25feb05
peerpressure
this entry is abit lagged. no offence to anyone. dont read if you'll take offence. thx.
so stations yesterday. a major part of the reflections were about peer pressure. coincided with my thoughts. because for the past week or so have been thinking about the issue of peer pressure.
think ive changed alot over the past 2years or so. in sec1, ALOT of people had a really bad imprsn of me. [ask dalvin. lol] then in sec2 changed abit i think. then sec3. yea.think most changed were for the better. became less vulgar. but some changes, i still dont like.
eee. peer pressure caused most of them. i dunno. quite hard to say. take for example. like when expressing opinions, most tend to keep opinions to themself, esp those more quiet ones. then the loud and outgoing and popular people will most def express their opinions, and take it that everyone shares the same opinion.
how that relates to me? like for now. im abit hesitant about writing this for fear of offending people. hms. in self awareness camp, the murder game. yea. most of us listen to everyone's opinions. but its still the same as before, after the camp.
haha. ive so many opinions of people. cant say i like everyone in my class. some people just plain irritate me with their presence. i find my class really clique-y. see the no3 photo of our class photos. can see all the cliques present. there's the lynn clique. there's mine[not say mine la, but the one im in?]. there's fiona they all. the minser joycelyn alvina. yeas.
anyway. im diverging. this is so crappified. havent got to my point yet, and ive written so much rubbish. not thinking much now. anyway. those who went for the stations yesterday, hope it made you think. ^.^
today was bad!! im going to fail chem. seriously. this time is not the say i'll fail in the end pass with A liddat. this is really fail. haizzz. my chem is so bad. =(( will pull my phys marks down.
6 tests next week. wish me luck. im tired. cant wait for march 13, for now anyway. means my theory exam is over, and my stupid piano teacher will get off my back. means there's no school for a week.
want to know sth really stupid? my olvl phy/chem mcq is on 22nd nov at 2pm, tues. the paper before tt is on thurs. ive 4 days to do nothing! like mcq, study day before can le. waste my time only.
sheesh. in a really not so good mood now. arghs. irritation. guilt. whatever.
-sandra+