"You mean so much to me"

@Uootem

You mean so much to me
                        always have been love to me...
            ... always will be in my heart.
So much in fact,
              It's hard to express.

So I sit here alone
                        smiling at happy memories at times...
          ... crying at the sad turn of events at times
as I write
              what comes to my hand.

The incidences of love
                        between us
          were so very special...
                            ... so very nice to recollect.
The memory lingers,
                  long after the warmth has cooled.

Where are you now?
                    How are you?
                                    Have you found the love you deserve?
... these things I have to ask.

I yearn... to hear your voice again
                              making your promises of love.
              I crave... to feel your touch,
your kiss, and your love.

For as I reach out to hold the hand once held...
                                                        ...you are not there.
Only a void where you have been
                          My heart is broken for I still care.

We had no good-byes, or rehearsed farewells
                                    we have no more forever
there was no closure for me...
                            ...instead simply you were gone.

And so I sit
        wanting things like before...
...wanting you.