Ice
By Heather Ann Weber

It’s burdened in my soul
Independence I can’t control
Damn myself to the hell that I belong
Where the ice burns inside my chest
And where it pains when I exhale.
In my large, empty world…cold…
Why do I bear hope? The hope for love?
Why does does God give me such pain?
When not even he will hold me
At night.
The one who knows me does not care.
Denies it. Denies me.
So does he even care at all?
Does he see when
My skin trembles, from my heart
Warmth applied on the surface
Grows pain and suffering within
I will wear my facade of joy
Cloak my soul from emotion
My smile and blank face hides
The torture within
Please future beloved,
Hold me tight in the mid of twilight
So that I shall never break away.