(Not Quite) Dead and Buried
by MR
“Frase?”
“Yes, Ray?”
“Do you believe in ghosts?”
We’re sitting side by side on the couch in my
apartment watching some stupid slasher movie (Friday
the 13th: Part 86?). Makes you hungry for Bela Lugosi
and Vincent Price; real actors who knew that real
terror is more than just blood and guts and gore.
I glance over at Fraser; he’s staring into the
distance with a faraway look in his eyes. Damn, he’s
gone abstracted on me again. He does that any time I
ask him a question he has to think about before
answering; gets this vacant look in his eyes that says
he’s off in Fraserland; that icy, snow-covered place
in his mind he goes when Chicago and the noise and the
dirt and the shit get to be too much for him.
I know, I know. Abstracted. Pretty big word for a
skinny Pollack cop who dropped outta college, huh?
Scares me sometimes; not just that I actually find
myself using the words, but that I know what they
mean.
Such is life in Fraserland.
I give him a dig with my elbow. “You gonna answer, or
you plan on sitting there all night with your mouth
open catching flies?”
He looks at me, something I can’t quite place in those
dark blue eyes “I’d be a liar if I said I hadn’t seen
some strange things in my life, Ray.”
That’s Fraser-Speak for, “Yes, Ray, I do.”
I nod and stare at the TV a minute; a pair of
brain-dead teenage kids are about to get whacked by
insensate evil. Sort of like police work, except our
bodies don’t get up and go home at the end of the day.
They go downstairs to Mort, and we get to spend our
time trying to find whatever sicko decided that
lobotomizing someone with an ice pick is a really neat
way to kill them.
“Wanna hear a ghost story?” The words are out of my
mouth before I realize I’m going to say them. Damn,
damn, damn!! I did ‘not’ mean to say that!
He looks at me, one eyebrow raised. “You know ghost
stories?”
“Well, not Louuuu Skagnetti-type ghost stories,” I
say, and we smile, remembering that night in the park.
“It’s more sort of a true ghost story.”
That surprises him. “You’ve seen ghosts?”
“That’s the thing. I’ve never been sure whether they
were real or not. Could’ve just been the pressure of
the case. But let’s be literal and go with seeing
ghosts. I once had six of them follow me around for
nearly two months.”
I’ve got his attention now. He shifts sideways so
he’s facing me. “Tell me about it,” he says, his
voice soft; almost like he knows how long I’ve been
holding this inside, how many times I’ve wished I
could discuss it with someone. Except before he came
along, the only people I could’ve discussed it with
would’ve either laughed in my face or sent me to see
the department shrink. Probably both.
I was working at the 13th in Homicide then. Been a
Detective for all of three years, and I figured I’d
seen just about everything: Kids killing their
parents for insurance money, husbands (or wives)
killing their wives (or husbands) so they could run
off with their boyfriends/girlfriends, guys who
thought it was perfectly okay that they’d 86’d their
main squeeze “Cause she was cheating on me, man!” I’d
pretty much lost my shine, but I hadn’t been in the
game long enough to go completely stone cold.
I’m still not stone cold, thank God. The day I go
stone cold is the day I eat my gun.
I was working alone; my last partner had transferred
to vice, and TPTB couldn’t find anyone green enough
that they could force him to partner up with Crazy
Kowalski. I’ve wondered, sometimes, if having a
partner would’ve changed things.
Got a call one morning; a construction crew doing some
work on the site for a new mall had dug up something
out-of-the-ordinary. Place where they were working
had been a residential neighborhood back in the 50s
and early 60s, one of those family-type, downtown
areas that disappeared when the suburbs began to
spring up. Everyone who lived there had either moved
away or died, and the buildings stood vacant for quite
a while before someone bought the land with an eye
towards making some money. They were knocking down
the few houses still standing when they found the
bodies.
Bodies. As in six of them, buried deep in what had
once been the back yard of a two-story white frame
house. Dead long enough that nothing remained but
their bones and a few scraps of clothes. Wasn’t the
worst part though.
Worst part was that they were kids. The ME at the
13th figured the oldest one had been maybe 11 or 12,
the youngest about four. Three girls and three boys.
