"Don't be afraid to shout"

@Uootem

been searching for a love.... that has disappeared.
been isolated from everything incredible.... for so long,
with its absence... so much pain the heart can not avoid,
everything-ness turns into meaningless nothing-ness in the void.
this world has become achromatic... turning darker still
as those moments of our so long ago... I continue to feel.

but suddenly and somehow, in a unusual sort of way...
how could this be on such an ordinary kind of day
you saw me and seemed to know my mind...
you knew what I had been attempting to find.
and the all of something I found in the you of our past
has transformed into everything in my present so fast.

how can I become so disoriented... unable the truth to discern
don't even know if you would ever allow our time to return
to renew the love we had but lost...
I don't know if you are willing to pay the cost.

still I can not regret such a seeking as this
or expect that I one day will not your love miss
there is for this one thing I continue to wish
that in your eyes love will shine again... a thought I always relish
and hope in time you see I have kindled the embers, I do care
forever may be forsaken... but could return if we dare.

only time will tell... nothing to do but endure the waiting
memories have only been transformed into the hope of making
our love, the type that transcended what most will never know
I knew who i was in your eyes... so I can never let go
this heart, I will promise, if you ever hear me out
and if you find your love is true... don't be afraid to shout.