"I'll go crazy... can't stop."

@Uootem

can't stop this thinking of you
          your memory constantly
                    on my mind...
                              never a moment of peace from the longing....
                                        that you are here as you were
                              always in my dreams
                    always the yearning
          to renew a love that I lost... can't stop.

but for today
            the harsh reality is
                      me here... you there
                                but I continue to wish
                                        we were together
                                                  like yesterdays ago
                                        loving and holding hearts
                                as we are in my dreams
                      but a such futile wish
            it seems to be... can't stop.

I miss you so much
            like the words of a thousand poems
                      the poet's pleasures and pains revealed
                                (I know for I have written them)
                                        still can't begin to express
                                                  what is felt inside me
                                        when your not here... and I am not there
                                as you and I are not now
                      my emotions written on a page
            create such a mess... can't stop.

can't stop
          thinking about the wonderfulness
                    the taste of your kiss
                            and how you embraced me in loving tenderness
                                        this thinking about you 
                                                    makes me wish
                                        more futile wishes
                              makes me write
                    more messy poetry
          all for the hope we could together be... can't stop

I long for the 'us'
          that we both remember
                    we once were
                            so I can feel your touch
                                        though the memory
                                                    is a little hazy
                                        so now I'm trying
                              not to think of you
                    because I fear...
          that I'll go crazy... can't stop.

Its hard to stay sane
          when insanity breathes on me neck
                  when I'm missing my true love...
                              but for today
                                        the harsh reality is
                              me here... you there
                    I wish we were
          together all the time... can't stop.