The sort of case that makes you go “Oh shit,” and wish
you’d become a doctor like your parents wanted.
We tried to keep it wrapped up tight; you always try
to keep homicides involving kids wrapped tight because
they tend to bring out the parent in everyone. The
media scooped us anyway, and the case ended up
plastered all over the front page and the six o’clock
news. But for once, that journalistic zeal to find
out what’s going on right this minute worked in our
favor. Because a woman from one of the newspapers
went out on her own and researched everything she
could find; old maps, city directories, school and
church records, you name it, she probably looked at
it. Essentially she did my work for me; but because
she didn’t have a half-dozen other cases to juggle,
she found the information long before I got a chance
to get started. And all of a sudden, one morning, our
six skeletons had names and faces.
And that’s when the ghosts showed up.
Eddie, Oliver, Sheryl, Clara, Max and Bridget
Henninger. Parents were Mike and Carol Henninger; in
their early 20s, married going on five years. They’d
moved into the house on Ashcroft Circle when Eddie was
four and Oliver two. Mike worked at a meatpacking
plant (the same one my old man worked at, I later
discovered). Carol did the typical McCarthy-era June
Cleaver thing; stayed at home and took care of their
rapidly growing family.
Maybe it was the fact she’d found school pictures of
the kids (turned out Bridget was five, not four, and
had started Kindergarten that fall) that made the
ghosts come. Before they’d just been faceless,
nameless piles of bones. Now they had names and ages,
and parents, and a two-page article full of
information from school records that Dianna Coster
(the newspaper writer) had unearthed. So we knew that
Eddie, 12, was ‘very serious about his class work,
which is always done in a timely manner.’ Oliver, 10,
was 'a bit of a daydreamer; he shows promise, but
tends to have trouble staying focused on the task at
hand.’ Sheryl and Clara, the twins, were eight, 'they
lag behind others their age, due, perhaps, to their
attachment to each other-seperation into different
classes may be advisable.’ Max, who was seven,
‘displays an intelligence far beyond his age level;
we’re looking into the possibility of getting testing
done.’ And Bridget, the baby, ‘works and plays well
with others; she enjoys story time and has learned to
write her first name.’
The night after the story appeared in the paper I had
my first dream. The dreams remained the same during
the two months I worked on the case; I was always
somewhere dark and quiet, except for the sound of
something (water? blood?) dripping in the background.
And they’d all six be standing there like they were
in line-up: Eddie holding Bridget in his arms, neatly
dressed, the girls’ hair done up in pony-tails (except
for Bridget, who had braids). They never said
anything, but that was okay, because from the first
dream on I knew what they wanted: For me to find who
killed them and bring them to justice. Never mind
that the statue of limitations on their murders had
run out years ago, they were kids, not criminal
lawyers. Their lives had been snuffed out before
they’d even begun, and somewhere out there whoever had
done it was still alive. It was up to me to give them
peace.
The Lieu at the 13th agreed that working the media
angle was our best bet. In exchange for vague
promises of exclusives, several of the papers printed
notices in which we asked anyone who’d known the
Henninger’s when they lived on Ashcroft Circle to
please contact us immediately; stressing that solving
the case was going to depend on any information we
could glean from people who’d known the family and
might have a clue as to what happened, however small.
The ghosts, meanwhile, had set up housekeeping. It
got to the point, after the initial shock wore off,
that I could go several hours without really
‘noticing’ them. Kind of like a blind spot in your
vision; after a while you just get used to it, and it
only bothers you when it prevents you from seeing
something. Even when I wasn’t looking at them, I
still knew they were there, grim and silent.
Surprisingly, we got a few good leads. Within a week,
I’d been to a nearby retirement home to talk to Mrs.
Elnora Norris; she, her husband Lee, and their three
sons had lived in the house next door to Henninger’s
when they moved in. Elnora, who was in her mid -70s,
remembered them well. “A nice young couple. Two
little babies, and of course, she was expecting the
twins when they moved in. They kind of kept to
themselves, rather standoffish actually, though she
and the children joined the Methodist Church. Eddie
was a year behind our youngest boy Davey in school.
