king-sized bed, there were two twin beds.
"Two rooms have
double beds, and the other two have singles. What are we deciding on?"
Tommy questioned, as he and Jasmine seemed to notice the same set up. Faith
came out of the room with a worried expression on her face. Jasmine felt bad.
"Billy and I will
take one of the rooms with the single beds and I think Tanya and Adam should
take the other." She spoke up. Everyone else nodded in agreement. Jasmine
walked into her room, followed by Billy and put her things down. She looked up
at him and he smiled at her. "Kinda cozy don’t you think?" She asked
him. Billy nodded. He walked up to her and wrapped his arms around her in a
warm embrace. They parted and he spoke.
"Here’s to second
chances." Jasmine smiled at him. It felt good to know he wanted to get
things back again just as much as she did. They both heard knocking on the door
and turned around to find Adam there.
"Hurry up and get
settled in. We wanna go on a hike." He said to them.
"A hike?
Already?" Jasmine asked. Adam nodded and left the room. "Great,"
she said sarcastically, "not at all any pressure." Her and Billy
grabbed their bags and placed them on the bed. Jasmine took out all the clothes
that we’re packed, neatly folded, and placed them in two of four dresser
drawers. She left the other two for Billy. She took all her bath and beauty
supplies and arranged them neatly in the bathroom. She set up little
accessories, such as sunglasses, perfume, body spray and lotion on her night
table. When she finished she went to the dresser and pulled out a swimsuit.
Billy watched her, confused.
"You’re not going
on the hike?" He asked her. Jasmine shook her head.
"Nah, I’m not
really up for it right now. Besides, we’re gonna be going on plenty of hikes
this weekend. Faith doesn’t like to hike anyway." Jasmine replied.
"You want me to
come to the lake with you guys?" He asked. Jasmine shook her head again.
"Billy, we’ll be
fine. Go with the rest of them." Billy shrugged and gave Jasmine a kiss on
the cheek. He exited out of the cabin, leaving her alone to change. She slipped
on her simple black two piece as well as a pair of shorts. She grabbed a towel
from the bathroom and made her way out of the cabin. There, she saw the whole
gang getting ready to leave. Faith spotted Jasmine in her swimsuit.
"Yes! I didn’t
want to go on a hike anyway. I’m coming with you Jazz." She said as she
ran into her cabin to change. Jasmine smiled an ‘I told you so’ in Billy’s
direction. Tanya and Katherine looked Jasmine’s way as well and exchanged
glances with one another. Tanya turned to Adam.
"We’re with
them." She said to him as her and Kat also made their way to their rooms.
The guys all sighed in unison and looked at each other.
"Well, now we can
make this a manly hike. No girls to get in our way." Tommy responded.
Jasmine heard him and replied back to his chauvinist comment.
"Too bad most of
the time it’s the guys slowing the girls down." She said with a know it
all face. A bunch of snickers were heard from the boys.
"We’ll be back in
a couple of hours." Billy said to her as he and the rest of the group
walked off. The rest of her gang joined her. Just as they were about to head
off, Jasmine turned back around.
"What’s
wrong?" Faith asked. Jasmine jogged up to her cabin room and came back out
seconds later carrying two objects. One was a plain, tiny black box with a
small cord attached to it. The other object was hard to make out. "What
the hell is that?" Faith asked Jasmine as she made her way towards them.
"For
protection." Jasmine said with a smile, "It always helps to be
prepared. Which one should I take?" She asked.
"What ARE
they?" Tanya asked as she studied to two items that Jasmine clutched in
her hand.
"This one,"
She said as she held up the black box, "is an alarm. You pull out this
cord and it makes an almost deafening sound. Scares off attackers instantly,
such as animals that have sensitive hearing and people too. Look, it even has this
holder so I can clip it onto my shorts. Hands free!" She said jokingly as
she clipped the device onto her waistband, "It’s really small too so I
don’t even notice it’s there. Cool huh?" The girls roared with laughter.
"What’s the other
thing?" Kat asked. Jasmine pressed a switch on the thick, oval-shaped
object and a large blade swung open. Startled, the girls gasped.
"Wow, wasn’t
expecting that," Faith stated, "Knife huh? Not as creative, but take
‘em both. You can’t be too careful." Jasmine nodded as she slipped the
knife in the back pocket of her black shorts. With that, they all headed down
towards the lake.
