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The truth is you could slit my throat
I dont care
I wouldnt stop you
I wouldnt dare

And with one last gasping breath,
Theres one thing I have to say
About how I had to put up with you
Every goddamn day

Im just a girl
The one you love to hate
You should of let me go before
But now its too fucking late

You dont know how much I love you
Now you never will
But the only thing that matters
Is the fact that love kills
what's the use in hoping
when you always get let down
what's the use in smiling
when all you wanna do is frown
i'm drowning in a sea of hate-filled eyes
and she's screaming
but no one hears her cries
Dont look in the mirror
Dont like whats staring back at me
Everything is clearer
Ill never see what u see
Its not me
So beautiful and free
Ill never be what u need
Cant help at all
Im ugly
Rot in my skin
A piece of me dies everyday
Im nothing
Theres nothing i can say
To change the judgment in their ways
Ill never be what u need
Cant help at all
Im ugly
Im good enough but i dont care
Im good enough but im not there
Im good enough but i dont care
The sun is out but im not there
"Every single person down there is ignoring your pain because theyre to busy with their own. The Beautiful Ones. The Popular. The guys who pick on you. Everyone. If you could hear the lonliness, the confusion. It looks quiet down there. Its not. Its deafening."

We're all a little fragile.
I like weed
Its what I need
And it smells good too!
But in your bong
Pass it along
From me to you!
Smoke it in a joint, put in a pipe
Inhale it when its nice and ripe
And weed is fun too!
I can sell it to you
And you can grow it too
In your closest or your feild
Lets make a deal
Its fun to sell too!
Ten for a dime, one hundred for that
So sit around lets smoke it
And put it in your hat!
And it feels good too
Weed is great
Everyone agrees
Smoke until it gets late!
Until your ears are ringing
You've got resin on your knees
And you lungs are singing!
I like weed
Its what I need
And it smells good too!
I look at you and I seeth with hate
I want to take my knife and seal your fate
They look at me, I look at you
No one understands the shit you put me through
I'll get my revenge soon enough
Then you wont be acting so fucking tough
Soon I'll be the face you will fear
My hate will peirce you like a spear
Soon you'll be sorry you ever fucked with me
You'll be on your knees begging to be let free
You are such  a witch,
All I see you as is an ugly bitch
You demoralize me, you sterotype me,
You stupid bitch why cant you just see
That I hate you so much,
Soon I'll have you in my clutch

and when you find me cold..
in a puddle of my own blood..
there'll be a tear running down my face.
i saved that tear for you.
but you don't care now..
and you didn't care then
so will you be sorry when i'm gone?


the words.."
pull the trigger,
you'd be prettier dead ...
"
echo through my head
i'll be leaving soon.. i'll be gone soon
and maybe; just maybe you'll care then

Come dance with me,
Dance in the flames and you'll see..
what you desire,
can be found in the fire...
and the price?
Misery.
i hate that i love you so much.
you make me so happy.
then i just take the fall.
you always leave me there..
alone and crying.
sometimes i wish..
i never met you at all.
just to see your face again..
i'll haunt you from six feet under
i'll break your glass heart;
shattering it to
p i e c e s
[you're crying now, you're crying]
here's to revenge
of the broken soul
[i'm laughing now, i'm laughing]
i'm so fucking glad you made me suffer
i wanna bleed
i wanna show you all my pain
show the world all that i have inside
i
wanna scream
i wanna make you feel the same
let the blood flow that keeps me alive
I mean the best with what i say
it  doesn`t  always  sound  that  way
and i can see your back is turnin
if i could; i'd stick the knife in
dont belive what they tell you
its not true, its not true
and if i could turn back time
the only thing id change
is to get
you outta my mind
o you SEDATE and drown in
vain
You've got a pill for
EVERYDAY
A suit and tie to
MASK the
truth....
And a soul to push me
AWAY
How can you see into my eyes like open doors?
Leading you down into my
core
Where Ive become so numb
Without a soul
My spirit's sleeping somewhere cold
Until you find it there and lead it back home

I dream about, how it's gonna end
Approaching me quickly
Living a life of fear
I only want my mind to be clear
People, making fun of me
For no reason but jealousy
I fantisize about my death
Ill kill myself from holding my breath
My suicidal dream
Voices telling me what to do
My suicidal dream
I'm sure you will get yours too
Help me, comfort me
Stop me from feeling what Im feeling now
The rope is here
Now I'll find a use
I'll kill myself
I'll put my head in a noose...