Now I'm Gone
All these feeling inside my head you took for
granted now they're dead,
You couldn't accept me for who I am, you thought
you knew me then turned and ran
You're full of shit like all the rest, so fuck
off now and leave me pissed,
or all alone, it's all the same, you just fuck
around like it's all a game.
It's life I guess whether I like it or not,
I took things too seriously now see what I've got.
Why should I care, I trusted you. Everytime this
happens I swear that I'm through
but I'm just fucked because it happens again, well
I'll be damned, I'm living in sin.
I choose my poison without concern, I take
my shot, I take my turn.
You didn't care so why should I? Nothing matters
so why do I try?
Loneliness follows my every step, living this
life I list my regrets.
Why is life so dark and cold? I'm waiting
for dispassion to take a hold.
Still I come around in time, hiding in shadows
fearing to shine.
The perfect match for a troubled soul, is a bottle
to fill that empty hole.
The pain you've caused, your intent, has left
me to vent.
Anger, frustration, misery, and pain; my love you
took, so I refrain
from giving to you what I will, the things you
did hurt me still.
One day I'll learn to not go back, these
feelings I gave, now you lack.
What could have been will never be, what is
gone you still don't see.
So I move on and take a stride, I can't be
blamed, at least I tried.
So damn me to hell for what I did, but
fuck you for what you hid.
You should not have led me to this,
Now I'm gone.
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