Mr. Henninger worked odd hours, but a lot of men in
the neighborhood worked at the packing plant too. And
Carol would always come over and gossip if she
happened to be outside when I was hanging up clothes.
The twins were a big surprise, and she was sick quite
a bit while carrying them. Peggy Delong, who lived
across the street, used to baby-sit Eddie and Oliver
for her.”
Peggy Delong, I discovered, had died in 1973; she’d
been a widow with grown children when she lived in
Ashcroft Circle. I talked to Elnora’s sons, and it
was from Davey (now David Norris, co-owner, with his
brothers, of Norris Consulting) that I got the first
inkling all had not been sweetness and light at 352
Ashcroft Circle.
“It seemed to me his father was hard on Eddie; he
never got to come out when the guys in the
neighborhood decided to play stickball or football or
something. Never said much, but I sort of got the
feeling he was expected to watch the younger kids. I
can’t imagine why; I don’t think their mother ever
left the house, except to go to the church and the
market. They didn’t even have a car when they first
moved in, which everyone thought was odd; Mr.
Henninger used to ride the bus to work. Didn’t get a
car until, oh, right before they moved.”
“Wait a minute,” I held up a hand. “They moved?”
He nodded. “In the fall of 1961. Or at least
everyone assumed they’d moved. Obviously Mr. And Mrs.
Henninger left without the kids. But I distinctly
remember Mrs. Henninger telling my mother they were
moving back east where her family lived. They took
the kids out of school and there was a big moving van
came one day to take away the furniture. And when we
got up the next morning they were gone. Mama thought
it was strange that they left without saying good-bye,
but they’d never been really friendly to start with,
so maybe it wasn’t that surprising.”
I’d thanked him for his help, and left the building to
find the Henninger kids waiting for me on the sidewalk
outside. It was a rotten day, rainy and cold, and I
remember standing there looking at them and saying,
“It was your parents, wasn’t it? Either one of them
or both?” Course they didn’t answer me, but I was
pretty sure I was on to something.
The question now was ‘where’ back east? Could’ve been
anywhere from Maine to Florida, though I had this idea
that if it’d been Florida, she would’ve said ‘south’.
Which left us with the New England states. On the
other hand, Mrs. Henninger could have lied; for all we
knew, they could have gone west, north, or halfway
round the world to Borneo.
So we put out APB’s to all the police stations we
could in the east, and the west and north too, just to
be on the safe side. Sort of like looking for a
needle in a haystack, but the FBI database wasn’t up
and running back then; it’s not like we could switch
on a computer, tap in and find anyone in the US in a
few minutes. I tried to explain that to the kids, but
they weren’t impressed. Stella had moved into the
guest bedroom; she refused to sleep with me until I
saw a doctor about the nightmares I was having. Not
that I ever gave her any particulars, and I’m positive
she never saw the Henninger kids; otherwise, the
marriage would’ve ended right then and there, instead
of dragging on for another two years.
Just when I’d resigned myself to the Henninger’s being
a permanent part of my life, we got another lead.
It started with a call from a State Trooper in Maine
concerning a small town named Partridgeville, and the
fact that he remembered a couple named Henninger
moving there in the mid-70s when he’d been a teenager.
His name was Sam Roberts, and I spent almost an hour
on the phone with him that afternoon. “They were a
strange pair,” he said, with that peculiar twang that
characterizes the New England area. “My dad was town
Sheriff, and he hauled Mr. Henninger in at least once
a week for being drunk out of his mind. Used to
remind me of Otis on Andy Griffith.”
“So he drank a lot?”
“Almost constantly. I think he hit town dead drunk
and didn’t sober up until he got sent to Westcourt.”
“Westcourt. That’s a prison?”
“It’s a maximum-security psychiatric facility for the
criminally insane. They sent him there after he went
berserk and beat Mrs. Henninger to death with a
baseball bat.” I winced. “Damnedst thing I ever saw
in my life; took my dad, me and three deputies to get
that bat away from him, and he wasn’t that big a guy.
Once we got him restrained, we found out he’d been
next door before he came home and beat an older woman
who’d been his wife’s best friend to death too. Laura
Brisco, her name was; close to 80 and wouldn’t have
harmed a fly. But she’d gotten Mrs. Henninger
involved with St. Thomas’; apparently, that’s what set
it off.”
