||More.Shit||
I dont care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want the perfect body

I want the perfect soul

Strong enough to jump into the clouds

Run as fast as I dare

Thin enough to walk between raindrops

Lighter than the air
...to be appreciated you better be tall and thin and if you aren't tall you better at least be able to keep your weight below 100 lbs.
The best way to kill yourself is to do it with a gun
Pull the trigger slowly it can be lots of fun
The best way to kill yourself it to do it with a knife
Drag it across your wrist, be quick to end your life
The best way to kill yourself is to do it with a rope
Hanging from the rafters, there is  no more hope
The best way to kill yorself is to do it with a car
Lie down in the road and have a few drinks from the bar
The best way to kill yourself is to jump down from up high
Spread your arms and smile as you fall through the sky
The best way to kill yourself is to do it with your friends
The best ways to kill yourself, make sure the pain ends
You Yawn ;
A baby is born.
Your Tired;
Someone's fired
You try to sleep, your trying;
A little girl is alone in her room crying.
You start to dream, your flying;
Someone is also lying in their bed;
dying
Shes just a typical teenager, angry, lost, confused. I wish I could tell her it will pass, but i dont want to lie to her.
sit away to silently falling leaves
poisonious light drifts away
frozen in a cool icy breeze
ebony shadows as lifelines fray
dull crimson drops to death
gather silently on the ground
cover bloody scarred flesh
in autumn tears she drowned
Little Girl Abused


sliding through the streets so empty bodies stare
at the small wandering child beneath blackened hair
cover their eyes from her painful visage unhidden
the evil in her she no longer keeps forbidden
for the faces of today turn and look the other way
she's a lost struggling soul trying to find her way
covered in bruises of yesterdays stolen dawn
stars fade from the night all hope is gone
but still she carries on
passing by perfect painted tainted smiles
ironed skirts and made-up faces
disguise the torture in darkened traces
they look at her and laugh at her scars
she's too weak to live, veiws from afar
be more like them hide the hurt deny the pain
dressed in black her emotions so deadly plain
the rains feel cold and the snow feels warm
sliding through the streets feeling so torn
she's waiting fo him to look past her frozen eyes
what worth is left of abused love for him she cries
an embrace of renowned innocence a sense of feeling
no man cannot be troubled to hear her silent bleeding
is all hope to be lost in vain
beneathe the falling skies rain
but still one more day she carries on
with but one dream left to hold on
for the love of a deep soul like her own
sew her scars touch her face so alone
she's too torn used and confused
there is no one to love the little girl abused

"I'll beat you with your spinal cord
Split your skull in two
I'll feast on your intestines
There's nothing I can't do
I'll rip your heart out of your chest
Watch it beat as you cry
I revel in your agony
I violate and make you die"
"the soothing light at the end of the tunnel...
just a freight train comin' your way"
||Home||
Why am I supposed to stop hurting myself when you do it to me too?
I could hurt someone like me,
out of spite of jealousy
I don't steal and I don't lie,
but I can feel and I can cry
A fact I'll bet you never knew
But to cry in front of you,
that's the worst thing I could do.
The Death of Ana
by Katina

"What game shall we play today?"
I don't feel like playing, I'd like to rest if I may.
"No, we will play a game. Chocolate cake, apple pie.."
I'm not hungry, Mia, please hear my cry.
"This is why Daddy beat you, lazy intolerant bitch."
I thought you were my friend, Mia, what's caused this switch?
"There's no room in Dumbo for both of us,
I'm trying to weed out the one not worth my trust."
I love you so, Mia, please don't abandon me.
"It's your fault, next time obey my cree."
...And so it came to be that Mia had won,
Delivering her Ana to a weight of a ton.
Chocolate cake and apple pie Mia demanded,
If Ana said no, she would've surely been reprimanded.
So it went that Ana gobbled the food,
All the while Mia continued her attitude.
Ana cried and cried with a force so strong,
Until Mia finally sang her song.
"Ugly, stupid, lazy, and fat,"
Ana was made to listen to Mia's wrath.
With feelings of corpulency and remorse,
Ana ran to the bowl, feeling her legs get coarse.
Mia ordered the helpless little girl to her knees,
Begging for forgiveness, Mia would not hear her pleas.
Three strong sons of evil pushed down back,
Ana struggled and wept, finally feeling her courage crack.
Choking and vulnerable, Ana gives up.
"I told you we were going to play, dumb fat fuck!"
Chocolate cake and apple pie filled the bowl,
Mia's strength had taken its toll.
Repeated and repeated until Ana could take no more,
Mia laughed and said, "Good girl, you've done my chore."
So it was, in that hour so hard,
Mia had won and Ana had scarred.
Feeling guilt and shame, Ana nor Mia seemed very bright,
Where was Katina, whose opinion seemed so trite?
While Mia and Ana spouted their voice,
Katina was forced to make a choice.
Ana or Mia, who shall win?
Katina moans, "I don't care, I just want to be thin."