Well, that was soemthing yesterday! We had great fun although I'm somewhat discouraged because none of the men seemed to pay any special attention to me (well, sure I wanted it even if for nothing more than self-assurance)... Except Yaroslav probably but I suppose he has an eye for me as little intentional as it could be... he was taking pictures also with digital camera. I used both rolls quickly.

Greg wouldn't say me word but I was bold enough to ask him if our gift impressed him a little bit and later invited him for a white dance. He introduced me to his wife (again I asked - all the evening felt myself like a naughty child) and she didn't impress me for she was angry with him. I even remeber with surprise that I was asking her to dance with his husband as she was refusing him. Well, probably he's too delicate to take normally my intense self-exression or may be also that just reserved by nature even in doing his funny dances.

Han Lin however asked me to dance himself, so I was lucky to dance with both of the directors at this evening. I also remeber alter I asked to dance Mike Wetherell but somehow I think he judged me too bold too (although we were all already drunk) or who knows, probably he just have soft spot for Elya.

I'm afraid I was the most excentricsally dressed person at the evening in my red spanish shirt (Good that due to the lack of time for choosing I took several upper clother for this one was the best for the no-seats party). Perhaps that was out of place for tha americans, so... What the hell! I dress as I like to!

Also, strange but seems that was me who talked Han Lin into staying, what was thought started by him asking me what would be my reaction if I was his girlfriend and he wouldn't be back for the holyday as it's today - the day of the fouls, the Humourina day in Odessa. I told him I can't advice as it depends on the girl but on my expirience when there is trust in relationship, all would be normal, especially if she has friends in Odessa. He was still hesitating and he was taking his jacket from under my coat as Mike Wetherell ( not sure but I think it was him) was trying to make him stay and seeing Han Lin hesitating I stepped in once again that the decision is his but as Greg said he hasn't seen such retreat in a year and so it's wuite unique so it would be pity if he missed it. I remeber him asking again: "You really think so?" I asnwered "Sure I do, don't you see it's uniaue, don't you want to stay and see for yourself?" or something like that. The memories due to the quantity of drank beer are partial but I saw him calling his girrlfriend. Then our girls were deciding who will go to Odessa on his ticket and only today in the morning I got surprised that I didn't took the opportunity, me, who was most of all precipitated to Odessa and girls would surely give it to me... Tatayana Borysovna left.

I prevented Lena that I may be late, then I agreed with Elya that I'll take tickets for the both of us as in any case I have connections in the train system. (although Lena said me there'll be plenty of tickets for today). Then I accidently ahd the thought that han could go with us, proposed him my service too and he thankfully accepted, giving me money for his ticket. We agreed to get in touch by the phone the next day - he'd be in the office, Elya'd call to Lena's house.

Lena was waiting for me watching some vidoe and opened as soon as I moved the door knob as we agreed. I think I was asleep faster than in 5 minutes after bathroom. God the headache I had in the morning! I woke up at 9 am but tried to sleep till 10 so the headaches have gone a bit, then it became even easier after the tea and passed after the breakfast.

I had quite a strange dream - SOme of the people present at the party, especially Greg, very concerned and givning consoltation, even caressing the hair to me crying for some reason. Later, when I woke up, remebering it's the first time this year I sleep on this bed and I could ask to see my soulmate, I saw Satori who was strangely in turns cold or tender to me but we apparently had some kind of relationship and finally after a huge offense I took he was running after me with a rose. Also I saw Han Lin who was the director of pensionnat-school where we all were staying (there was many people, an at least I remeber Elya and Marina) - in some olf castle. Also I was trying to fly again, successfully, even learned to put some speed in my flying movement, unfortunately yet backwards %-) And I think Han Lin as an expert gave me some lesson on how to improve my performance flying but there was already the oputer point of dream, so I can't affirm... Quite strange I would say.

We decided to go buy tickets and then to the office as Vika didn't gave me back the contracts with phonecompany and TeNet. We had to take her little Nataly with us. I'm amazed at Lena's patience. I learn for future :-)

As we took tickets I was in big surprise because that was the same wagon and samt three places than when we were going here! Then an ingenious thought came into my mind that I can call the office and telling Han Lin at what wagon to meet as Elya proposed, ask Vika to pass the papers with him. My phonecard ended before I told everything and we called from head postoffice. (I forgot to ask Vika to write down the requisits and tell to Han Lin that the train is well Chernomorets and at 20.49) She promised she'll do everything and write this letter about us being non tax payers but I think I can bet she didn't! they surely make some machinations as T.B. supposes...

Well, I was somewhat tired today and as we returned I went to sleep. The time passed fast this way and now it's time to leave for the trainstation. Home sweet home. I called mom and asked her to meet me with money for this months apartment rent to eb able to take tickets at once for Saint-Petersburg. Hope I'll have enough time for everything. I will have to pass everything relating to work (papers and financial report) to Elya in the train to not have to go to the office. Polina gave me her floppy to pass to SPB at the party as well as I gave to her Lucinet my bros' bride phonenumbers... Have to not forget reminf T.B. to give me what she wanted to pass and give her the phones.

Well, I really gotta go for the train. That should be a good ride and great opportunity to get to know our new director better!