* * *
After about an hour
the girls decided it was time to head home. Before they left, Faith stated,
"One more quick dip," as they all jumped into the lake for the third
time. They began splashing one another and laughed their heads off. Suddenly,
Faith felt something grab her foot and pull her under. She screamed loudly and
Kat, Tanya and Jasmine all swam to her, trying to find out what was happening to
her.
"Something’s
pulling her under!" Kat yelled as Jasmine went underwater to find out what
exactly that ‘something’ was. The lake water stung her eyes and she couldn’t
see what was drowning her friend. Instead, she swam towards Faith and tried to pull
her free. Her attempts failed. She couldn’t hold her breath any longer. She
swam to the surface and took a deep breath.
"I can’t pull her
free!" She gasped as Tanya and Kat tried to pull Faith away from the thing
that held onto her. Faith cried for help and was growing weak. She felt herself
being pushed back and forth into the water. She began to choke on the water and
couldn’t breathe. Her lungs burned and suddenly a force rapidly pulled her away
from her friends. Jasmine, Tanya and Kat saw Faith’s body speeding across the
water to the other side of the lake. Jasmine squinted as she tried to make out
the figure coming out of the water.
"Oh gosh,"
Kat began, "It’s one of the Machine Empire’s monsters."
"We have to get
her back." Jasmine said, breathless. They all nodded and swam to their
side of the lake. They ran out of the water and Tanya and Kat grabbed for their
communicators.
"I’m gonna
contact Tommy and the others." Kat said as she pressed the button on her
communicator. Nothing happened, "Tommy, Adam, Billy, Rocky? Can you read
me?" She said into the watch-like bracelet, "It’s not working!"
"They must have
gotten wet during all the splashing." Tanya concurred. Jasmine shook her
head.
"Damn! Where do
you suppose they’ve taken her?" Jasmine wondered.
"Hopefully not to
the machine base. We should go find the guys." Kat responded.
"No way. It’ll
take too long. I don’t want anything happening to her. We’re on our own for
this one." Jasmine said to them as she grabbed her clothes and threw them
on.
"But Jasmine!
You’re not a ranger! Kat and I can’t handle this alone." Tanya explained.
Jasmine walked in front of her, ignoring her words.
"Then I’ll do it
alone if I have to." She continued walking and Tanya and Kat reluctantly
followed close behind her.
"Where are we
going Jazz?" Kat questioned as she continued to follow her stubborn pal.
"To the other
side of the lake." Jasmine replied without turning around, "They have
no use for her at the machine base. They’re keeping her hostage there to lure
us into a trap. So keep your eyes open." Kat and Tanya exchanged glances,
both impressed with Jasmine’s conclusion. Since Jasmine had found out the
secret identities of the teens a half a year ago, she’s accompanied them on
almost all of their attacks. She was the one who solved the problems by just
thinking them over in her head. Her and Billy would work frantically together
in the Power Chamber. Him, working on whatever scientific calculations that
needed to be made, and her using detective-like skills to contribute to their
predicaments. They were an amazing team.
They walked a few
miles until they were finally at their destination. Trees surrounded the area
and the sky grew dark as the sun began to set. Jasmine stopped in her tracks.
"Morph now. Something tells me your not going to have time later."
Tanya and Kat didn’t ask questions. They nodded and did as they were told.
Jasmine covered her eyes while bright flashes blinked rapidly as her two
friends prepared for attack.
"Should we search
the area and split up?" Tanya asked.
"We can’t leave
Jasmine alone unprotected." Kat argued.
"That’s what they
want and that’s what their gonna get. Stay close by. They’ll come out once they
see I’m alone. I’ll yell for you." Jasmine explained to them.
