"So I go on"

@Uootem

You are especial, that I recognized immediately
from the first time we talked intimately.
you... a fervid ebullience with an innocence so pure
that is my fascination and your foremost allure.

As time progressed you shared your secrets with me
and I became spellbound by your magic and mystery
the spiritual-sexual energy between us soon I would learn
will always cause me to dream of forever and for you yearn.

As I learned of your distinctiveness more
these added to my list of reasons to adore
i soon gave all the love I had inside my heart
and you did not give it back when you chose to depart.

Thinking of us when we were dancing together
it seemed like the moment would last forever
but we fell in love during our time of youth
and young hearts sometimes change... (an un-welcomed truth).

Although I know these thoughts I have are now forbidden 
deep within me, they are alive but must be hidden
but even with this, my love for you is strong
and I can not admit to myself that it might be wrong.

So I go on... knowing... I still love you.