Plea For Me

@Uootem

          With so much time passing between then and now
    I can't quite characterize what I believed when you were with me
And I can't really write how I feel now that you are gone.

          I can't prove my sanity to me anymore... so many images cloud my mind,
    And I know I have failed too many times to hold on to myself
Do you ever feel the same... do you even remember those emotions we shared?

          Knowing you as I think I do, I can imagine that you know exactly
    What you feel... that you know in detail what is left of long ago... if anything
But I fear you can't waste time... to busy living today's lifetime.

          You would think it foolish to contemplate something so far removed from reality
    You would know that there is no need for restless yearning and
You would avoid the constant uncertainties of dreaming and hope that the past will be renewed.

          But if I am wrong about your mindset... if there is something tugging at your heart too,
    Find me please, or at least for now keep me in your dream pallet and someday come to me
Let me see the sunrise of love in your eyes... let me find warmth in your embrace.

          Let me know your love again... fill my mind with a future of us together
    Show me what it was... show me what is... show me what will be
Show that you feel the things I need to see in your eyes.

          Make me love me by loving you again... make me smile by seeing your smile
    Make me float above the clouds in unbounded happiness... just like before
And let my heart be moistened by your kiss of love... all this a plea for me.