“St. Thomas’s?”
“The local Catholic church. Mrs. Henninger never went
out much; I think he kept a real close eye on her.
But she and Mrs. Brisco got to talking over the back
fence the way women do, and Laura invited her to come
to Saturday mass with her. Don’t know what religion
they were before moving here, but Mrs. Henninger ended
up taking catechism classes and joining the church.
Sent her husband into a flaming fit.”
“You think he physically abused her?”
“I know he did. Dad got called over there at least
once a month, sometimes twice, and there’s she be,
with her eyes blacked or her lip swelled up. He’d haul
Mike down to the lock-up and keep him there long as he
legally could, but she’d never press charges, so he
always had to let him go. And things just escalated
after she joined St. Thomas’. Mike Henninger wasn’t
real fond of religion; not that he hated it, more that
he seemed almost afraid of it, if that makes any
sense. I know he never set foot in any church in
Partridgeville.”
“Do you know where he is now?” This was the question
I’d been waiting to ask; I could sense the Henninger
kids behind me, hanging on every word.
“Still at Westcourt. He was found guilty but insane
and sentenced to life. He’s an old man now, but no
one’s willing to take responsibility for letting him
out. I’ve got a cousin works there as an orderly,
from what he tells me, he’s spent almost his entire
sentence in isolation. I guess they tried putting him
in a less secure area when he first got there, and by
the time evening bell came two guys were dead and
another one was in the infirmary.” He gave a barking
laugh. “Truth to tell, my cousin’s scared of the guy.
Says he’s got the devil in him for sure.”
By the time I hung up the phone, I knew just where in
Northern Massachusetts Westcourt was, and had talked
to the head doctor and obtained permission to
interview Mike Henninger.
“Not that I think it’ll do you much good, Mr.
Kowalski. The man’s a true psychotic; if not for the
fact we have isolation, I’d be inclined to ship him
somewhere he’d never see the light of day again.”
That struck me as such an odd comment I had to ask
about it. Dr. Olivetti sighed. “I’ve only been head
psychiatrist here for a few months; I inherited Mr.
Henninger from my predecessor, Dr. Termain. Termain’s
the one who had him put in isolation when he first
came here. To be quite frank, Detective, I think
justice would have been better served if someone had
shot him through the heart and thrown his body to the
wolves.”
And though I couldn’t see them, I ‘knew’ the Henninger
kids were all nodding agreement to that statement.
I was on a flight to Massachusetts the next morning;
courtesy of three vacation days I had coming and
paying for my ticket. The Lieu couldn’t see what good
it would do “To go to the middle of nowhere and talk
to some senile old maniac. Christ, Kowalski, even if
he did kill them, it’s not like he’d be charged with
it.”
“It’s the principal of the thing, sir,” I said. It
was easy enough for him to not care; he didn’t have
the Henninger kids hanging around his neck like six
albatrosses.
I flew the last leg of the flight on a small private
plane, finally setting down at an airport outside the
town of Westchester. Thankfully, despite their size,
they had car renta, and within a half hour of landing
I was on the highway heading towards the even smaller
town of Burlington. The Westcourt Facility stood just
outside the city limits.
By now they’d been with me so long I’d taken to
talking to the Henninger kids like I would’ve a
partner, bouncing ideas off them, soliciting their
opinions. Not that they ever answered me, but I can
truthfully say that while I might have been lonely, I
was never alone.
“You guys are gonna help me, right? Cause I’m
assuming that if I can see you, he’ll have no trouble
seeing you either. So maybe seeing you’ll shock him
into confessing. Or maybe seeing his six dead kids in
his isolation cell, along with a Chicago cop with
experimental hair, will give him a heart attack. Then
he’ll be dead and you can deal with him in the
afterlife.” I didn't bother to ask them how all seven
of us fit into a car designed for four; I’d quit
speculating over how the Henninger’s did their magic
early on.
Westcourt looked nothing like I’d expected. If not
for the 20-foot high chain-link fence with the barbed
wire coiled on top, you wouldn’t have known it wasn’t
some rest home for the rich and easily upset. It
wasn’t until you got closer that you realized the
place was a prison of an entirely different kind.
