"Days spent"

@Uootem

another day spent...
              creating futile hopes
                            for the renewal of things...
                                                that have passed
I can not recover
        what did not last,
                    for time did not wait
                                    for you and me.

Why do I let it
          occupy me at all
                    Every night and day...
                                            for so long
It's turning me into someone
                            I don't want to be...
                                              a hopeless romantic.

How do I forget it
                and go on.
                          I fear I'll go insane
                                            if this feeling persists.
My heart is aching
              from all of this.
                        another day spent...
                                      writing useless words...
                              feeling unneeded emotions...
                    dreaming of things now gone...
        wishing for miracles...
still loving you.