Again
it was raining. The rain went off and on for the past several days, but the
clouds never went away. It wasn’t even much of a rain, more like drizzle. Leck
looked up at the gray sky with hatred. “You probably can’t give a good rain
if your life depended on it.” He said softly and intensely. Ever since his
capture, he wasn’t allowed to go anywhere but the quarry and back to the
gremlin outpost. Every day was the same: Woken up at dawn, shoed to the quarry,
which was a mile away from the outpost. Break stone and carry as much of it back
to the outpost. Unload, and repeat the procedure until nightfall. Sometime in
the afternoon, he and the other slaves would be given food consisting of meat
and some wild vegetables. After all work was done, they would be given the same
food, and it was always undercooked – lunch or dinner. At least there was
plenty of it; Leck never went hungry – although he did get stomachaches from
time to time.
There
were sixteen slaves including Leck – all were men. Most were farmers, but
there were two who used to be soldiers – as Leck found out after his first few
days. One of the two took Leck under his wing, and helped him out whenever Leck
needed it. The soldier’s name was Fighil. The man was of average height, in
his early thirties with shoulder length blond hair. Like the rest of the slaves,
Fighil mostly kept to himself, and Leck virtually had to bully him into talking;
“I have a son about your age back home,” he admitted one late
evening, about a month after Leck’s capture. I didn’t see much of him for
the last ten years, and it looks like I won’t be seeing for another ten, if at
all. He would be about your age now,” Fighil gave him a sidelong look, “I
can’t help him, but by helping you, maybe I…” he left it hanging.
Some
slaves attempted to run away, but most were caught and brought back. All of the
escapees were beaten to death in front of the whole group as an example. This
was considered great entertainment by the gremlins, which surrounded the
runaway, and threw rocks at him until the man wouldn’t get up. At that point
he would be thrown into the fire. Always closed his eyes, and prayed to
Mishirak, god of death - that the man died quickly. Another major form of
entertainment were ‘The
Fights.’
It
was ‘The Fights’ that Leck hated the most. Every five days, the gremlins
gathered in the evening after dinner, lit up several torches and ground fires,
and made the slaves fight against one another. Usually on fists.
Most of the time one on one, sometimes two on two. From time to time, the
‘gladiators’ would be given sticks or clubs as weapons. The fight would last
until one of the slaves went down and couldn’t get up. Leck didn’t fight
often, but he had his share of broken ribs, and bruises. He learned all kinds of
tricks from Fighil and from watching the soldiers fight, and although he
wasn’t nearly as strong as the older slaves, he was faster than most of them.
Fighil told him after his first fight, “If you don’t want to get your nose
broken again, learn to move faster. Otherwise you’ll last about as long as a
runaway slave.” And Leck learned.
Sometimes
a gremlin would disobey an order, and he would be forced to fight with a slave.
The gremlins really went wild during those fights, because if the slave got the
slightest advantage – which wasn’t often, the spectators would throw his
opponent a club or a sword. If a slave refused to fight another slave, he would
be tortured until he agreed, or until he died. Usually no one refused to fight
another gremlin, even if the fight turned unfair. At this point of their lives,
the slaves hated the gremlins more than anything else.
Another
notion that revolted Leck out of his pants, were the gremlin children, which
tried to behave like their gremlin-fathers. At first Leck was surprised – what
were children doing in a war-outpost? Then it came to him that they were born
here – as a result of the male gremlins’ need for pleasure. The parents
placed no hold on their rascals, and there were times when Leck had to fight for
his life with many of them. Never before in his life had he imagined any
children being this cruel. Any time he was alone, he had to constantly watch out
for flying rocks, a rope stretched low to the ground, and other similar traps.
There were twenty or so females that cooked, chopped firewood, and made
clothing. All of them were very busy at night. Leck couldn’t remember a night
when he wasn’t woken up by a screams and moans. Those screams were worse than
any other torments that were provided in the camp. He had no choice but t shut
them out, as if they didn’t exist. At first it was hard. But now… He
wasn’t sure who he was anymore. There was filth and perversion all around him,
but he didn’t care. Most of his emotions left him. Except hatred. And fear.
And maybe a little bit of hope. Whatever common sense he had left within him,
was directed toward survival. There was an enemy behind every tree, every rock.
There were traps set up everywhere. When he was in the company of others, he
tried to put on a calm appearance, but his nerves were always stretched into a
tight rope.
