"THE UNPARDONABLE SIN" A V/M 'fic. Anything is possible.
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN DBZ
Author's Note: All the characters
belong to Akira Toriyama. I wrote the 'fic. This chapter will be packed with
drama, at least I hope it will. Trunks knows everything, or does he? Hang on to
your seats, 'cuz we're in for a bumpy ride! Enjoy!
Chapter 5: YESTERDAY'S DREAMS
~*~
"Where
is he?" Trunks demanded angrily, forcing his way into her apartment.
"He's
not here," she replied softly, closing the door behind him. She saw no
point in denying anything now. "How did you find out?"
"I
had a private detective follow you yesterday."
He
ignored the look of shock on her face. "I told you that I wouldn't give up
until I found out what you were hiding. How could you, Marron? How could you do
something like this?" he asked in shock and anger. "He's my father
for god's sake."
"It
just happened, Trunks. I never meant to hurt anyone, especially you."
"How
noble of you," he scoffed sarcastically. "Tell me, did you get your
kicks making a fool of me while I told you how much I was hurting? Did you run
back to my father and have a good laugh at my expense? You were soooo
convincing, telling me how sorry you were and how much you wanted them to get
back together. What a joke," he said bitterly.
"It
wasn't like that, Trunks!" she denied vehemently. "You know that I would
never do that to you on purpose."
"I
don't think I even know you anymore Marron. How long has this been going on?
Weeks? Months?"
"Whatever
you may think, I didn't plan any of this. We've only been together once since
last night. I was the one who insisted that we shouldn't see each other any
more. I knew he didn't want to hurt you and Bra, so I told him to go back to
Bulma."
"And
that's supposed to make me feel better? Face it, you may have told him to go
back to us, but you sure didn't waste anytime seeing him again once you found
out that he and my mom broke up."
Marron
placed her arms protectively over her abdomen, subconsciously. "I'm sorry
it happened this way, but I won't be sorry for caring about Vegeta."
"Just
like you 'CARED' about me?" he retorted.
"It
was never about you. I fought like hell, trying to deny that I had any feelings
for your father. I knew it was wrong, but I couldn't deny it anymore than I
could stop breathing."
"I
don't get it. You were always the good one, Marron. How could you sleep with my
own father? Do you have any idea how much you've hurt my family?"
Something
inside Marron snapped. She didn't know if it was the hormones, or the fact that
she resented Trunks giving her the riot act. She wasn't going to pretend that
she wasn't partly to blame, but she would be damned if she let her less than
perfect, friend judge her.
"I
deserve to find happiness and to be loved, just as much as anyone else. The
fact that I was always the 'good one' is irrelevant. I've already explained my
actions to you, and I resent YOU coming here and judging me. I know what I did
was wrong, and I'll spend the rest of my life regretting the way it happened.
But that doesn't give you the right to tell me to how to run my life. And
frankly Trunks, I'm getting tired of your bullying tactics. It doesn't work on
me anymore like when we were kids."
"DO
you actually think my father loves you?" he answered disdainfully.
"He doesn't know the meaning of the word."
"I
know that he cares for me, in his own way," she said softly. It was a
start. "I've known your father all my life Trunks. And I know what I'm
getting into."
"Do
you? I hope you do, because all you'll end up being is his whore."
Marron
wasted no time in crossing the distance between them and slapped him hard
across the cheek, with all the strength in her body.
"That's
ENOUGH!" she hissed angrily. "Now, get out, before I throw you
out."
Trunks
slowly lifted up his head and smirked at her, just like his father.
"I
only have one last thing to say before I go. My father left my mother for you.
What makes you think that he won't leave you for someone else?" he replied
silkily, letting the full weight of his words sink in.
Marron's
eyes stung with unshed tears, as she tried to hold them back. She had always
been afraid of that possibility, but hearing her fears and insecurities like
this hurt her to the core. She couldn't say anything in response, and Trunks
knew it, as he left her apartment.
Suddenly,
a searing pain ripped through her lower abdomen as she doubled over and
collapsed to the floor, writhing in pain. Throughout her fight with Trunks, the
pain she had experienced earlier had been magnified ten times more. She
struggled to pull herself up to get to the phone, but only succeeded in moving
a couple of steps before falling back to the floor and soon gave in to the
black void engulfing her, as she fainted from shock.
~*~
Marron
awoke to the smell of antiseptic and rubbing alcohol as she was urged awake by
the sound of unfamiliar voices.
"She's
waking up," someone said in relief.
"Miss
Kuri, can you hear me?"
She
turned her head toward the voice, slowly focusing on the stranger to her right.
