"waiting in vain?"

@Uootem

my dreams continue to call your name
my heart with it's beating does the same
impatience often begs me to give in
its argues that this yearning is likened to sin
but I'm fine with the needed patience of waiting
"but is this it?" sometimes I'm left debating
cause if it's not so pure... then I'll surely go insane.

I don't want to wait this eternity-like time in vain
but to let a fire once lit to extinguish I must refrain
I want to keep the promises to you that no one's ever made
and over time you'll see that these words written in ink that has fade
have become reality, and that my word will not be broken
that my love for you is not a mere token
that the emotions shown in this writing remain.

I want to be to you what no one else has ever been
I open up who I am and I welcome you in again.
our chance meetings may well be few and rare
but i still must pursue your heart so fair
maybe that's just a flaw of mine... should have given up all hope
but there's something about you I can not with cope
and the memory from obscurity I will forever defend.

you're in my dreams, will you ever be in my life again?
will love find its way back to where it began?
a "hopeless romantic dreamer" is the lifestyle I chose
if not I would dissolve... if the memory of your love i finally lose.
for in my dreams I continue to call your name
my heart wishes your dreams you could do the same
then all my waiting would not be in vain.