Today finally Netscape was installed! But that was nearly all I did for work today. I was reading my e-mail. I had to write our yesterday's staff meeting report to all PHers but it was a too difficult task to afford, so I took the records home for Sunday possible work.

I discovered a bad thing - seems my last message to listbot didn't go through and now it looks like I'm totally disgusting - deleted the list without a single word... A gril wrote me about this and I explained her shortly... Hope she'll tell the others.

I brought my poems like Tatyana Borisovna asked and she brought hers. So we had such a poetic evening :-) She made me sign a copy of my two best global poems for her and her voluntary helper who was there (forgot the name as always) and one for Polina's birthday which is 31st.

Than we had a long talk about my inner conflict with a certain type of girls. I think I needed this talk because my throat still aches and T.B. says it can be because I don't speak out some powerful emotions. I admitted that probably Vika Drach irritates me more because of her resemblance to my bro's bride with whom I can't totally get along with. T.B. said I have to understand what she's feeding energy from, later explained, on our way home already: there is 4 types of women by energy requirment: women-guardian, woman-prize, woman-inspiration and... already forgot! She promised to give me the book to read, where it's written about this all. That would be great!

Bro says in a e-mail that he understands I don't like when someone tries to get on my back for I'm his sister and he doesn't like it too and it's a family thing. Isn't he just sweet? :-)

As to the powerful emotions expression, I remebered again how easy was before for me this thing - writing poems and that's all. I discovered that I didn't write 5 poems last year... I wish I could get firmly back to the wave of inspiration and emotions circle flow through poesy, for my energy really needs some fresh air :-)

Tatyana Borisovna is really inspiring. I'm still EXTREMELY lucky to work with such people like many here! :-)