**May**

May 26 2003 22:24

haven't been writing here for a long while. i have been busy with clubs functions, assignments so and so... and of coz, can't exclude fight... a regular "communication" with my bf.

school, so far i didn't pay a lot of afford on that as i'm still in my holidays mood, always. feeling i'm having my summer vacation instead. hahaa... school, became a "part-time" job now.

my full-time is now for my clubs, gathering, graphics, matching so and so which make me tiresome. anywaz, better get this done with asap so that i can catch up with my studies. =P

finally got a chance to talk to my ex-bf last nite.  i was soo surprised how hard he worked on the scholarship which makes me sooo ashamed of myself. anywaz, i wish he and her gf will be fine while he is going abroad for studies! *with trust & have faith* always.

May 8 2003 22:11

這幾天看見朋友失戀而沮喪，被暗戀而煩惱，愛上別人而擔憂，沒拖拍而焦慮……

令我發覺自己原來已經很幸福的。

Lawrence 問我 Long Distance 咁辛苦為何還要 keep? 他有什么好的令我動心?

這問題我也反覆問過自己好几次。