You're no better than he - caught up in your dramas and missing everything you'v been meant to see.
your financial scares seemingly motivate you wrongly. At this age, you should havv less important things to worry about.
One day you wake up and realize you're 40. problems never cease to complicate your lie. Athey're only complicating when you have something else that needs to be tended to first.
I see your problems which cause me to rethink things in terms of responsibility. Money is something you should collect now for the freedom you crave in a few years.
You should learn your priorities...or maybe I should learn mine.