"That’s dangerous
Jazz, are you sure?" Kat asked. Jasmine just nodded. Tanya and Kat split
up, yellow going left, pink going right. Jasmine was left walking
straightforward into a thick patch of trees. She followed the dirt path that
she could hardly make out due to the sunset. The night air grew cold and
silent. She rubbed her bare arms and became jittery. Each whistle in the sky,
tapping on the trees, rustle in the bushes caught her attention. She continued
walking, her heart racing growing scared. She walked faster, hoping to find an
end of the dark trail and woods. All she wanted was to find an open field at
that point. She found herself running after a short amount of time. She ran
harder and faster, her throat felt frozen. Suddenly, she felt something get in
her path as her legs gave way. She fell hard onto the ground, twisting her
ankle. She wanted to cry out in pain, but knew that if she made a sound, she
would easily become a target. She grabbed her ankle, hoping much damage wasn’t
done and looked at the moon that was high up in the sky already. She tried to
get up, but collapsed back down as pain shot through her leg. She cried
silently, hoping Billy, Tommy, Adam and Rocky had found Tanya and Kat and they
all had rescued Faith already. Maybe they’re looking for me. She kept
her wishful thinking state for about thirty seconds. A scream interrupted her
pleasant thoughts, and she knew exactly whom the scream belonged to. Faith,
please hold on.
"AW, WHAT’S WRONG
PRETTY GIRL? YOUR FRIENDS DIDN’T COME TO RESCUE YOU?" A demonic voice
boomed behind a group of bushes. Jasmine quietly crawled up to the bushes and
peeked through. She saw her best friend being helped captive by a hideous
monster. Her wrists and ankles were tied to a tree by a thick rope. Her eyes
were closed tightly. Jasmine could tell she was petrified. She studied the
monster. It looked an estimated eight feet in length, three feet in width. Its
head appeared to be alligator like, with a long snout and razor sharp teeth as
well as small beady eyes. It walked on two feet. It was covered from head to
toe in slimy scales that took on a yellowish color. Its arms were human like,
broad shoulders, strong biceps and forearms with long claws in place of nails.
Gross. Jasmine thought. It looks
like its part crocodile, part fish. How original Mondo. She felt like
gagging, as she smelt the horrible odor the monster gave off. Ugh, it smells
like a barrel of old, dead fish. She shook her head, trying not to
concentrate on the monster’s gruesome features. She needed a way to defeat this
monster without actually walking. All right Jazz, this is where the common
sense kicks in. Use your brain. She frantically searched her head for an
answer. She didn’t know what to do. She couldn’t scream for Kat and Tanya. If
she made a sound, the monster would hear her and hold her hostage as well. She
crawled closer towards Faith, being careful not to make a sound. She was only
six feet away and Faith didn’t have any idea. There was no way Jasmine could
get her attention without getting the monsters attention along with it. She hid
behind one large bush that tickled her face. She didn’t care. She wanted to be
close enough to hear. Maybe she could get some answers on what the monster had
in plan for her.
"Please let me
go." She heard Faith cry. The monster threw its head back and laughed
loudly. He reached over and untied one of Faith’s wrists. He held onto her hand
as he knelt down on bended knee. He opened his mouth, letting a long, black
tongue slither out. Jasmine saw Faith squirm as the black tongue pressed
against her hand.
"YOU WILL BE
MINE. PIRANADILE WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU. WE WILL SERVE KING MONDO
TOGETHER." Faith shook her head rapidly.
"No way. Never.
Why are you keeping me here?" She begged for answers.
"THE POWER
RANGERS WILL COME TO RESCUE YOU AND FAIL. I WILL TURN THEM INTO KING MONDO AND
WIN YOU AS MY PRIZE." Croaked Piranadile. Jasmine looked around and
noticed that there was no sign of the rangers coming.
Come ON Jasmine!
Let’s go! Think! She
yelled at herself. She tried to lift herself to get a better look at Faith and
Piranadile. As she did, she felt another burst of pain shoot through her ankle.
She could feel she hadn’t done any major damage to it, however it needed rest
for a few hours and wasn’t planning on cooperating in her time of need. She
collapsed back down, injuring herself even more. Her body became immobile. She
had managed to get one more look at her struggling friend before she fell. All
right. Piranadile is holding onto her hand, but the rest of her is tied up. She
should try to squirm out of the ropes. Wait, what am I saying? Of course she
tried that. Who wouldn’t? Oh God, this is hopeless. Lord, please help. She
awaited a sign. Nothing happened but a mere breeze. The breeze was strong
enough to chill her skin however. She tried to warm herself up. As she ran her
arms up and down her thighs, the inner side of her elbow hit something. She
looked down at her waist. Her eyes lit up in realization. The alarm! She pulled
it off the holder and placed it into her hands. What have I got to lose?
