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19 May 2000 Nice mood today, don't know even why! In the ladys' novel, the main women charcter I think was a kind of caricature to myself - I thought, how shameful and boring for a men, for a woman to be a grumbler!... and I've been very close to this for a long time. There was no response for my computer price quality and I've sent out the bigger bill. My weekly-report was a bit too free literary I'm afraid, but I hope I've not done next mistake, things seem much more clear now when Jared answered my questions and named the instance for further clarifications - Han, who have been incredibly helpful for me this week. I think I'm trying to talk to bro in Norsk and that's really helpful too, although my memory is not the best but the practice is the main teacher, even if such little things we constantly tell each other about howareyous and busydays. Highlander series I think were final for McLeod today (he left somewhere in Unknown) and it was a gorgeous 2 series. Unexpectedly I've got two "love" e-mails, one of them coming suspectively from Harry trying to pass fro someone esle and another one reply to an e-mail few weeks old... Do I begin to make progress in this issue that it's opening a bit for me? Even afraid to tell to not "scare away" this little dream-goal-problem resolving... I should kep trying :-))) I love this world, this worls is my lover! :-))) The wind caresses me, the sun kisses me and the birds are singing sweet songs for my ears :-))) This spring is wonderful and Acacia is driving me crazy! Talked to my neighbourghs at work today. They use I-Phone that installed at home too. Should transfer the prog and the crack to bro to try it. The cute guy named Dima is nice but I guess I was too phylosophic and independant in my thoughts woman to really attract men, yet another issue from those "stupid women novels" came up to me - there SHOULD be someone who is looking for a person like me, nothing less, and I should trust life, and wait for him to find me - the one who truly needs me will crush all the walls on his way... Yet, I'm not closed for anything now... Who knows, if not then not, Innamorata in Highlander - two ment for each other who can never be together... not sad, love could be spent in many ways that I want to learn! I just love this world and want to love a man and to be loved, without any thought, just take all pleasures of this!... Just feel God in it. OK, I have to go to Laptev, give him this MP3 Vivaldi's collection, drink beer and have fun! :-))) Nice weekedn to me! :-))))) And may God keep and augment this feeling of love in my soul! I wish that with all my heart. :-)))) La-la-la-la!!! ;-)))))))))) |
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