Does it even matter?

@Uootem

Does any of it even matter anymore?
Could you care about the time we shared?
Was our love just a youthful game you played,
That eventually broke my heart because I was too intense?

The image of you still brings a smile to my face,
When the memory of you enters my thoughts.
Yet, just knowing you must feel differently today,
breaks my heart because I am too intense.

I know that sometimes I make a big production,
Out of silly little things... like adolescent love,
And my poetic heart may be way too sensitive,
too susceptible to past heartaches... from adolescent love.

The pain of losing has not fully healed,
And maybe nothing will ever again come of "us",
Although, I confess, I am still hoping it will.
But for now, I just need to know two things,

Does any of it even matter to you anymore?
Do you care about the time we shared before?