She held her breath as she pulled the cord from the alarm. The loud noise
sounded off. Piranadile shouted in pain as he held his ears tightly with his
hands. Faith desperately looked around, searching for an answer. Instead she
saw something being thrown from the bushes in front of her and onto the ground
right below her feet. She noticed the object as the knife Jasmine had showed
her a couple of hours earlier. She smiled, knowing her friend was out there.
She tried to call out her name, but realized that wouldn’t work. The alarm was
so loud, she could hardly hear herself. She tried to struggle free from the
loose ropes that tied her feet together. She managed to help one foot escape.
She reached forward, with one hand and one foot and scooped up the knife. She
hit the switch and watched the blade swing open. She cut herself loose from the
ropes. She looked back up to see what kind of stage Piranadile was in. She did
a double take as she saw the pink and yellow rangers battling the creature. It
looked helpless. The sound hurt his ears and he became defenseless as the
rangers attacked him mercilessly. Faith dodged behind the bush and landed on
top of Jasmine. Jasmine cried out in pain. Faith hugged her friend, unaware of
her condition and started talking. Jasmine shook her head as a sign that she
didn’t know what Faith was saying. Faith understood and looked over the bushes.
She came back down and reached for the alarm that was in Jasmine’s hands. She
inserted the cord back into the alarm.
"They’re
gone." She stated. At that moment Katherine and Tanya ran up to them.
"Oh my gosh,
guys! We were looking all over for you. Faith are you okay?" Faith nodded.
"We saw the Power
Rangers defeat a monster." Tanya said to them. Jasmine smiled and Faith
stood up.
"I did too. How
did you know where to find us?" She asked.
"We were about a
mile down south of the lake, looking for you. Then we heard Jasmine’s alarm go
off. We knew where to find you." Katherine responded.
"That was way too
scary. Come on. I wanna go back." Faith said. Everyone started walking and
turned around when they realized Jasmine wasn’t following them.
"Are you coming
or do you want to see if there’s any bits of the monster left?" Tanya
asked her sarcastically.
"Ha! Very funny.
I twisted my ankle guys. I can’t move." Jasmine answered.
"Ohmigosh!"
They all exclaimed as they ran up to her.
"How are we going
to get her back?" Faith asked.
"We’re going to
have to carry her." Tanya concurred. Jasmine snickered.
"Yeah right. Did
you see these hilly paths? There’s no way you guys are carrying my 120 pound
butt through them." Jasmine declared, "I’ll have to lean on you guys
and hop on one foot."
"Jasmine, we’re
miles away from the cabins. Are you sure?" Katherine asked her.
"I’ll deal."
* * *
They had walked two
miles and were about a half an hour away from the cabin. Jasmine was in so much
pain that she felt she was going to pass out. She didn’t want the girls to know
she was hurting however, so she swallowed hard and kept walking with no
complaints.
"Maybe we
shouldn’t say anything to the guys," Tanya suggested loudly, so that Faith
could hear, "You know, wouldn’t wanna worry them or anything." She shot
Katherine a look. Kat caught on quickly.
"I totally agree
Tanya." She added.
"Okay, so none of
us will say anything." Faith ended. The three other girls smiled in
approval. Suddenly, they heard voices in the not-so-far-off distance.
"Did you hear
that?" Tanya asked them all. The voices became closer and as they drew
nearer their words could be made out.
"Tanya! Jasmine!
Kat! Faith!"
"We’re
here!" shouted Tanya to the voices who were obviously the rest of their
group. Within seconds, the four men reached them, exhausted.
"Where have you
guys BEEN?" Rocky demanded. The girls exchanged looks.
"We got a little
side-tracked." Kat stated. The guys got the message, but were careful not
to reveal too much due to Faith’s presence.
"Are you all
okay?" Tommy asked.
"All but
one." Faith said as she held onto Jasmine. Billy raced to her.
"Jasmine, are you
all right? What happened?" He asked her, concerned and worried at the same
time.
"I’m fine. I just
twisted my ankle on a tree stump or something." Jasmine replied back to
him.
"Can you
walk?" Adam asked. She nodded.