Her throat felt dry and parched as she spoke.
"Where
am I?"
"You're
in a hospital. I am doctor Yamoto. How are you feeling?"
"Like
I was just hit by a Mack Truck."
"We
were worried for a minute there. You gave us all quite a fright."
"All
I remember is having abdominal cramps and falling to the floor before I blacked
out. Somehow I ended up here."
"You'll
be all right Miss Kuri. Your husband was worried that you wouldn't make it.
He's been waiting all night to see you."
"My
husband?" she repeated in confusion.
"I'll
get him for you." The doctor became very quiet. "You'll want to be
together at this difficult time."
He
and the nurse left just as Trunks entered the room. He slowly walked up to her
bedside with a pained expression on his face. He couldn't even look her in the
eye.
"Trunks?
You brought me here?"
"I
found you lying on the floor after you had passed out and brought you to the
emergency room. You've been in surgery for most of the night. Marron,
I...I..." he stammered.
"What
is it?"
"I
don't know how to tell you what I have to tell you."
Marron
stared at him briefly, before she began to realize what he was implying. She
began to shake her head in denial, dreading what he was going to say. "No.
No, it's not true."
"Marron,
the baby's gone," he blurted out. "You had a miscarriage."
"You're
lying Trunks! You're only doing this to get back at me," she replied
angrily, refusing to believe that her child was dead.
"I'm
so sorry," he whispered brokenly and wrapped his arms around her tiny
frame.
She
began to resist him by pummelling her fists against his chest, trying to push
him away from her.
"No!
It's not true! I hate you Trunks! I hate you for lying to me. How can you be so
cruel? Is this your sick way of getting revenge?"
He
gently grabbed both her wrists to keep her from struggling, forcing her to look
into his eyes.
"Marron,
listen to me! It's gone. It died inside of you. The doctors tried everything to
save the baby, but there was nothing you or anyone else could do. I'd give up
everything I had if I could change things, but I can't. I swear with all my
heart, that's the truth."
Her
eyes welled up with hot tears as they cascaded down her cheeks, as she realized
that it was all true. She had lost her little baby.
Finally,
she released her pain with an anguished cry as she buried her face against his
chest, weeping uncontrollably.
"Oh
Kami, not my baby!" she repeated over and over again.
Trunks
just held her as she continued to mourn over her loss. He felt tears spring to
his eyes as he shared her pain and sorrow. He had been so angry at Marron, his
father, and himself. But he never wanted this to happen in a million years. If
he had known she was pregnant, he wouldn't have upset her the way he did. It
was his fault that Marron had the miscarriage.
When
she could cry no more tears, she finally laid back against the pillows and
stared out the window as an eerie calmness had come over her.
"Is
this what you wanted, Trunks? To see me get the punishment I deserve?" she
asked quietly.
"No!
Never!" he denied automatically.
"Tell
me, what was it? A boy? A girl?" she asked, still staring out the window,
with a blank look in her eyes.
He
hesitated for a second, before telling her. "It was a boy," he
replied in a sombre voice.
Marron
closed her eyes to keep herself from crying again. "A boy...a son."
"The
doctor said that you could still have another child."
"It
won't replace the one I lost. I can't even wish him back now that the
Dragonballs are gone."
"I'm
sorry Marron," he said contritely.
"Please
just go Trunks. I want to be alone."
He
nodded and left her alone with her thoughts.
Vegeta
had wanted a son so much. She wished he was here by her side to comfort her,
but that was probably asking too much of him. Trunks had been right about one
thing. Now that the baby was gone, there was nothing to keep him from leaving
once he grew tired of her. Marron began to cry again until she fell asleep from
exhaustion. She had been drained both physically and mentally throughout her
ordeal.
A
lone figure stood outside of the window on the ledge watching her sleeping
form. He knew that something was wrong immediately, when he felt the spark of
his child's ki was gone. He had wanted to be the one to comfort her instead of
his son, but his pride wouldn't allow him to follow his heart. Instead, he had
stayed there all night watching over her, keeping a constant vigil.
He
crept into the room and slowly walked over to her. The light from the overhead
lamp bathed her in a soft light, making her look like some sort of fallen
angel. For one brief moment, he allowed the back of his fingers to softly trace
over her cheek, as he wiped away the tears that stained her beautiful face.
Marron stirred slightly, but remained in slumber. She looked so fragile like
this. In that moment, he knew that the child they had lost had been a boy.
Another son.
Vegeta
gritted his teeth in anger and took off to deal with his own pain.
TO
BE CONTINUED...