Today is a day of wisdom acquirment. Dreams can help learn crucial for spiritual development things too. I was woken up suddenly and don't remeber my drems but I had a feeling of having a shining elliptical or more exactly egg shape with the center in my heart and as big as around my corp. Mom is very agitated what I usually cannot stand and she was asking me about 7 times about our alarm clock which reset time after disconnecting it from power plug before she understood that it's because the batteries are down. Usually it would irritate me, right from the slip, but it didn't today. I felt this shining shape protecting me from any bad energy which would be irritation.... When I was going at work in a packed trolleybus later I remebered this feeling and begain to evoke it in me because I feel it would be a great step to have this feeling always and that it's a product of my happy feeling lately. Guess what? A man who was sitting took my too hard bags :-))

At work I have found a very nice site explaining culture and many useful things for foreigners wishing to get married to russian women. One exception was inexactitude about Internet accessible only to some vicious women because of costs and I have written the author about it. We'll see.

Noone of 3 interesting persons I emailed basing on their personal ads replied me. Well, never mind. I just rely on God.

I have finally began rather successfull work on website graphics. I installed yesterday cyrillic fonts, and today, I have installed Extensis plugins to Photoshop to have bars and noticed one of them lets me make shaped text in Photoshop, no more need for Illustrator! and I can edit the text later! :-) So, I've finished the base for PH logo - the only thing I NEEDED to copy exactly for web-site with translation to Ukrainian and that no one could send me a copy that could be easily edited, so I used what I scanned and reworked and added text successfully today.

Yesterday Tania was feeling down, since Monday, but we did met, although I had to run to catch her leaving our meeting place. Marina in the office feels light depression too. may be that's Holy Week, like I said, but I felt that I've won this feeling yesterday and today I go on moving - I'm very content I make success in spiritual self-feeling ;-)

Also, I decided to fold at last the Norsk manuals my bro's bride made copies for me (I noticed one book has skipped pages and copies upside down on two sides, well... thanks for having that at all), so I go now to Korchinski, the man who as I learned failed to become my step-father, the only one I would like. We haven't seen each other for about half a year and he does care about me like about a kind of daughter, so I guess some pleasant time-spending for today, first of Aquarius Moon days which shouldn't be passed in loneliness, is granted. have to go!! ;-))

"Happy shining people always!" (R.E.M) :-)))