"I can walk
enough. Just as long as I have someone to grab onto." She told him. Billy
grabbed her hands and led her to a large rock where she was seated.
"I want to take a
look at it." He said to her as he removed her sock and shoe.
"Now?" She
wondered, "Why not wait till we get back?" Billy held on to her ankle
and added a little pressure. Jasmine winced.
"I want to make
sure it’s not broken. I don’t want you walking on it if you can do any more
damage." He replied, "Now, tell me if this hurts." He pressed
down on her ankle with his middle and index fingers. Jasmine felt slight pain.
"A little
bit." She answered.
"How about
now?" He asked as he pressed down harder and moved his fingers in a
circular motion. Jasmine smacked her hands down hard on the rock.
"Yes." She
managed to get out, "Please no more." He nodded as he just gently
felt all around her ankle. When he was done, he replaced her sock, but left her
shoe off.
"Well, the good
news is it’s not broken." Jasmine was relieved on that note. "The bad
news is you busted it up pretty badly judging from your painful reactions. You
shouldn’t walk on it for at least two more days if it hurts you that
much." He instructed. Jasmine moaned.
"Are you kidding
me? My whole weekend is ruined." She complained. Billy stood up.
"Just be glad it
isn’t broken." He stated. Faith went up to her.
"Sorry Jazz, this
is all my fault." She told her. The guys looked at Faith.
"What are you
talking about?" Tommy questioned her. They hadn’t known exactly what
happened. Faith realized her give away and tried to come up with a story.
"Oh, um, well,
Jasmine and I were having a race, and--and, I’m the one who started it.
Anyways, that’s when Jasmine tripped." An obvious lie. The guys nodded,
pretending to believe her story. Billy smiled as he shook his head, turned
around and lifted Jasmine off the rock. The rest of the gang followed them and
made their way back to their rooms. Jasmine looked up and saw everyone feeding
her sympathetic glances.
"Aww," She
said out loud with a smile, "everyone feels bad for me." Everybody
chuckled and Adam patted her on the head.
"Anything we can
get for you when we get back?" He wanted to know. Jasmine smiled and
nodded.
"Yup. I want a
nice bonfire right outside our cabin and marshmallows." She said to them.
Adam laughed.
"Consider it
done."
* * *
They all sat around a
large fire that night, built by Tommy and Adam. It was midnight and none of
them were sleepy. They talked and laughed loudly without a care in the world.
Faith even had forgotten about their minor attack and her abduction. Jasmine
watched her as her old friend sat closely next to Rocky on one blanket. She was
telling the whole group a story, one that Jasmine had heard millions of times
before in the past. She fits in perfectly. Jasmine thought to herself.
She smiled. Faith made her feel closer to her new group of friends than she
ever had felt before. Jasmine sat in between Billy’s legs as he held her around
her waist. She had a large blanket thrown over her and she chewed on her
marshmallow like a joyful toddler, totally oblivious to everyone and everything
else for that one moment. Billy stared at her with a grin on his face as he
watched her closely. She was so involved in her treat to even notice. He
couldn’t help but think how cute she was. He loved the fact that his girlfriend
could alternate into being super sexy to super cute. He loved moments like
these where he felt strong and powerful over her. Jasmine finished eating her
marshmallow and turned her head. She pressed her head up against Billy’s. They
just stared at each other, neither one making a move nor saying a word,
something they always did. It always had the same outcome. Jasmine broke the
silence as she kissed him quickly on the lips and turned her head back front.
Billy continued to smile as he raised one of his hands and stroked her long
brown hair gently. He tucked a few strands behind her ear and let his fingers
softly caress her skin. She closed her eyes as she felt his tickling fingers
touch the back of her neck. He lifted her hair up and kissed her softly on the
back of her neck.
"Would you look
at those two?" Rocky whispered to Faith. She giggled.
"I think it’s
cute." She whispered back. Rocky shrugged.
"Yeah, but learn
to get enough." He commented as Faith let out another fit of giggles.
"What’s so
funny?" Asked a curious Adam as he wrapped his arm around Tanya. Faith and
Rocky just shook their heads. The talking had stopped and everyone looked at
one another, not knowing what to do next.
"I think we
should play a game." Faith suggested.
