Crossroads
Issue#4 July 28, 2003
The Philosopher's Stone
NewsLetter
Crossroads

Tree of Life

Alchemy
by Simon Christopher

Grimoire
Enchantments cast on a
Journey of Enlightenment
Stone Warez
My new store where you can purchase various crap depicting art featured in
The Philosopher`s Stone.

Between Good and Evil

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New Additions!
Chesed: Air
Binah:
Mother
Chokmah: One

 

Having recently studied the life of Jesus, through various non-biblical sources, I realized something that I would like to share with you. As many of you may recall, near the end of his life, Jesus spent 40 days in the desert, ending in the temptation by Satan, as told in Matthew (4:1-11) and Luke (4:1-13):

Then Jesus was led by the spirit into the desert to be tempted by the devil. After fasting forty days and nights, he was hungry. The tempter came to him and said, “If you are the Son of God, tell these stones to become bread.” Jesus answered, “It is written: ‘Man does not live on bread alone, but on every word that comes from the mouth of God.’”. The devil took him to the holy city and had him stand on the highest point of the temple. “If you are the son of God,” he said, “throw yourself down. For it is written: ‘He will command his angels concerning you, and they will lift you up in their hands, so that you will not strike your foot against a stone.’ ” Jesus said, “It is also written: “Do not put the Lord your God to the test.’ ” Again the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendour. “All this I will give to you,” he said, “if you will bow down and worship me.” Jesus said to him, “Away from me, Satan! For it is written: “Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only.’ ” Then the devil left him, and angels came and attended him.

As I understand this passage, each temptation was aimed at the pride of Jesus. The first two tempt him to show-off his powers, by turning stones to bread and defying the laws of gravity. From the passage it would appear that Jesus was humble enough, as he did not perform any tricks for the satisfaction of his own self-esteem. But he did, in fact, perform both of these miracles on other occassions. The miracle of loaves and fishes is told in Matthew (14:13-21)

When Jesus heard what had happened, he withdrew by boat privately to a solitary place. Hearing of this, the crowds followed him on foot from the towns. When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them and healed their sick. As evening approached, the disciples came to him and said, "This is a remote place, and it's already getting late. Send the crowds away, so they can go to the villages and buy themselves some food." Jesus replied, "They do not need to go away. You give them something to eat." "We have here only five loaves of bread and two fish," they answered. "Bring them here to me," he said. And he directed the people to sit down on the grass. Taking the five loaves and the two fish and looking up to heaven, he gave thanks and broke the loaves. Then he gave them to the disciples, and the disciples gave them to the people. They all ate and were satisfied, and the disciples picked up twelve basketfuls of broken pieces that were left over. The number of those who ate was about five thousand men, besides women and children.

Matthew (14:22-31) also tells the story of Jesus taking liberty with the laws of nature

Immediately Jesus made the disciples get into the boat and go on ahead of him to the other side, while he dismissed the crowd. After he had dismissed them, he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone, but the boat was already a considerable distance[1] from land, buffeted by the waves because the wind was against it. During the fourth watch of the night Jesus went out to them, walking on the lake.When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified. "It's a ghost," they said, and cried out in fear. But Jesus immediately said to them: "Take courage! It is I. Don't be afraid." "Lord, if it's you," Peter replied, "tell me to come to you on the water." "Come," he said. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, "Lord, save me!" Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. "You of little faith," he said, "why did you doubt?"

Now, it can be argued that in both of these cases Jesus used his powers in aid of others, whereas he resisted the temptation to use the powers for himself. However, it may also be argued that there is no such thing as a purely atruistic act as well. My revelation comes from the third temptation, which is clearly different than the other two. Jesus is not asked to demonstrate a power he already possesses, he is offered a bargain by Satan: worship me and you will rule the world.

Taking a look at the current state of affairs, I think it is fair to say that Jesus rules a substantial portion of the spiritual minds of the world - just as he was offered by Satan. Furthermore, given the Crusades, the Inquisition, and the multitude of other atrocities committed in the last two millenia by Christians, I think it is also fair to say that there is a great deal of evil committed in the name of Jesus. So, although it is told in the Gospels that he was resistant, it does appear as though Jesus may have taken the bait.

