Th Easter week-end was very nice - perfect weather. AT Sunday we were taking a walk with Tania on the sea cost and in the evening got together (as I cared to gather people by calling them yesterday) with Tania, Slavik, Serguey Laptev. We drank some vine sitting in the courtyard. Tania went home early and we undertook a long trip on the sea-side again, with more vine-drinking, fun and lots of walking - my feet still ache like hell on the jopints with legs!... :-)

At Monday, 1st May, International Working people's day which is also a holyday here, we went to the sea with Tania, but clouds covered the sky in the afternoon, so we weren't there very long. I had such a pleasure lying on the grass! (because of my fee too! ;-P) only, if not those way too loud companies around (national tradition of may-picnics)...

In the evening we watched Sixth Sense and it came out I saw the end of the movie before (the copy was awful too).

I was unfortunate to play drunk with Slavik again and he should come this day but he didn't. Thank God I thought later. I determined that my mistake was try to renounce the love that flowers within me last few days, what was generously suggested to me by the Saint-Nicholas both icons that we have at home... Interesting, isn't it? SO, I think I shouldn't force my heart and betray anyone's expectations. Let it flow. Have faith. And I believe absolutely God will give me mutual love as I hope I deserve it or will.

I had nice dreams all that time. But I didn't touch my computer for all the holydays.

At Tuesday we got still sunny weather (like today too, though) but as weather forecast told, it got colder. I went out to the park and have written some pages in continuing of my novel at last... Been writing till night but thoughts went even further. Didn't write e-mails I owe. Thought of continuing today but I'm afraid it's too late and before I get home... It was a day when higher sense of one's being could be understood... May be for me it's writing? Funny that this month at true-dreams days I had twice a dream that I got famous.... (also saw I defeated Slavik in kung-fu fight, isn't that amazing? but he didn't surrender anyway, yet it was a sport fight that was over, I saw it the night after Easter Sunday)

Today I went to work but we could stay home! We do have like others holydays in Ukraine... Yet, I was doing some of my personal stuff... Have thoughts how to meanwhile engage current clients for dating acquaintances... just need to take it in hands and catch up! I did took money... there is just too much I want to do for one person! :-))) But I WILL do this service. I have to.

Chris appeared on ICQ back, but the talk we had wasn't nice. Today is a bad energy day, anyway. I got a quarrel with mom about money and about taking the cat to the wet. She just wouldn't, aying his awful exematic bald ear is just a change of hair! For more, to my greatest concern she's getting paranoic about black magic exercised by everyone she knows: this time she went too far - suspected Tania!!!!

Bro popped up only shortly and by off-line ICQ messages. If he knew how I miss him!... There was a film with Woopy Goldberg yesterday where she's rising a boy (her own raped her and commited suicide) and the end is when they part but she says it doesn't even matter if they see each other again - she'll always have him in the heart because there is a bond that is even stronger than blood kinship between them... And I remember what I though in the train on my way back - whatever there is, I have unbreakable connection with him in my heart, so it doesn't truly matter... Still I miss the joy of talking to him... Well, his bride must be there now, so he has even less time (although was lurking lately too, I just worry that there was nothing because of which he decided to limit and then stop communication with me......) I wonder if he took her to his parents this time? Or is it not a tradition in Norway to introduce future wives to parents?... Well, I was giving myself a word I won't mess in - those are their problems... He underwent his surgery and was back from somewhere... I haven't seem him truly from last Wednesday but his bride should arrive only at Saturday and he was to his parents the week before it... OK, not messing in. Good the surgery is good and hope we'll interact more in the future and fruitful... (BTW, such a strange feeling something went wrong with them... but never mind!)

OK, I scanned today this article about women in men's world, will translate for my site... And now I must go home.

P.S. I'm amazed how CDDB has all the CDs even russian ones - whatever I insert in the player, it find the description and track list! :-))

AND!!!!! Dima's SON WAS BORN TODAY! I just got a message in the evening (DKU is Dima):

"DKU arrived Odessa at 2200 02/05 - OK

and Today (03/05/00) at 0710 was born Yaroslav Dmitrievich Kulikovskikh

with weight - 3.530 kg and hight - 54 cm

the mother and the child are happy and at a nice mood"

Wow, got back home just in time! Happy parentship to them and good health to Yarik!