"What kind of
game did you have in mind?" Katherine asked. Faith shrugged her shoulders.
"I dunno. Spin
the Bottle, Suck & Blow, Seven Minutes in Heaven…" Faith went on.
Billy cleared his throat, uncomfortable.
"What exactly,
despite Spin the Bottle, are those games?" He asked, thinking the titles
were a bit too sexual for his liking. Jasmine caught on to Billy’s confusion.
She spoke up.
"They’re all
kissing games. Spin the Bottle, you all know, Suck & Blow is just when you
suck in a card and blow it out onto another person’s lips without letting it
drop and Seven Minutes in Heaven is when you make out with someone is a closet
for…you guessed it, seven minutes." Jasmine explained, "None of which
are we playing, because I think my dear friend here forgot that four of us are
in relationships."
"Okay fine,"
Faith began, "How about Truth or Dare? That’s harmless enough."
Everybody nodded, "Alright cool. I’ll go first. Lemme see, my first one is
to…" her eyes roamed the faces that surrounded her, "Kat! Okay Kat,
truth or dare?" Kat thought about it for a few seconds.
"Dare me."
She responded. Faith pondered on what she should make the blonde do. Then she
remembered Jasmine telling her the night before how Kat and Tommy were totally
sprung on each other and were just too shy to do anything about it.
"Okay,"
Faith started, "I dare you, to kiss Tommy." A bunch of ‘oo’s’ and
‘ahh’s’ were heard throughout the circle. Katherine turned a bright shade of
pink, like her sweater and she raised a hand to her forehead, trying to block
her wide smile. Nobody said anything for awhile. Finally, Katherine reached
across and gave Tommy a quick peck on the lips. Everybody cheered as both Tommy
and Kat hid their blushing faces. When Kat cooled down, she began to speak.
"This ones for
Tanya. Truth or Dare?" She asked her teammate in her deep Australian
accent. Tanya looked around at the smiling faces around her.
"I’m gonna have
to go with the whole Truth and nothing but the Truth." Tanya answered. Kat
paused and tried to think of a question for Tanya. A minute had passed and
everyone began to get impatient.
"Okay,
Okay!" Kat exclaimed, "When you were dating Shawn, were you in love
with Adam?" The teens booed as they heard her lame question, not caring
about the answer. "What?" She asked, "Could you guys think of
better?" Tanya laughed, happy she got off easy.
"Well, my answer
is yes, I was in love with Adam within the first few minutes we met." She
replied as she kissed him. Rocky made a look of disgust as he threw popcorn at
the happy couple.
"Alright Tanya,
it’s your go." Faith stated. Tanya didn’t even hesitate.
"Jasmine, Truth
or Dare." She asked as a sly grin spread across her face. She anxiously
waited for her answer, hoping it would be the one she anticipated. Finally,
after a few moments of thought, Jasmine answered:
"Truth."
Tanya smiled wider and came out with her question on the spot.
"How long have
you been taking professional singing lessons?" She asked without taking
her eyes of Jasmine. The entire circle became quiet as all eyes focused on
Jasmine. Jasmine turned to Billy who gave her a reassuring nod, then turned
back. She looked at Faith who had no idea why they were making such a big deal
out of Tanya’s question. She took a deep breath.
Well, it’s now or
never.
"Twelve years." She finally answered. Everyone had impressed looks on
their faces.
"Are you
serious?" asked Tanya, "Twelve years?" Jasmine nodded.
"Yup, twelve
years with the greatest coach in all of Manhattan." She boasted no longer
feeling ashamed. Billy squeezed her tighter in his arms, proud that she finally
told them the truth. She felt so good, she didn’t want to stop, "Not ONLY
did I attend singing classes, I also attended the best dance school in all of
New York for fifteen years." Everyone, but Kat and Faith looked surprised.
Even Billy hadn’t known that Jasmine was a dancer.
"Really??"
Rocky asked.
"I’m trained in
all areas from jazz, ballet, tap, hip-hop and salsa." Jasmine added. The
whole group, including Jasmine burst out into laughter.
"Why wouldn’t you
tell us all this?" Tanya asked, happy to finally know the truth.
