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[Other.Poetry.]

A mask of death
A Deceiving eye
A mouth that spews wretched lies
Believing the truth
Born to hate
In the arms of the insane
Its too late
Bleeding to live
Living to die
Unto tomorrow
FORSAKEN am I
A quick movent
A slice of flesh
Do it now
End this mess
Bleeding to live
Living to die
Unto tomorrow
FORSAKEN am I
FORSAKEN am I
FORSAKEN am I

Does anyony hear what I say
When I pray and pray
I'm lost and confused feeling so alone
No one cared now I am made of stone
I draw the blade across my wrist
should I give it the final twist.

I'm your gutless cunt
Your little whore
Something less
And nothing more

Cut me up
Tie me tight
Kill me now
Save the fight

Im your bitch
Your broken toy
Tearstaind face
Darkened joy

I'm your gutless cunt
Your little whore
Something less
And never more

i mean the best with what i say
it doesn`t always sound that way
and i can see your back is turnin
if i could; i'd stick the knife in
dont belive what they tell you
its not true, its not true
and if i could turn back time
the only thing id change
is to get you outta my mind

o you sedate
and drown in vain
you've got
a pill for everyday
a suit and tie to mask the truth
and a soul to push me away

Stich my smile shut
You'll never see it again
Staple my heart now, it wont be the same again
Nail me to the cross with the daggers in your eyes
DONT EVER FUCKING TELL ME I DIDNT CARE.

You are my friend today
I hope u will be my friend tomorrow
I know I'm kind of mean at times
I know it seems like I don't care
But u should know I will forever
Even if u make me sad
Even if I make u mad
Nothing can ever make me stop caring
You are the one I can always talk to
You are the one who will always understand
I just hope u feel the same
I love u forever as though u were family

There's a poem that, somehow I can't seem to write
Maybe its because I cant express myself well enough
Maybe its because I don't know exactly how I feel
But I know some of what I should say
I wish life were easy
That I wasn't lost in confusion
That following my heart didn't hurt so much
That I never have to lose my friends and
They would never lose me
And that everyone loved me as much as I love him or her
But if my wishes were fulfilled
I wouldn't be as strong as I am now
Even though these things don't go my way
I find ways to make them better
And I will continue to do so,
Until the ending of my days
So always remember that
No matter what
I will never forget you
And even though it's hard
Always follow your heart
It hurts sometimes but
It pays off in the end!
I love you,
Good-by

Hmm.....A guy is well a guy
They lie and make u cry
They say thet love u and ull never be apart
Then the next day they break ure heart
But the gurls just sit around and cry
Never asking anyone why
They dont need to ask because they already know why
A guy will be a guy
But no matter how much they make u cry and play and cause u pain
you know w/o u just wouldnt be the same

I'm the queen of broken hearts
i happily tear them apart
i have no sympathy
for their stupidity
my hearts been broke too
yes ive had a few
till one day
i said its my turn to play
the heart of a boy
is now my favorite toy
one after another
till they pile on top of each other
i say goodbye to them
and find another boyfriend
I've turned breaking hearts
into an art
im the queen of broken hearts
and i happily play the part

Run with me where tomorrow hides
We'll put all the pain aside
Dance with me into the light
We'll sleep through all the nights
Run with me past today
Race through time like everythings okay
Dont let go of me hold on tight
Sheild me like everythings alright
Come with me we'll make angel's in the snow
We'll laugh and cry and share all we know
Run with me where tomorrow hides
Let's forget the pain and forgive the lies
Kiss away the tears
Bury all my fears
We'll fly forever in the wind so fast
We'll run together through the past
Hide with me under happiness
All the anger we'll caress
Run with me where tommorow lies
Come with me to say my goodbyes

For the different ppl
Have you ever stopped and wondered about the loosers the quiet ppl the outkasts?
Do you know how much a smile or a simple hello would mean have u ever asked?
Those ppl have feelings too
They're just like me and you
They have things to say
All u have to do is stop and say hey
You never know u could save there life or make there day
Who r u? the kind that excepts ppl for who they r? or are u the kind of ppl that only have mean and hurtful stuff to say?
You could be someones dream come tru
Think about it what if it was u?

In the mists of sleeping eyes
Hidden in disguise
My mind my power my lies
The truth is hidden between my speak
All of you too without caring to seek
Beneath the tears Beneath the fears
Where the true me lies inside
So much pain so much denied
Emotion is there to stay
All the world gave way
Reality doesnt exist in the world with me and you
Forgotten the truth all I knew
In the mists of sleeping eyes
Underneath my demise
Haunting sights sleepless nights
There's someone there a glimmer of light
Someones there to take flight
Its not real not real no ones there to help me
All I want is to be free
Goodbye and goodbye forever
Remember me always forget me never

I'm vain
a lil insane
im pretty
im petty
im easy
and just a lil sleazy
i'll change my mind
before u can say a line
I quite a sight
be careful i do bite
i'm not nice
everything comes at a price
i'm ditzy
i'm bitchy
i can be sweet
and quite a treat
dont get in my way
what can i say
i was born to be
just me

You taught me how to laugh
You taught me how to cry
With all your lies
I met you
I thought what have I got myself into
Slowly you became my worst dream
The laughter turned to screams
And before long
All the smiles were gone
I said "you gotta go"
You said "i dont think so"
But im still standing
I survived
The abuse
The misuse
Everything you put me through
The bruises are gone
Along with you
Nobody knew
Except for me and you

why dont u listen to me
are u blind cant u see
stop trying to control what i do
i have a mind of my own too
its my life
i dont care what u say
i'll live my life my way
im not as child
give me a chance
dont i get to say
what road my life takes
let me make mistake
its my life
dont tell me what to do
i dont need u
get away from me
leave me alone
let me think on my own
im tired of u
u dont know me
if u think u do ur dumb as can be
its my life
i dont listen to u anyway
just go away