The guards at the gate looked at me sort of strange (I
wondered, briefly, if they could see the Henninger’s
too), but they called and buzzed me in, saying that
Dr. Olivetti would meet me in the front foyer. The
long, scenic road ended in the parking lot in front,
where a nice young lady with a gun the size of a
bazooka assigned me a parking space. Another guard
waited at the door; I had to be buzzed in by someone
inside.
Rather like Westcourt, Dr Olivetti looked nothing like
what I’d expected. He was a small, gray-haired man
with a moustache and wire-rimmed glasses; put me in
mind of Einstein. He greeted me cordially and took me
into his office, to “Have a little talk before I set
you loose amongst the wolves.”
“Detective Kowalski,” he said, once he’d positioned
himself on the other side of his massive oak desk,
“exactly why are you here?”
“I told you last night on the phone, sir; digging in
Chicago uncovered the bodies of six children who were
positively identified as belonging to Mike and Carol
Henninger.”
“I know that.” He waved a hand in the air. “But what
do you hope to accomplish? Even if you can get him to
confess to the murders, I know enough about the law to
know the statute of limitations on this crime is long
past. And that’s assuming you could talk the state of
Massachusetts into extraditing him back to Illinois.
There’s got to be something more personal going on.”
For just a second I considered telling him about being
haunted by the Henninger kids. On the other hand, I’m
not so stupid I’d make a confession like that to
psychiatrist in an institution for the criminally
insane. “It’s the principal of the thing, Doctor,” I
said, echoing what I’d told the Lieu. “I’ve had this
case hanging over my head for two months now. We
need…what it is you call it, closure here?” He
nodded. “That’s why I’m here. I have to see this man
and get some sort of closure. I hope I can get him to
confess, but even if I can’t, at least I’ll know then
I’ve done everything I can.”
He studied me closely, and then gave a slight smile.
“I can understand that. Tell me, have they buried the
children’s bodies yet?”
“No sir; they’ve been waiting until all leads were
exhausted.”
“So irregardless of what Mr. Henninger tells you, if,
in fact, he tells you anything, they’ll likely bury
the bodies when you return?”
I hadn’t really thought about that; it occurred to me
he was probably right. “I imagine they will, yes.”
Again that small, slight smile. “Very well,
Detective. If you’ll follow me.”
I’d never actually been inside a prison before, but
even I knew enough to realize what I was looking at
here wasn’t your average prison.
Too clean, for starters. And while most prison guards
are fairly impressive guys, they aren’t built like
pro-football linebackers.
“Do you have any women working here?” I asked Dr.
Olivetti, as we went through yet another set of
double-bolted doors.
“Not very many. The ones we do have are more than
capable of taking care of themselves. Despite how it
looks from the outside, Detective, Westcourt is not a
nice place. Most of the felons here won’t be seeing
the outside world again in their lifetime, unless some
idiot gets it in their head that they’re innocent. We
had a couple of cases like that, both before I came
here; some lawyer decided, based on court transcripts
and the likes, that the person had been ‘unfairly
imprisoned.’ In both cases, they managed to get the
men released.”
“What happened?”
He stopped before a set of reinforced steel doors that
wouldn’t have looked out of place in an industrial
warehouse. “One of them, I believe, is now living a
peaceful life somewhere in Vermont. The other
celebrated his release by killing six people; none of
them, unfortunately, the lawyer that was responsible
for unleashing him on an unsuspecting public.
Needless to say, I doubt anyone will be speaking
positively at ‘his’ next parole hearing. This is
Isolation.”
We’d gone through the first set of reinforced doors, a
smaller door made of what I suspect was what they make
riot shields out of, which apparently worked on some
sort of voice-print system, and a second set of doors
identical to the first. If I’d thought the outside
had been white, it was nothing compared to this place.
Everything was padded. Walls, floors, ceilings; hell,
even the outsides of the doors had padding on them
(so, I found out, did the insides). I’d already been
thoroughly frisked when I came through the front door
and relieved of everything on my person, including my
comb. Now, a guy who could’ve been a close relative
of King Kong’s did it again, far less gently. He also
frisked Dr. Olivetti, who grinned at me. “No one is
above suspicion here, Detective Kowalski. Not even
the help.”