A parallel to the story of the temptation can be found in the Arthurian legends, with the tale of

Sir Gawain and the Green Knight

From Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia.

Synopsis
The Challenge
The story, set in verse, begins at King Arthur's court at Camelot one Christmas. As Arthur's court is feasting, a stranger, the gigantic Green Knight, on horseback and armed with an axe, enters the hall and lays down a challenge. One of Arthur's knights may take the axe and strike a single blow against the Green Knight, on the condition that the Green Knight, if he survives, will return the blow one year and one day later. Sir Gawain, the youngest of Arthur's knights, accepts the challenge and chops off the giant's head. The Green Knight, still alive, picks up his own head, reminds Gawain to meet him at the Green Chapel in a year and a day, and rides off.

Sir Gawain's Journey
Almost a year later, Sir Gawain sets off in the finest armour, on his horse Gringalet, to find the Green Chapel and complete his bargain with the Green Knight. His shield is marked with the pentangle, a symbol of Biblical origin, which is to remind him of his knightly obligations. The journey takes him from the isle of Anglesey to a castle somewhere in the West Midlands. Gawain meets the lord of the castle and his beautiful wife, who tell him that the Green Chapel is close by, and suggest that he stay with them.

The Lord's Bargain
The lord, before setting off on a day's hunting, offers a deal to Sir Gawain. The lord will give Gawain whatever he catches, on condition that Gawain gives to the lord, without explanation, whatever he might gain during the day. Gawain accepts. That night, while the lord is still away, the lady of the castle visits Gawain's room and tries to seduce him, claiming that she knows of the reputation of Arthur's knights as great lovers. Gawain, however, keeps to his promise to remain chaste until his mission to the Green Chapel is complete, and yields nothing but a single kiss. When the lord returns with the deer he has killed, he hands it straight to Sir Gawain, as agreed, and Gawain responds by returning the lady's kiss to the lord. According to the lord's bargain, Gawain refuses to explain where he won the kiss.
On his second night, Gawain again receives a visit from the lady, and again politely refuses her advances. Next day, when the lord returns, there is a similar exchange of a hunted boar for two kisses.

On his third night, when the lady visits his chamber, Gawain maintains his chastity but accepts a silk girdle as a parting gift. The next day, the lord returns with a fox, which he exchanges with Gawain for three kisses.

The Meeting with the Green Knight
The next day, Gawain leaves for the Green Chapel, with the lady's silk girdle hidden under his armour, and accompanied by a guide from the lord's castle. Leaving the guide, who is afraid to approach the Green Chapel, Gawain finds the Green Knight busy whetting the blade of an axe in readiness for the fight. As arranged, the Green Knight attempts to behead Gawain, but after three attempts Gawain remains only slightly injured. The Green Knight then reveals himself to be an alter ego of the lord of the castle, Bertilak de Hautdesert, and explains that the three axe blows were for the three occasions when Gawain was visited by the lady. The third blow, which drew blood, was a punishment for Gawain's acceptance of the silk girdle.
The Green Knight explains that Gawain's trial was arranged by Morgain le Fay, mistress of the wizard Merlin and now a guest at Hautdesert castle. The two men part on cordial terms, Gawain returning to Camelot. There, Sir Gawain recounts his adventure to Arthur and explains his shame at having partially succumbed to the lady's attempts, if only in his mind. Arthur refuses to blame Gawain and decrees that all his knights should henceforth wear a green sash in recognition of Gawain's courage and honour.

With the third temptation by the seductress, Gawain accepted and kept for himself something he shouldn't have. What I now believe is, so did Jesus. Most assuredly, he was resistant to the greater temptations, just as Gawain resisted the advances of the seductress, but in his pride he accepted the gift of immortality and godhood. And, Truth be told, isn't immortality, which is the making eternal of a particular ego, the ultimate selfish act? And doesn't selfishness equate with evil? Arthur, or in Jesus's case, God, forgives the hero for his transgression and grant's his wish.

Immortality is available to everyone, and there are many paths which lead there. If it is something you desire, just know that all roads run between, and contain, both Good and Evil.

Simon.

Simon Christopher
Morte Nunquam Reget


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