Why can't I look at you and smile?
When did things between us end? When did we fail? Why did you stop loving me? Why? Wasen't I good enough? When did you we stop trying? When did our love become a thing of the past? Why?
Sad isen't it? How no matter what you say or do to me.. When you come running back.. I'll be here.. Right here waiting for you.. I'll take you back.. No questions asked.. Sad ain't it?
.. But now I see how much it hurts you to be with me ..
I want what's yours.. I want what's mine.. I want you but I'm not giving in this time..
You were the one I loved.. The one thing that I tried to hold on to..
There's always something more you wish he'd say..
For a few moments you made me feel as thought I actually meant something to someone..
There's always some reason to feel not good enough..
Some people will work things out.. And other just don't know how to change..
Will we ever feel like that again?
The funniest thing is.. We're as close as ever.. But The farthest apart we've ever been..
Sometimes love, it can work out right.. Sometimes you never know.. But if it brings only pain to your life.. Don't be afraid to let it go..
He was the one who made me smile the most.. He was the one who made me cry the most too.. He was the one that brought me all the happiness I could handle.. He was the one who brought me so much pain I thought I would die.. He remains to be the only one that made me feel like I was in love.. He remains to be the only one that I ever gave so much.. It was him.. Always him..
It's finally sinking in.. You're gone.. It's finally getting to me.. I miss you.. I'm finally realizing.. There's no more me and you.. I now see the truth.. You left me this time for good.. It's finally sinking in now.. You're gone..
I'd give up everything just to feel you one last time..
So let me ask you this.. If I said I was moving on and never coming back.. What would you do?
I keep holding on.. Some say I'm stupid.. Some say I'm crazy.. But they can never know what it was like.. They can never know how it felt.. I keep loving you.. Most people call me pathetic.. Many call me insane.. But they can never know what I'm going though.. They will never see what I see.. They will never feel the way I feel.. So I'll just keep holding on..
You ask me why I cry.. Could it be because you don't see what I see? I see you with her every day.. I see you holding her with the same arms that held me.. I see you touching her with the same hands that touched me.. I see you looking at her with the sames eyes that looked at me.. I see you loving her the same way you loved me.. And you ask me why I cry...
We are the two pieces of the easiest damn puzzle on earth.. Anyone could figure out that we belong together.. But why is it so fuckin hard for you to figure that out?
I'll wait for you until the mountains cease to stand.. The oceans dry.. And the sky crashes down.. I just hope you don't accually make me wait that long..
There are three types of people in this world.. The ones who keep you alive.. The ones who would otherwise cause you to die.. And the ones who somehow manage to do both at the same time..
He's the only reason I live.. And the only reason I want to die..
Give me a chance.. And I'll let you see how nothing has changed..