It
was getting colder. Leck tried not to think about it, but he couldn’t deny the
fact that winter is well on its’ way. His clothes wouldn’t serve him very
well; there were more holes in them than he could count. How long has he been
here, five months, six, seven… Now, it wasn’t important. How long would he
stay here, that was the big question.
Another
two or three weeks went by, and the first snow came. The slaves were informed
that a band of gremlins would be stopping by in a few days. The visiting band
had their own slaves, and one group will face the other. Because of this
important event, the slaves were given a ‘day off’, so they could sharpen
their combat skills. They were divided into pairs, and a gremlin was posted with
each pair, to make sure they didn’t spend their time in foolishness. Leck was
made to fence with one of the soldiers, and though he was the best swordsman of
all the slaves, Leck wasn’t much worse. He knew he would be made to
participate in the upcoming fights. He had grown in strength considerably over
the past half year, and the sword training from Torin was useful when fighting
with clubs. Thrusting with a club was very unusual, but was very effective if
the attacker had good aim. Focus on the neck, Torin taught him…
Leck
tried not to think about Torin, and because he tried
not to think about him, Torin was in his mind every day. Leck hoped with all his
heart that Torin got away. But in
his mind, he knew it was a vain hope.
THE FIGHTS – AND ESCAPE
“Come
on boy, is that all you’ve got?” Leck’s adversary asked for the fourth
time. The man was as wiry as Leck, and a little shorter. He was also as old as
his father, but none of it mattered. He would make the man fall even if it were
his long lost brother. There was no other choice. He would win. He might have to
kill for it, but he would win. This night, the price for victory was freedom –
the ultimate dream of every slave.
Fighil
coughed, clearing his throat; “Yes your honorship that is right. Each of us
won six fights.”
The gremlin
looked directly at Leck, and scowled. Then his gaze flickered to Fighil and to
the huge fellow. “I deshide; You” pointing at Fighil and the giant, “gho.
You,” pointing to Leck, “shtay.” Leck’s heart dropped to the floor, and
he thought he was about to faint, (not only from the shock, but also from the
terrible smell). He stood dumbfounded, opening and closing his mouth, when
Fighil spoke up, his voice tighter than a walking rope; “Your honorship, let
the boy go, I’ll stay in his stead.” Leck looked at Fighil shockingly. The
man was giving up his freedom, his life for someone he knew only half a year!
Fighil didn’t even look at Leck, he kept his eyes on the gremlin.
The fiend was about to answer something, but as he opened his
mouth the smaller gremlin elbowed him, and whispered a few choppy sentences in
gremlin-speak. Leck learned a little of the language, but heard and understood
only one word; ‘kill’ – which also stood for punished, hurt, bring pain,
murder. The bigger gremlin’s mouth split into a wide toothy grin. If Leck
wasn’t busy looking in disgust at the yellow broken teeth, he would see murder
screaming in the ugly brute’s eyes.
“Ghood,”
the gremlin snarled still grinning, “I schenge mind.” He waved his hand in a
dismissing motion, “all gho. All faree.”
They were running through the forest. Leck had a vague idea of
where they were, but his two companions didn’t have a clue – so he was the
guide. They ran south, figuring that eventually they would get out of the
forest, and maybe even hit a road.
“It will…
will… get dark…” Fighil breathed heavily, “In… half-hour. We…
can’t run in dark…”
‘Thank
heavens,’ – Leck thought. “Let’s… stop. Hey… Hey, Giant man!”
The giant
stopped so suddenly that Leck crashed into his back. Acting as if nothing
happened, he looked at Leck inquiringly. His breathing seemed to be of someone
who walked for less than a mile.
“We’re
stopping for the night.” Leck said, as soon as he got some of his breath back.
“It’s too dangerous…” his voice trailed off, because at that point the
giant turned around and walked off into the nearest bushes. Leck exchanged
worried looks with Fighil. Was the man right in the head?
The giant
returned several minutes later, with a huge club in his hand. It looked like a
small tree completely ripped out of the ground. Leck caught his breath: he knew
he himself could lift such a tree, but to use it a weapon, and wield it with one
hand! Leck had never seen such strength. But to arm themselves with some kind of
weapons was definitely a good idea. He was a little surprised he didn’t think
of it himself.
