
(Mangan Collection)
According to investigative writer Dan E. Moldea in The
Killing of Robert F. Kennedy, young Sirhan was abused as a boy by
his father, who seemed unable to understand American customs and,
therefore, grew resentful of this new life. Deserting his wife and
family, he eventually returned to his homeland. Mary Sirhan, faced with
the prospect of raising her children by herself, got a job as a
teacher’s aide in a Pasadena nursery school and, by all accounts,
worked hard and learned fast.
Her son Sirhan was quiet and polite, a good student, and
had many friends. At John Muir High School, he studied two difficult
languages, German and Russian, and, as a side activity, joined the
California Cadets, "a type of high school ROTC," as Moldea
explains. He enjoyed the Cadets’ occasional trips to the National
Guard Armory, where students were allowed to shoot .22 caliber rifles at
practice targets.
In 1963, Sirhan Sirhan enrolled in City College, but
generally ducked, instead hanging out at a local Denny’s restaurant
with fellow AWOLs. His college education slid; he quit in early 1965
when his sister Aida, whom he adored, was stricken with leukemia.
Sirhan worked frequently, but at low-paying jobs – as
a salesman for a health food store or a groomsman at the Santa Anita
Racetrack. He loved the latter and wanted very badly to become a jockey.
Although his small physical stature was ideal, he lacked the nerve,
according to an acquaintance. After a series of horse-riding accidents,
which sent him to the hospital, his career dreams ended. Nevertheless,
Sirhan continued to hang out at the track, sometimes betting away his
entire check on one or two races. The most money he purportedly owned at
any one time was a $1,700 settlement check after falling off a horse. Of
possessions, his only one was a 1956 DeSoto.
Religiously, his doctrines changed often, the ones
holding the longest interest being Baptist, Seventh Day Adventism and
several forms of occultism.
"As an alien, Sirhan did not have the right to vote
in America," Moldea says. "Although he felt strongly about the
Middle East situation and expressed the belief that he was
‘disenfranchised from the American establishment,’ Sirhan did not
belong to a political party. But (it appeared that he) supported the
Baath Party, which operated in the Middle East."
As for his motive in killing Robert Kennedy, the SUS
sought that amid the lines of scratch on the pages of his notebooks.
Scrawlings between their covers brought hard accusation. They read,
"RFK must die," "Robert F. Kennedy must be assassinated
before June 5, 1968," and "My determination to eliminate RFK
is becoming more (and) more of an unshakable obsession…(He) must be
sacrificed for the cause of the poor exploited people."
Through witness interviews, the SUS discovered that
Sirhan had attended two previous Kennedy assemblies. One fellow
remembered seeing Sirhan at one, looking "completely out of
character…very intense and sinister." And another person placed
him at a June 2 speech, two days before the assassination.
The overall finding of the SUS, is defined in this
excerpt: "Sirhan was a self-appointed assassin. He decided that
Bobby Kennedy was no good because he was helping the Jews. And he was
going to kill him."