21oct04
bad to worse
and i thought yesterday was bad. today's even worse. L1R5 15? dream on sandra.
today was so disappointing. didnt expect such bad grades. showed i didnt study enough. i regret now. only thing i can do is to start studying and revising for next year.
well, first paper i got back was chinese. failing the first paper you get back of the day is a BAD OMEN. yes. got 28/50, 12/20, 42/100. add everything around 48%? yea.
next paper, chem. like i said. bad to worse. didnt do well at all for this. 44.5/65 . like fuck? which is a B3, pulling my total phy/chem grade down to a A2. and i was hoping to get A1?
lit was good and bad. set text got 11/25. shows again that i didnt study. unseen prose got 17/25. which i say is pretty good. total 28/50.
social studies was disappointing. totally. well, i only got 28/50. making my combined humanitites grade a disappointing C5.
well. tmr getting back geog. have no longer any high hopes for this paper. L1R4 currently is 16. am not happy.
well, didnt want to go home today. yea. before school ended was in 3/8 with nat talking to monica and some others. yea. gossiped. lols. found out stuff about tiffany. WHY YOU NEVER TELL ME??? call me your good friend. wahaha. yea. well, then after school went to J8 with claire jo and tiff. ate at sakae. then went to tp entertainment centre macs to meet jack. stoned there till 4.30. so farnie. they say they go there study. then all of them end up gossipping. haha. yea. found out some stuff. lol. didnt catch the names of the people jack were with thou. lol? and i like spent an hour plus with them? malu. haha.
mum picked me up from mrt. yeps. came home. she was kinda disappointed with my grades too. tell me, HOW TO GO VJC WITH L1R5 MORE THAN 16? yea. my point.
this final year, i only improved for english, chi?, and emath. all others deproved. and i didnt meet my expectations at all. am such a failure.
-sandra+