PROPHET

I followed desert suns
Alone, these thirty years,
A goatskin knotted round my sex,
My fodder what I found,
My shelter under rocks,
My visions in my eye
That mapped the slow wind flowing
Across the sunwashed dunes, or the
Scuffed dwarf spoor of the ant.
Once these kept me happy.

Tufted with tamarisk
The tawny dunes end
Suddenly in shadow.
The ridged rocks rise.
The known desolate land
Kisses my bare feet.
Infested by winged things
The rough hair of the sky
Teems in the sun's eye.
Kindling the dunes, the enraged
Wind beats up sand. The awkward ant
Gnaws in a dry pasture.

I have aged.
 

KEY

Ground in the Victorian lock, stiff,
With difficulty screwed open,
To admit me to the seven mossed stairs
And the badly kept garden.

Who runs to me in memory
Through flowers destroyed by no love

But the child with brown hair and eyes,
Smudged all over with toffee?

I lick his cheeks. I bounce him in air.
Two bounces, he disappears.

Fifteen years later, he redescends,
Not as a postponed child, but a letter
Asking me for his father who now possesses
No garden, no home, not even any key.