**January**

Jan. 31 2003 15:30

Hey pals, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! wish everyone have a great great life with your great great love!!! hehee... sooo happy to hear that my frenz is actually together with another frenz now.. haha.. although i'm not suppose to know it yet... anywaz.. wish you two *happy together* la.. but it's really funny... hahahaa...

argh, a month passed by... i really don't want time flies by that soon!!!!! >.< HELP!!! future is always that uncertain and scary!!

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"A mighty pain to love it is, and 'tis a pain that pain to miss; but of all the pains, the greatest pain is to love, but love in vain."
-Abraham Crowley

Jan. 23 2003 17:37

back home from the coffee talk just now. got a chance to learn more abt aiesec. that's great! at least got to know how that exchange thing runs... how to choose and deal with a SN, to be prepared how picky a SN will be... how to gain pts to qualify the system.. wow wow.. everything is just sooo brand new to me... hehee.. hopefully i can have a SN matched and work out all those wonderfully thing for him/her... it sounds sooo challenging! hehee..

Jan. 21 2003 15:30

having meetings these few days.. i found out that i'm having a risk of overloading again. but of coz, it would not be as overload as in HK.. but well.. i can't compare. however, i guess i really needa have a well planning to handle all those stuff now. 'coz i really wanna keep the balance of academics, health and ECA. dunno is that becoz of these restless days, i'm not in a good shape these few days... feeling sick always... ai... just like yesterday, classes start @ 8:30.. and then back to dorm at 11:00.. but then a 2 hrs lecture start @ 12:30 to 2:30... then doing math @ 2:30 to 4:30, meeting @ 4:30 to 7:15... finally... back home @ 7:30 and have shower and cup noodles... when i was just abt to do my econ., someone called me and then we chatted till 10:30... a few mins later, another somebody knocked my door and we started another chat for more than 2 hrs, we stand in front of my door and chat, 2 HOURS.. unbelievable. actually during my 2nd half of my econ lecture.. i start feeling shaking and cold... sigh... probably becoz of that green tea.. >.< and therefore, i went to bad @ around 1am without studying much of my econ. luckily, i'm okay today... =) but sigh.. gotta go to another meeting half hr later... ersk...

lunch gathering, graphics, coffee talk, matching, training, review board, western conference, that asna design... gosh... is anyone gonna help me out? >.< woowooowoooo... mid-termssss are coming soon as well.. sigh... the first one is in next week.. 

oh god, dunno what's happening with my outlook, can't check emails these days.. got some connection problems.. sigh... my outlook is sick as well.. have to find a "doctor" to see see "him" later if "he" doesn't recover "himself"!

Jan. 19 2003 16:45

just woke up and now waiting for my cup noodles..

today, i'm not feeling well... feeling hands soft legs soft and also, headaches! ai... probably becoz couldn't get a good sleep last nite... i went to bed at 1am... but then my mom called at 3... what da hack... she woke me up and with nth special to tell... well... mom wasn't fault in the whole place.. 'coz it's my bro. who tell her to call me... becoz i sent an icq msg to my bro. to tell him that i'm heading to bed.. if mom wanna call me... please do so now... it was a 12:30am msg... but then my mom didn't get back to me at 3... ai... my BROTHER didn't tell mom that i'm heading to bed.. so, she called me up after finished all her stuff... ersk... what da.. and then, i cannot sleep again after hung up!! ai...

have my aiesec test done this noon.. it's really long... but anywaz, i passed with the help of our VP exchange, franny.. haha... 

anywaz, better have my noodles now and start working on my math and econ... loads of work waiting for me to complete... sigh...

Jan. 12 2003 16:39

what are we fighting for? i don't understand why we would start a fight just becoz of that tiny matter... why you would have that "big" reaction? not just you are tired, but me too.. you started to be impatient recently, why?!

i need a break!

