"Someone Else"

@Uootem

Someone else
                  these words written today scattered
                                        out of character disguised
            no rhyme or reason to their flow
                                mirroring the thoughts that cloud my mind
        matched to two hearts forever separated
                          torn between love and pain
                                                the rose of promises cut and withered
    no room left in your world for a poet
                          his love now butchered with a pen
                                                                poetry without much sense... a senseless world of words.
 
But today I don't feel like rhyming
                    my heart left agape...  my soul has fled
                                                                      chasm a gorge never traversed
      two sides of love...  found and now lost
                        starved for affection,  for your love
                                                                the vineyards of lifetime bliss
      cut and withheld before made to wine
                                                  no room left in your world for a boy
  intoxicated by youthful fantasies of love 
                                                                    he will need some sobering after this poem is finished.
no room left in this world for "us"
                                        these inadequate words written today
      left empty on this page.... and me left alone
                                                                chasm a gorge torn between two hearts
                              disguised today as a useless phrase
                the pen is a sword that cuts
                                                                    the poets heart bleeding
                                        yet no hope for healing.

              For today,
you married someone else?