"What’s the big
deal?" Faith questioned, "I don’t get it. So she’s an amazing singer
and dancer, nobody knew this? She was the biggest thing back in New York. Her
and I performed together all the time." She went on.
"I didn’t want to
tell you guys because I didn’t want any of you to feel I was taking your
places. I mean, Tanya, YOU are the singer in this group and Kat, YOU are the
dancer. I didn’t want to interfere with that. You all took me in so quickly. I
just didn’t want to ruin anything. I did that to two people back home. I treated
them like outcasts because I didn’t want them to just come into my life and try
to replace me. I wish I could go back in time and start all over. You know,
welcome them in with open arms as you all did. I would love to have the chance
to apologize to them as well." Jasmine admitted.
"Oh Jasmine, we
NEVER would have thought that. We love you. You’re already a part of us now and
we never want to lose you. I’m just as new as you are and you and Kat are my
best girlfriends." Tanya told her, getting emotional. She got up to hug
Jasmine and so did Kat and the three of them embraced each other in a crying
phase. Billy sat behind Jasmine and rolled his eyes.
"Girls are way
too emotional." He replied as Tanya, Katherine and Jasmine all broke a
part. The guys nodded their heads in agreement as Jasmine slapped Billy
playfully on the cheek. "You know what I think you should do
Jasmine?" Billy said to her.
"What?" She
asked. He paused.
"Sing." He
replied. Jasmine eyes widened.
"No way! I said
I’d confess, I didn’t say I’d perform." She stated.
"Please?"
Billy asked as he kissed her on the cheek.
"Nope." She
said without hesitation.
"Please?" He
repeated making his way down her neck. She sighed.
"Billy stop! Come
on, this isn’t fair." She said angrily. Billy placed his hands on her
thighs and stroked her skin.
"Come on Jasmine!
Say yes before you two start making out!" Rocky urged, disgusted. Jasmine
turned to her boyfriend.
"You’re seriously
embarrassing me." She said to him. He continued his game.
"I’ll stop when
you say yes." He said to her. He proceeded to kiss her neck and feel her
legs. She tilted her head back, wishing he wasn’t doing this all in spite of a
dare. Wishing that the two of them were alone, not with all their friends and
he was doing this not because he was getting something out of it, but on her
behalf. Finally, she caved in.
"Fine, I’ll do
it," She gave in as Billy stopped immediately after, keeping his promise,
"But, you must do something for me." He stared at her blankly.
"What’s
that?" He asked.
"Not just you.
The four of you." She stated pointing to Rocky, Adam and Tommy as well,
"If I sing, then you four have to promise to jump into the lake together,
butt-naked and let us four take pictures." She compromised.
"No way."
Rocky said getting up, "Not even if my life depended on it."
"Oh come on
Rocky!" Kat begged, "It’ll be rebellious. You’ll be known as the guy
that takes chances. The girls at school will love it." She tried
persuading him.
"Yeah and it’ll
be the only way to get Jasmine to sing. Please." Tanya chipped in. She
glared at Adam and he sighed and stood up.
"I’ll do it if
you three will." He said to the guys, "And that’s all because Tanya
will kill me if I don’t." Tommy stood up and joined him.
"Me too." He
added, "And it’s only because Tanya will kill me I don’t!" He
mused. Billy and Rocky looked at each other.
"Fine."
Billy finally agreed. Rocky felt the pressure as all eyes were on him.
"Oh all
right!" He yelled as he sat back down, "But she better be good!"
They all sat back down in their spots.
"Before I begin,
you all have to promise." Jasmine ordered. ‘I promise’ was mumbled under
each of their breaths. "I’m going to sing the song straight through. No
interruptions all right? Don’t make this harder on me then it already is."
She demanded. Everyone agreed. She searched her mind for the best song to sing
to. She knew the perfect song for the occasion. She took a deep breath, closed
her eyes and let the notes soar:
Look at me
You may think you see who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Everyday
It’s as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight back at me
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now
In a world where I have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world what’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see?
Staring straight back at me
Why is my reflection someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that I’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There’s a heart that must be free
To fly
That burns with a need to know
The reasons why
Why must we all conceal?
What we think, how we feel
Must there be a secret me?