“All
gods damn me, why didn’t I think of arming ourselves! All of my discipline –
gone, like the last year’s crop,” Fighil grumbled, as they walked around
looking for some stout sticks. “Next thing you know I’ll be forgetting to
put my boots on. And then my pants…”
They
found two half-decent clubs, and discovered a small stream, somewhat covered by
a thin crust of ice. Leck suddenly realized how thirsty and dirty he was.
Drinking his fill and washing off most of the dirt and sweat, he made himself
eat some of the greasy food they were given, and gathered up some dead leaves
into a pile that served him as his bed. After eating their share, his two
companions added to the pile and they lay down side by side, hoping their shared
body-heat will keep them warm. Still, none of them could sleep. The temperature
was a little above zero, and it wasn’t much warmer than in the slave barracks,
but every sound every breath of the wind kept them awake. After what seemed like
hours and hours – but in reality was less than half-hour, Fighil rose to his
feet, and picked up his club. I’m
going to stand guard for a while. I’ll wake you when I get tired.” – he
whispered.
“Ok,
good idea.” Leck grinned, “I think you fully made up for forgetting to arm
ourselves."”- He wasn’t sure, but he thought the giant’s mouth formed
into a smile.
The
night passed by quietly. At four in the morning while it was dark, the three
started out. They walked slowly, feeling their way more than seeing it. The
clubs turned into walking sticks. Without any trouble, they reached the end of
the forest the next day, and came upon a farmhouse one hour after they left the
outskirts of the forest.
*
* *
“Kind
sir, don’t you think that if we were brigands the last thing on our minds
would be asking you for directions?” Leck spoke patiently, in an even tone of
voice. After that, his voice grew louder with every syllable. “If we were
brigands, don’t you think we’d ambush you, beat you to death,” – the
farmer took a step back, and clutched his shovel as if it was a club. “And
then go to your house, kill your kids and rape your wife? Wouldn’t that make
more sense?” – Leck found himself shouting the last sentence.
“The
the the… r-r-r-oad is-sa thatway” – the farmer’s voice trembled, as he
pointed a shaky finger in the right direction.
“Why
thank you for your help, friend. May good fortune smile upon you and your
family.” Fighil said, as they turned towards the road. They heard the farmer
breaking into a dead run before they took their second step. Leck turned to
Fighil, to find the seasoned soldier staring at him in concern.
“I’m
inviting you all to my castle,” Leck said forcing his voice to sound cheerful,
and ignoring Fighil. Once they were on the road, Leck was sure he could figure
out where his castle approximately was. “We’ll rest for a few days, and then
I’ll need your help to find a good friend.
*
* *
Pain.
That’s what life is about. Pain, and suffering. Torin regained his
consciousness, and the agony came back. Sometimes Torin talked to the pain,
begging it, pleading with it to go away. But the pain wouldn’t listen, and his
torturers wouldn’t kill him. He probably had more wounds on his body than
there were stars in the sky. He constantly sweated, and he was sure that each
drop of sweat was actually blood. Not that he could see anything in the
darkness. How long has he been down here – only gods knew.
Torin
remembered his last conversation very clearly. It was ten, maybe twenty days
ago, he wasn’t sure. His torturers washed him, dressed him in silk, and took
him upstairs. Of course, his hands were tied behind his back. They led him
though some richly furnished rooms, and finally, brought him before an elf. The
elf was dressed in a plain white robe, and had a hood over his face. The only
thing that gave him away as an elf, was the shape of his delicate white hands.
“We
like to show our guests utmost courtesy during their first few months of
visit.” The elf had an unusually soft voice, even for his kind. “I trust
you’ve been comfortable.”
Torin
couldn’t resist the temptation to answer. When he spoke, it was as if his
mouth was full of cactus needles. “Of course, everything has been great, you
and your servants are very kind hosts. Be sure that you’ll receive the same
courtesy if you ever happen to visit my home.”
The
elf threw back his hood, surprise evident in his eyes. Torin memorized every
curve, every bend and wrinkle. If he would ever able to free himself, this elf
would die.
“I see that you’re not ready to talk yet.” There was a peculiar sadness in his voice. “I understand. Bring him back to his room, and continue his… treatment.” He ordered the torturers. And then he smiled. It wasn’t a ruthless or cruel smile. It didn’t freeze Torin’s bones, nor made his blood (or what was left of it) boil. It was an easygoing, polite smile. “I understand that you sometimes get lonely, living here all by yourself… Well, not too worry, I imported one of your friends, and hopefully he’ll join us sometime next week.” And he waved his hand in a dismissing motion.