Perfection
Grade school in the post WWII and post civil war Greece was
in the same stressed for resources condition as the rest of the country.
Classes were doubled up, and the children ended up hearing next years lessons
while occupied with reading and writing, and the year after had as
background the class they had outgrown. There were about sixty children in a
class for thirty, squeezed three at a time into desks built for two, which
helped a bit in the winter, as there was no heating.
A prize was given each year by a foundation for the best student of the sixth
grade. When I was in fifth grade it was obvious who the best student was to all
the children, of both grades. It was Mary, who was always ready with answers
for everything. Nevertheless, the end of the year report card of Mary, was two
points lower then the one of Electra. Those two points were in calligraphy and
drawing, where she had a nine instead of a ten. The prize went to Electra, to
the great chagrin of all children. It came out that Electra had had the teacher
at home for private tutoring, something forbidden , but in those hard times
nobody was really checking.
That was what turned me militant at twelve. I decided this would not happen to
me, even though my father was against private tutoring since it was not needed.
I have never ever studied and worked as much in the rest of my academic
life, as I worked the year I was twelve, in order not to leave any excuse for
not being awarded the prize. I remember walking in the garden for hours
learning by heart history, geography, plants, what have you, over and over
again. Maths was easy for me.
That year the teacher was obliged by the ministry to keep a daily report
card of every time the student was examined and graded. I still have it. It is
all full of 10, the highest mark. Nothing below, and I got the prize.
That year the Queen could not award it, and I curtsied instead to the
lady in waiting. I still have the prize, a children's books about a boy
Argonaut.