I’m forced to hide
I won’t pretend that I’m
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
Oh, when will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
Ohh…
Jasmine felt her face
grow hot as the song ended. She opened her eyes and looked at all the faces
that were watching her. Tanya and Kat were cuddled up together crying, Tommy,
Adam and Rocky had huge smiles on their faces, Faith raced up to her and hugged
her whispering "I almost forgot how incredible you are," and Billy
sat next to her, without a smile-he didn’t even look at her. She began to
worry. Had she disappointed him? He reached out and touched her hand.
"Jasmine Romero,
you are really something. I’m in total misbelief, if you can believe that….I
froze as you began to sing that first line. Baby, you are amazing and don’t
ever hide anything like that from me again." He said to her as he pulled
her into his arms tightly. Jasmine couldn’t stop smiling. She felt great about
herself. NOW her life was great. She was feeling better than she ever had back
home in New York. She had great new friends, the greatest boyfriend and now her
self-esteem and self-confidence were back.
Nothing can stop me
now. I’m on the top of the world. She thought, still inside the warmth of Billy’s strong
chest. When she broke free, she made him help her up. They all rose with smiles
that stretched from ear to ear.
"Well, I guess
it’s time for bed." Adam said as he swiftly tried to make it to his cabin.
He stopped when he felt a force pull his sweatshirt.
"Not so
fast." Tanya remarked as she gave him the evil eye.
"Don’t you boys
have somewhere to go?" Jasmine asked. She threw her arms around Billy’s
neck and he was forced to pick her up.
"Ha, ha, that’s
funny. If I have to do this you’re going to have to find your own ride to the
lake." He wisecracked. Kat strolled towards Jasmine and Billy and took
Jasmine out of Billy’s arms.
"I got her. Start
walking bucko." She ordered as she carried Jasmine to the lake. Jasmine
whispered something into Kat’s ear. Kat released her from her hold and the four
girls ran as fast they could down to the lake. The guys walked slowly behind
them.
"I thought her
ankle was sprained?" Rocky asked Billy.
"I only assumed
it was sprained because she told me it hurt really bad. It was just swollen.
I’m not a doctor Rocky." He replied. Rocky roared with laughter.
"You’ve been
PLAYED." He said to his deceived friend. Billy kept his eyes on Jasmine
sternly, who was already almost up to the lake.
"Hey, your right.
She totally tricked me. Man, I am going to enjoy this even if it kills me. She
is NOT getting the satisfaction!" He yelled as he charged down towards the
lake. The other guys followed his speed. They ripped their shirts off while
running as the girls snapped pictures. They made it to the dock and each guy
recklessly removed all their clothing. When they all stripped down to their
underwear, they didn’t feel so cocky anymore. The girl’s were taking pictures
like crazy and Billy knew there was no way he could escape himself from baring
all to his girlfriend…and her friends. He beamed at the guys, "It’s not
going to help if we make this harder than it already is. We better enjoy it and
live it up because there’s no way out!" They all agreed as they removed
the last bit of clothing covering their bodies. The girls let out screams and
shouts and cheered as they continued to take the pictures. The guys stood on
the dock, baring all and shrugged. They turned around, faced the girls and
linked arms.
"Oh my god is
this to good to be true!" Faith exclaimed as she stared the guys up and
down. All Jasmine could do was nod.
"Oh yeah."
She agreed. They clicked away, trying to get as many shots of the pose as
possible. Finally the guys fell back into the freezing cold water. The girls
could not stop laughing as they dropped their cameras in the fun of it. Jasmine
sat down on the dock and tried to catch her breath. "Oh we MUST do this
again next weekend!"
"I’m staying with
you this week. We’re coming back here. We must!" Faith agreed.
"Definitely. This
is our new weekend spot. Till the end of the year." Tanya added. Shouts
were heard from the guys in the water causing the girls to laugh harder than
before.
"Must be
cold." Jasmine managed to say in between laughs. Just as she was getting
up she noticed the four men climbing out of the water.
"Uh-oh." Kat
remarked. The girls screamed as the guys charged after them. Billy picked up
Jasmine and jumped into the water with her, as Rocky pushed Faith in. Tommy
grabbed a hold of Kat’s hand and dragged her in with him and Adam threw Tanya into
the freezing cold water. Carelessly and freely they splashed within the water
until sunrise, with no worries, no cares and no more secrets.