"can never be again"

@Uootem

I doubt myself... my futile motivations
my faith about love that once was shared
and my reasoning that hope should live
is it right?... to know so clearly what I want
but can not have... time is so cruel to a dreamer.

Is my dream worth the consequences?
to be paid... worth the poetry to be written
where these quandaries... struggle for resolution
and all I can predict with certainty is
my heart will measure time that continues
my lips will hunger for the taste of her kiss
my arms will ache with the longing to hold her
my soul will continue the search for its mate
but reality stands between me and my love

but still her memory is here... waiting for my sleep
just on the other side of each day
to once again transport me to where I want to be
wrapped within her arms... safe in a love
a love that defies explanation... and resists definition
a love that felt so right... it could never be wrong
but can never be again.