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| ***Ruiner*** you had all of them on your side, didnt you? didnt you? you believed in all their lies didnt you? didnt you? the ruiner's got a lot to prove he;s go nothin to lose and now he's made you believe the ruiner's your only friend well he's the living end tothe cattle he decieves the raping of the innocent you know the ruiner ruins everythig he sees now the only pure thing left in my fucking world is wearing your disease howd you get so big? howd you get so strong? howd you get so hard? howd you get so long? you had to give them all a sign, didnt you? didnt you? you had to cover what was mine, didnt you? didnt you? the ruiner's a collector he's an infector serving his shit to his flies maybe there will come a day when those that you keep blind will suddenly realize maybe its a part of me you took to a place i hoped itd never go and maybe that fucked me up so much more than you'd ever know howd you get so big? howd you get so strong? howd you get so hard? howd you get so long? what you gave me my perfect ring of scars you know i can see what you really are you didnt hurt me nothin can hurt me you didnt hurt me nothing can stop me now ***The Becoming*** i beat my machine its a part of me its inside me im stuck in this drem its changing me im becoming the me that you know had some second thoughts he's covered in scabs he is broken and sore the me that you know he dosnt come around much that part of me isnt here anymore all pain dissapears its the nature of my circuity it drowns out all i hear theres no escape from this my new consiousness that me you know used to have feelings but the blood has stopped pumping and he is left to decay the me that you know is now made up of wires and even when im right with you im so far away i can try to get away but ive strapped my self in i an try to scratch away the sound in my ears i can see it killing away all my bad parts i dont want to listen but its all too clear hiding backwards inside of me i feel so unafraid annie, hold on a little tighter i might just slip away it wont give up it wants me dead goddmn this noise inside my head ***I Do Not Want This*** im losing ground you know how this world can beat you down im made of clay i feel im the only one that thinks this way im always falling down the same hill bamboo puncturing this skin and nothing comes bleeding out of me just like a waterfall im drowning in two feet below the surface i can still make out your wavy face and if i could just reach you maybe i could leave this place i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this dont you tell me how i feel dont you tell me how i feel dont you tell me how i feel you dont know just how i feel i stay inside my bed i have lived so many lives all in my head dont tell me that you care there really isnt anything, is there? you would know, wouldnt you? you extend your hand to those who suffer to those who know what it really feels like to those who've had a taste like it really means something and oh so sick i am and maybe i dont have a choice and maybe that is all i have and maybe this is a cry for help i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this i do not want this dont you tell me how i feel dont you tell me how i feel dont you tell me how i feel you dont know just how i feel i want to know everything i want to be everywhere i want to fuck everyone in the world i want to do something that matters |
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