Having assured himself I retained nothing but my
clothing and what little pride I had left, the guy
moved to one side. Dr. Olivetti rummaged in his
jacket pocket and came out with a ring of keys, each
of them color-coded. “Before you go in, Detective,
let me tell you how things work here. This entire
area is soundproofed and padded. And you’ll notice
the padding is smooth, with no seams?” I nodded. “We
used to have the kind with seams in it; one
particularly dedicated inmate managed to pick a hole
in it and cave his skull in on the brick wall
underneath. Each room is wired for sound, and has
four video cameras.”
I glanced around. “Where’s the control room?”
“Ah, that would be telling. Suffice to say it’s
closer than you think. Additionally, each inmate is
put in restraints when they have visitors. So
basically, what you’re going to find when I open the
door is Mr. Henninger sitting on the floor of a bare
room in a straightjacket. Arnold here,” he gestured
at King Kong Jr., “will remain right outside the door,
and you’ll be monitored constantly.”
I gave him a careful look. “I thought that sort of
stuff was against the law. Cruel and unusual
punishment.”
He was toying with a blue-marked key. “I imagine it
is in more civilized parts of the world, Mr. Kowalski.
Of course, last time I checked, repeatedly raping and
eventually beating to death your wife, her 82 year old
mother, your 14 and six year old daughters, and your
12 year old stepson was also against the law. If you
want, I can have Arnold take you down the hall and
introduce you to that gentleman?"
I shook my head. “Didn’t think so. If you could
please stand back.” He put the key in the lock, but
instead of just turning it once, he turned it in a
series of motions, as if he were working a padlock.
Eventually, there was a faint click and the store
opened about 1/4 of an inch. “Mr. Henninger,” Dr.
Olivetti said, pulling the door open just far enough
that we could slip in. “Mr. Henninger, you have
company.”
The lighting in the room was so bright it was almost
painful; it took my eyes a minute to adjust enough
that I could see the old man huddled in one corner.
I don’t know what I’d been expecting. Jack the
Ripper, I guess, given what he’d done to his children,
his wife and the next-door neighbor. What I hadn’t
expected was the brittle, dried-up twig of an old man
huddled in a corner. His head had been almost
completely shaved, but he had a couple days razor
stubble. He was flinging himself from side to side,
all the while, chanting something in a monotone.
“takeemawaytakeemawaytakeemawaytakeemaway…” He stared
at me with wild eyes, and I remembered what Steve
Roberts had said him having the devil in him. It was
still there. Maybe not as strong as it had been when
he was younger, but it was still there.
Dr. Olivetti looked at me and smiled that small,
secretive smile again. “You have 15 minutes,
Detective Kowalski. Make your peace.”
He walked past me, and I heard the door click closed.
No one there but Mike Henninger and me.
I glanced at the six Henninger kids standing against
the wall furthest from their father, and realized,
with a shock, that they seemed more ‘real’, somehow.
Less like the lost souls they were; closer to actual
flesh and blood.
I looked at the old man, who’d stopped his screeching
and was staring at the wall as well, eyes wide, and it
clicked into place. “You can see them too, can’t
you?”
His head whipped back around. “Don’t know how you
got’em here, damn worthless pups, but take’em the hell
away now.”
“Sorry, Mike, I can’t do that.” I moved over to lean
against the wall by the door. “It’s funny, really.
Here these last two months I thought they were my
ghosts; but they’ve been yours all along, haven’t
they?”
“Don’ know what yer talkin’ ‘bout.”
“Do you see Carol and the other woman…Laura? Are they
here too? Maybe been waiting a while, hanging around
in the background, because they knew the kids were
coming? They knew it and so did you. And we know why
they’re here, don’t we?” He was shaking his head no.
“Evil eventually turns on itself, Mike. You knew that
all along. That’s why you killed Carol and Laura;
because you were afraid they were going to tell
someone. Maybe they already had?”
