"To Get Over You"

@Uootem

Late is this unending night...
the air against my skin so cold and dark.
the warmth of lost love
colder and darker still.
illuminated only by
the distant twinkling of stars
are my thoughts of a distant you
which are always there
to keep me company... to haunt me!
i can't help but wonder
if I am really sane...
at times like this it does not seem so...
reason and reality easily slip away
for love can drive you insane
when it is gone...
as your love is gone from me.
just sitting here alone...
with blank pages awaiting words from my pen
like so many times before...
like so many times to come.
i pretend that someday i will be alright
that someday my heart will mend on it's very own...
i just need patience and the strength
to push away those past days...
that have haunted me forever it seems...
a time that together we spent
i will somehow manage to forget....
(but I know just not yet)...
my heart is not finished
grieving and healing
but someday surely it will,
then I will be okay
then I will find a way
to just let your memory leave
as quickly as you left
but for now I rest in delusion
that maybe you
sometimes miss me too
but I guess I'll never know...
and search again for a way
to get over you.