*Fourth of July Bottled Up #2*

It's just a dream Never will happen Like seeing ice creams thats not really there But you pretend like having an imaginary friend thats how it ended I never got to see it only hear -smell it Pools of brown start to tear streaming down below I felt like and underground mole that lives in its dark hole I was alone no fun -depressed like a house guest -little mad -grouchy -sad and I acted like it never happened deep inside i knew it started "what am i supposed to do?" well instead I bottled it up the fourth of july bottled up thats what i called it sounds good a bit For some reason i am in the trance "independant trance" feeling i need or supposed to be independant -grouchy mood -emotional -mad -dont care -abandoned -sad

and like its not fair I bottled it all, but it has been I'm done (only writen) none bitten Fourth of july supposed to be fun Second time I missed teh most memorable thing This sucks, i'm not having fun except my aunty who I grown closer to.