“Damn bitch!” He spit the words out. “Told’er not to
get involved with anyone in that sorry-ass town,
told’er to keep to herself, but she never would listen
to me, never had, not from the very beginning when I
tried to tell her why we couldn’t have kids. ‘You
don’t mean that, Michael’, she’d say, an’ she just
kept turn’em out like a sow with piglets.”
“Why couldn’t you have kids, Michael?” I hazarded a
glance at the Henninger children; they were pretty
much ‘complete’. Eddie had put Bridget down. Oliver
straightened his glasses, and I almost let out a
relieved sigh; I’d spent two damn months wanting to
push that kid’s glasses back up his nose.
“I had to do it, don’tcha see?” He was staring at me,
his expression carefully calculated. “You say I’m
evil, Mr. Kowalski, and you’re right, I am. I was
born evil and I’ll die evil. That’s why I killed’em.
I could see it already in Eddie’s eyes when he looked
at me.”
“See what?”
“Myself, Mr. Kowalski. It was better they die young
than live the kind of life I’d lived, do the things
I’d done. My mother should’ve taken a coat hanger and
made sure I never came into the world. I was evil
from the womb; giving birth to me killed her. And
after a while, nobody tried to take me in as their own
child because they could see the evil too.”
Something tugged at my arm, and I looked down to meet
Bridget’s blue eyes. She was smiling now, which made
me smile back; then she held out her arms and I picked
her up. She leaned forward and kissed the bridge of
my nose. “Thank you.” She whispered.
I just nodded and sat her down, repeating the same
thing with Sheryl and Clara, except they were too big
to pick up. Max and Oliver shook my hand and thanked
me as well; Oliver’s glasses were already slipping
down his nose, and I gave in to impulse and pushed
them back up. He smiled even wider, then ducked his
head shyly.
Eddie came last. I’d never realized he was big for
his age; he’d seemed smaller, somehow, when he was
still a ghost. He shook my hand firmly. “Thank you
for bring us here, Mr. Kowalski. I’m sorry about the
last couple of months, but you understand why we
couldn’t speak before now, don’t you?” I nodded. “I
want to apologize for the nightmares as well; I hope
you and your wife make up.”
I thought about Stella, how she’d been growing away
from me even before this had happened, but I just
smiled and said, “We will, Eddie. Can I ask you
something?”
He nodded.
“How did he do it? Kill you, I mean? The coroner
said there were no marks on your body.”
“He poisoned us.” This from Oliver, who’s come over
to stand beside Eddie. “Not all at once, but a little
bit at a time, so we got sicker and sicker.”
“And nobody in the neighborhood noticed?”
Eddie shrugged. “We weren’t allowed to talk to
anyone, Mr. Kowalski. If we made friends, he’d just
sit us down and lecture us about how evil we were
going to be when we grew up, so we might as well get
used to being alone now.”
I look past the six of them, fair-haired and blue
eyed, at the wild man against the far wall. “They
look like their mother, don’t they?”
He starts to say something, decides against it, and
simply shakes his head.
“Mr. Kowalski?” It’s Bridget. Her smile’s gone, and
her clear blue eyes are clouded. “We’re not evil, are
we, Mr. Kowalski?”
“Oh no.” I pick her up and hug her. “No, no,
Bridget, none of you are evil.”
She glances at her father, who shrinks backs. “But
what we’re going to do to him is bad,” she says
worriedly.
“Hey, what’d I tell you?” Eddie takes her out of my
arms and swings her over his head. “What we have to
do to him is divine justice.”
“Like God.” Max offers.
“Yeah, like God.”
She frowns, obviously puzzled. “But why can’t God do
it and let us go ahead and see Momma?”
“Cause God’s very busy, Pigeon,” Sheryl (or maybe it’s
Clara) comes over and straightens her braids. “He
can’t do everything; sometimes, he has to send…” she
looks at her twin, “what’s the word, Clare?”
“Divine agents,” Clara says solemnly.
“Right. Sometimes he has to send divine agents.”
“And divine agents can’t be evil,” Max is missing a
front tooth, which makes him lisp slightly. “That’s
why they’re called divine.”
“SHUT THE BLOODY FUCKING HELL UP!!!” Mike’s scream
probably just broke glass in the control room. It
makes my ears ring; though the children seem unfazed.
