very warm
specially at night
look at me
not a good sight
can't eat not one bite
abandoned.
mom doesn't think
so its a broken link
only person who ever cared
was..........my guardian
I am very thankful for him
mom? no limb
I feel better sitting
him, closer
*smiles*
...........for all the time while
Now I can't eat treats
already did agree the meet
for now........
drink liquids
check temperature
and.........
*looks down*
change clothes
LOL.
too weak
couldn't eat
dry lips
eyes puffy
dark circles forming
pale face
how sick could I be?
not once but twice
Is fate rolling my dice? my life?
cried my face
am I going to die
is this it?
I am so f***ing weak
I am always the blamed one
*silence*
Second morning
body is sore
stomach drys up
mouth is too
but he sensed me
stayed and watched
the news
second time I've been
healed
Yes, it was real
appreciate it
at least SOMEONE cares
mom? b**** only
just fight, snare, blare, flare
Never understand
Always assume
I hate having a cold room
forced to go into the
morning sky
this couldn't lie
too excited
I couldn't deny it
lights, trees, candies, present
whatever you want to
call it
too much sweets
rottens teeth
too much candy
you get sick
mmm, bite, devour, eat
today couldn't sleep
last night high fever
wasn't a believer
It was strange, but true
2hr. shower
low energy
power
Dressed in. sweater, sweats
I wish I did regret
Sweet tooth
Spoiled
Sometimes can recoil
felt better
hair nor wet but dry
shit happens
mirror faces eye
In my cold room
I had teh chills
teeth chattering
sickness never ending
shiver.......froze.........all night