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5 May 2000
20:30:43

It has been a lazy week - I can't remeber what so special I have been doing at work... ;-P But then again, it was a very short week.

Yesterday we got my cat to the vet with mom, yet I was behind her all the time and missed it. (My cat has something awful on the ear - it's bald and looks like a pig's one). We'll have to do him SOME treatment!

Also it's time to get right to buy out the yard WC beside our house but for that we'll have to pay firemen (bribe). I haven't found my hundre and there are several birthdays coming... What shall I do???????????????

Else, I've been to the library got my great salary of 30 hrivna, then walked and talked with tania yesterday in the evening. Later met Tatiana's extrasense daughter and came in - she've been looking ofr me too and we got some nice talk... I guess it was an evening of talks... And I've caught at last that I was back to thinking too much...

My foot is aching in the toe and after the cat before work I'm going everyday by a small street where a woman I know lives, she saw me from the balcony, invited for some coffe, we've talked a bit. She said she has sights sometimes and just seen that within 2 years I'll be married and leave abroad. About my foot, this woman and Tatiana told me good recipies and said it's almost for sure salts, but I was thinking of the reasons - it's connected with destiny, the legs...

I felt my bro almost completely overlapping me now by astral position... And I've been thinking too much again about it - like caught by nose to a wall... But it was day of making plans and I was making an "order" for a lvoely man ;-) and to turn away from this wall because it's the only way to have a chance to ever erase it from my life... ANd the perfect method is given by him! :-) I strated very well but now I understood I've got on thinking again! Have to stop it (how to avoid listening to killer words? don't listen at all!)

I scanned photos in the library yesterday but I'll have to be back tomorrow to finish it (didn't have enough time). Don't want to go to this work for more that we don't even know if it's a working day for us. Will however probably drop in to initiate and to end later defragmentation because the speed is killer turtly or better I'll ask Marina who will be here to do it. Kostas called today, already drunk and now will come to my home with beer (perfect - I wanted exactly some drink today!), so I'd better get going.

Well, today I think I'm doing pretty fine - new direction is taken, the wall is somewhere behind and don't bother me much (well, I wished for it on magic day!), I think I'm beginning to succeed at blessed non-thinking-but-feeling thing again :-) So, shortly things are going very well, finally, just have to keep that direction.

I only think that I show troubling signs in one thing - overwatched Highlander: I saw a dream today that I'm immortal and have some romantic affair with Methos!!!!! :-)))))))))))))))

 
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