“Divine agents my ass! You’re no more divine than…”
Bridget marches over to him and, before he can get the
words out, smacks him so hard my ears ring again.
“Shut up, please.” She says, in her soft, little-girl
voice. “Blaspheming his name isn’t going to make it
any easier”
“Momma!!” The shout goes up simultaneously from at
least four of them and I look towards where they’re
gathering around a fragile,care-worn looking woman
with graying hair. Carol’s finally arrived.
I check my watch, realizing my 15 minutes are almost
up, and make my way over to the knot of children.
“Mrs. Henninger?”
She looks up and I find myself staring into the
children’s eyes; blue as a summer’s day. She smiles
slightly and holds out her hands. “Detective
Kowalski. I understand you’ve been taking care of
them these last few months?”
I shake my head. “Not like it was that hard a job,
ma’am.”
“Don’t give me that,” she says, gently touching my
face. “I’m their mother, Detective. Even on a good
day, they’re a handful.”
I look at the smiling children and her, then over at
the frantic man trying to burrow his way into the
wall. “My times almost up, Mr. Henninger. And you
and the children have a job to do.”
She smiles sadly, nodding. “It wasn’t all bad, Mr.
Kowalski. There were times it was actually almost
good.” She looks at her children, and her eyes
shadow. “At least until he sent them away.”
A few minutes later the door pops open; Arnold and
Dr. Olivetti are standing there panting. “Mr.
Kowalski! Thank God you're all right!"
“Why wouldn’t I be?”
“Because we lost audio and video shortly after you
went into the room. And the lock was frozen; it’s
taken me almost 15 minutes to get it undone.” He
glances past me at Mike Henninger, who’s bucking and
twisting on the padded cell floor as if trying to
shake something off, his constant litany of
“pleasenopleasenopleasenopleasenopleaseno!!” almost
drown out by the inhuman screeching of something only
I can see. “What’s wrong with him?”
“I think he’s having a fit,” I offer, not bothering to
turn around. Viewing divine justice in action once is
more than enough to last me the rest of my life. “You
might want to do something before he strokes out.”
I smile at Arnold as the good Doctor fumbles in his
jacket pockets and pulls out a cell phone. "Could you
show me the way out?"
I follow him down the hall, Mike Henninger’s screams
echoing off the walls in chorus to the sound of six
happy children and their mother laughing, celebrating
being together again after far too many years spent
apart.
For a long minute, Fraser and I sit there in silence.
“You don’t believe me, do you?” I try not to let the
disappointment show in my voice;
“I never said I didn’t believe you.” He interrupts my
pity-party by touching the side of my face. “If you
say you spent two months with the ghosts of six
children following you around, then you did.”
“How can you be so sure?” I don’t know why I always
feel the need to challenge his faith in me; maybe
because I still can’t quite believe he’s here in
Chicago and not up north where he belongs.
“Because you’re an honorable man, Ray Kowalski. It’s
part of why I love you so much.”
“Oh.” As always, his ease in admitting it makes me
feel like the jerk I probably am. “Okay, then.”
“Did you miss them?”
It’s my turn to look at him askance; he’s got the same
lost look in his eyes he had earlier. “Yeah, I did.”
It feels good to admit it after so long. “Didn’t miss
the nightmares, but I wish I could’ve gotten to know
them better before they had to leave.” He nods as if
he knows exactly what I’m talking about. And maybe he
does, freak that he is. “Your turn now,” I say.
“My turn for what?”
“You said you believed in ghosts.”
He looks genuinely surprised. “I did?”
“Well, not exactly those words, but trust me, I’ve
been translating Fraser-speak long enough to know what
you meant.”
He studies me a moment, then a grin steals across his
face. “Louuuu Skagnetti…”
I smack him, but I’m laughing too hard for it to have
much impact. “Not ‘those’ kind of ghosts, you
dim-witted Mountie!”
He’s very close now, close enough that I can see him
even with my eyes closed, close enough that I can
smell him without having to inhale. “I love you, Ray
Kowalski.”
“You'd better,” I answer, leaning in to steal the
first kiss of the night.
FIN
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