Jan. 11 2003 00:25

seriously lack of sleep after a few days busy celebration and dinners. back home at 1sth am yesterday becoz of the annual dinner. it was great and fun. but i turned out to sleep at 3 and woke up at 7:45 this morning to attend lectures. oh my gosh.. i'm sooo tired and sleepy now.

i'm in my downturn tonite, not having mood to study. i really really have to get back to my studies as all the tutorials will start next week. but i'm just not in a mood. i was feeling lonesome tonite as i was ............................

god.. the fire alarm rang again! now is 1:05, i'm back from that fire alarm... ai... and this time, just have 10sth ppl got affected as most of the gals went to "the formal"... an annual rez. ball... anywaz, i seldomly see the dorm be that quiet. and i didn't scared by that alarm anymore lu... 'coz get used to it already... a real fire alarm with no fire on actually.... ai...

changed my front page again... but this time the background colour doesn't really match with my content and the rest of the pages colour... sigh, i really wanna update my entire page... when can i gonna have time to do so?

*i'm homesick tonite... i miss my frenz and family sooo much!!!

Jan. 8 2003 15:58

very *mung* now!!! suppose there should be a rez. officer comes over my place to check out my room and talk abt the spraying stuff... but she "fly me airplane"!!! i anticipated her coming in my room for more than 2 hrs la... and finally came a phone call saying she is not able to come today!! yeeeeee... she is suppose to come at 2 but now... ai... have to stand by in my room again tomolo.. dam dam!! i was sooo tired today ga ma becoz i went to bed very late last nite!! i supposedly to take a nap if that lady is not coming... ai... she destroyed my plan now la!! anywaz, i tried to study my math during these 2 hrs... but my mind seems not functioning.. after these 2 long hrs.. "dou ng G study jor D mud"!!! >.<

anywaz, my birthday yesterday was a great one. i went out with a friend for dinner and hung around robson b4 that. and got a birthday cake from him which is totally out of my expectation! haha.. what's more, got loads of dorm-mates saying happy birthday to me even though some of them i even dunno their name yet! =P

Thanks ar Ho for kept checking me out abt my safety last nite.. and sorry for making ya worry becoz i didn't online  immediately after i back home! sorry sorry! =) hey, don't fall asleep on bus la.. or else you would miss the stop again ga la.. hahahaa...

chatting with Jennifer and Lisa till mid-nite... and now, very tired.. better take a nap now.. hehee...

Jan. 6 2003 19:32

Happy New Year, gangs!!! haven't been updated this page for awhile again 'coz i was away from home to calgary last christmas! But i'm back now! hopefully i can keep up in updating this page time to time again! hehee..

A brand new semester has started a few days ago already. Fortunately, after being frustrated for a day, i'm now almost back to track to my sch. life! I really wish that i can do well in this semester! can't be that lazy anymore ga la.. ai... 

last christmas was a great christmas that i can ever have! i went back to calgary to meet my buddies there. we went to banff, edmonton... having party in sylvie's home, hanging around the mallsss, christmas and boxing shopping, blah blah blah... it's just sooo fun..  i really enjoy the time there! * i really miss you guys sooo much ar!!!* furthermore, i received tons of presents from my frenz that i was really appreciated.. Thanks joseph, sylvie, aunties, clara and YOU! but sigh... after this christmas, i really don't think i can handle anymore plush stuff to HK later when i return!!! sigh... i got 3 giant plush stuff as my christmas presents from my frenz!! and hopefully it won't be anymore plush stuff for bday presents then... 'coz i have no room to store them now... they are totally occupying my bed now lor.. i have to sleep on the floor soon ga la...

today i feel like my bday.. although it should be tomolo tho'... i received a few bday presents already... hehee... thanks again sylvie, silkz and frank! but dunno why, i'm not any excited abt my bday at all... a bit upset too.. i dunno why.. maybe i'm getting older and older guar... dunno lu... but suen la.. bday mai yai hai gum.. nth special geh jeh..

i really have to catch up with my studies now after being lazy for a day... add oil la, virgine!!