"Unspoken things"

@Uootem

so many words...
              words that need speaking
                            left to this day still unspoken,
            so many emotions...
                          emotions that need telling
              left to this day still untold.

I would speak those words
              and I would tell of those emotions,
                                              but you are no where
                        in this life of mine... I am alone.
And if you were
            could I even find
                              the courage to reveal my feelings.

So another poem...
                this one then another
                            I have found to write,
                                        for I needed to express these feelings
                                                    or i would surely explode.

But now, in this day we find ourselves
                    it doesn't necessarily matter
                                            because your gone.
                    You wanted someone...
                                and that someone was not me.
                                              You wanted to find true love...
                                                                            (like I found in you).

I have wished a million times
                          that I had told you
                                      the things I needed to say
              told you while you were still here
And maybe
            if I had spoken things unspoken
                                        you would be here to hear.