Surrounded By Emptiness

Just now I had this surge of emptiness.
This feeling of hollowness just took control.
I can't explain it, I don't like it.
I wish I could shake it.


Just now something took control.
Everything changed and yet
Everything stayed the same.

I felt it happen, it danced before my eyes.
Yet I saw nothing.

Just now the world stopped turning,
But only for a second.
You could hear the earth breath and
Smell the calmness of the air.
Yet the sky never tumbled down.

Just now the ocean went motionless,
The fish played dead - all while
I dreamed of a better place to be.
Somewhere with out loneliness and emptiness..
A place with just you and me.

Just now I felt fear hovering over.
Fear of loving you,
And you not love me.

A fear that's bigger then all eternity.

Just now I realized that this will never be.
Just now that vision came to me.
All while I was dreaming
Of a better place to be.


Written by:  Jessica