Today in the morning it was so nice! The weather was fine, sun shining very warmly.

However I was cold all day long and now sit in my coat, my fingers freeze.

The connection seems to be null after 14.00 and that's on my computer only for some reason! I couldn't get my mail and have done almost nothing because of it whole day long. Of course that doesn't add optimism if you count one letter was printed out and it practically forbids any creativity.

My bro's bride again was telling me her pretentions today for my break down while in Piter. Oh my God, does this girl knows that she's not the most perfect being and that she hurts by this too and can she forgive to people their differencies?...

Tania promised to call and pass to see me today but she's not calling. What a day!? I think I better call her myself

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Tania was visiting me in the evening and although feeling like unable to tell my impressions, I told her few episodes of my trip. What she thinks? She feels pity towards my N-bro. When I asked her why she said: "because he could have so much deeper!..." and I know that's what he was dreaming about... and I know he could! But he have to learn it by himself.